hii guys ,this is the second chapter just like i promised =))

a huge thank you to my awsome beta MASTERSGURU ..xx

Disclaimer : i wish twilight was mine :D , but sadly its not !

At four in the afternoon I was craving blueberry muffins, and only one place could make them the way i like, I closed the shop, put on my sunglasses and walked the couple of blocks to Sue's bakery, a little shop that always makes me feel happy. When I opened the door the smell of fresh baked goods assaulted me and I closed my eyes and inhaled, trying to savour it, then i had a strange feeling of someone watching me, but that wasn't new, it's been happening a lot for the past year, I mastered the art of pretending I don't see him, pretending he doesn't exist, but in truth, I feel his eyes on me everywhere i go, yet I'm no longer too shy to talk or a pathological blusher, I actually enjoy his sorrow now, I enjoy him watching the changed me, the more confident me, in the end he was the cause of that and I have to thank him one day for that, but till that day comes where I can take my revenge on that asshole, I'll keep my thoughts to myself and ignore his presence.

" Bellaaaa, hello dear, I made these for you."

I smiled fondly, Mrs. Clearwater always made me miss my parents. "You spoil me Sue, those muffins could make a grown man cry with glee, hmmm."

"Oh nonsense child, you flatter me too much, come sit and eat while they're still hot."

"Before I eat, I have something for you, remember my friend, the one that works in the newspaper?" at her nod I continued "well he was working in the library last week and was looking for a? place to write a review about, and I kept talking about your bakery so he wanted to see for himself that's why I brought him with me and introduced you two, he was blown away, and so..." I reached into my bag and took out the newspaper which was already opened and put it in front of her reaction.

After a couple of minutes she started squealing and fanning her hands in front of her face.

"Oh my child, I can't believe it, oh my that's lovely, he wrote all that about my little bakery, oh I can't even, oh come here u rascal, give me a hug."

She hugged me so tight and pressed a small kiss on my cheek, she was relieved I guessing, the bakery did fine on its own, but the plump and endearing Mrs. Clearwater had children in college and needed more money, I watched her all the time when I was in the shop, so I could tell she needed money to send for her children, but she's a proud woman and would never ask, so when Jake came to the library last week i took the opportunity to try to convince him to write a review about the bakery, and Jake saw how fond I was of it that he wanted to go and see what all the fuss was about, and he was speechless, now after the review I would only hope for customers to be lining in to try those heavenly bites.

After about fifteen minutes I had to go back to the library, so I kissed her goodbye, wished her a good day and turned to leave, as I did so I caught a small smile playing on the face of my stalker, but as always I ignored him and went in my way.

I closed the library early today and went upstairs to take a shower and wait for Alice to come do her magic, went to the TV room and lounged on the coach, the mail on my coffee table caught my eye and I reached for it, one letter I recognised, I stopped counting them now, they were all identical, all with a single five letter word that means nothing to me anymore, and all from the same sender, all just like this one said "sorry", so I put it in the pile of sorry notes that i kept, and made a note to return them all in the near future, but i would keep them for now, they might be of use later on.

After the torture of getting dressed I left with Alice to meet up with the guys, they were already waiting for us when we got there, the club wasn't packed yet so we were able to find a table easily, and then Emmet pounced with a gleam in his eyes.?

"My darling, sweet, not so innocent Bella, I'm bored, and I need some kind of entertainment, and we both know your it, get ready kitten."

'Game on Emmet' I thought, I put on my innocent face, looked down at my hands for a couple of seconds so I would look nervous and then looked up at Emmet.

"B-but Emmet , I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you with what I did, I was just making a new friend, you know its hard for me, but it's OK I can take it..I think." I said in a small voice , and waited for his guilt to eat at him. Jasper hid his face in Alice's and I could see his shoulders shaking, Alice was pretending to use her phone with a smirk playing her lips, and Rosalie was trying to hold in her laughter but having a hard time doing it so she winked at me and turned her face to the other side so Emmet won't see.

You see last week we were out to this new club, and as always they were all coupled up and I was alone , that doesn't bother me much these days but I was a little bored so when i spotted the guy that does my hair in the saloon 'Sam' I waved him over and we chatted a little, then I looked up and Emmet was giving me kissy faces and laughing his ass off, so an idea popped in my head, I told Sam that I have a friend he might be interested in, but that friend is shy and still trying to be straight because he thought no one would accept him if he came out as gay so he's trying to convince himself he's not, I convinced Sam that if he made a move on Emmet and gave him a kiss he would have the push he needed.?

A couple of minutes later I went with Sam to our table and introduced him, then I sent rose a text and told her to trust and me excuse herself to the ladies room and watch what's gonna happen from afar, and so as soon as she went Sam started getting closer to Emmet until he was practically sitting in his lap, then he started caressing his arm, Emmet looked so uncomfortable that I had to look away before I bursted out laughing, then I looked back just as Sam planted his mouth to Emmet's, he jumped up from his place so high and started yelling at Sam 'what the hell are u doing man, I'm straight, get away from me.'

But Sam kept trying to convince him that it's okay, that he can help him, after a couple of tries he took out his card and he put it in Emmet's back pocket while squeezing his pants and telling him to call him if he changed his mind, at that point Rosalie came out of hiding and we were laughing so hard that tears were streaming down our faces, and Emmet shuddered and looked around the table suddenly, he started to lunge for me but out of nowhere the stalker was behind him and holding him back, so ya Emmitt wasn't so happy that night and I ran out of the club before anything else could happen and went home.

"Oh kitten don't cry, it's okay I forgive you, I understand please don't cry , I'm sorry."

And I started shaking my shoulders though from laughter not from tears , and Rose held me as I started shaking and told Emmet to go get us some drinks and just give me a minute to calm down, he reluctantly went and just as he reached the bar we all blew up in laughter, but he caught us laughing and started chuckling and shaking his head.

An hour or so later we were just sitting around the table and laughing about Emmet's jokes when i felt like dancing, I got up and started swaying to the music, I closed my eyes and just let everything go, a couple of minutes later i felt hands on my waist and a body come up behind me, but I didn't care who it was for I was enjoying myself so I let the guy have his fun, I felt his breath on my neck and his hands on my body and I just let him guide me, we kept swinging and he kept moving me like we were one, I extended my hands behind me and started combing them through his hair, it felt so soft and smooth, we groaned simultaneously and started grinding harder into each other, it was so raw and needy, so sensual and intimate, then he started kissing and licking my neck, and it felt so good I was screaming in my head for him not to stop.

suddenly we were wrenched apart, I opened my eyes and saw jasper with the deadliest look I have only ever seen given to one person and hatred pouring out of him and i just thanked God he was there to stop me when he did, I gave him a grateful look that he returned with a nod, I kissed his cheek and went back to our table to get my things and call it a night, I didn't even turn my head to look at who I was dancing with, because I knew it was my stalker, it was Edward.

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