Chapter 4

Now its time for bella to start her payback ,,*evil grin*

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The next day I was running a little late for my hair appointment because me car wasn't starting so I had to lock up the shop in a hurry and also run a couple of blocks because I couldn't find a taxi anywhere, when I was just about to reach the last block I was sweating like bullets and couldn't really breathe so I just stood there on the side walk for a couple of seconds to try and catch my breath. When I looked up I saw Edward stepping out of his car and running my way looking frantic and worried, I had my sunglasses on so he didn't see the moment an idea sprung up in my head and the devil within me was laughing her evil laugh.

When Edward reached me, my plan was in motion, I started sniffling and crying softly and slid down the wall while trying to wipe my nose, my eyes and my face, I pretended I didn't see him yet and continued to sob quietly, but in my periphery I could see his hands reaching out toward me hesitantly and then going back to his side, a couple of minutes later I've had enough, I lifted my sunglasses off my face after I made sure that my eyes were puffy enough, and wiped the rest of my face, I knew I looked broken and vulnerable and that just added to the sweetness of my plan, when I opened my eyes I saw him crouched down in front of me and looking at me with concern, I gasped just enough to look startled and tried to back away from him as if he scared me.

"Wait, it's ok sweet-heart, it's okay, I'm not going to hurt you, calm down."

"Why won't you l-leave me alone, w-why do you hate me so much, haven't you done enough? J-just go away."

"Bella sweetheart tell me what's wrong."

"Don't call me that!" I snapped while sniffling.

"Okay, I'm sorry, but please tell me why are you crying, did someone hurt you?"

"No, I deserve it it's okay, I should stop trying, I-I know I'm not cute like all the other girls, I know none of the guys like me b-but I just thought that this guy might be d-different, I-I wanted someone to love me, s-someone to hold me, but I know that I s-shouldn't try anymore, even you who I never thought could hurt me broke my heart and laughed at me, I should have listened to wh-hat you were trying to say when you acted that way, and it's taking m-me this long but I know now, I give up, m-my mother can adopt grandchildren if she wants, but this is just so hard, I can't do it anymore, I-II I just can't, I should have listened to you a long time ag-g-o-o"

I watched as his face crumbled in pain and guilt and did a mental happy dance, the plan was working perfectly, without giving him time to respond I just sprung up on my feet and went running on my way, but I could still hear him calling after me, which made me run faster, eventually his voice faded and I had reached the saloon so I just went in with a big smile on my face, and told Alice who I was supposed to meet at the saloon what happened, she said I made her day, and I won't lie, it made my day as well, it felt good to make him feel just a very small amount of the pain he caused me, but the best is yet to come.

I called Jake when I got back to the shop and thanked him for the review , and promised to take him out to dinner sometime the next week ,he was strangely manly for a gay dude , and I would have been so in love with him if he wasn't interested in the other team , or the same team I should say , he was so loving and caring that sometimes I wondered if I had a brother if he would be the same as Jake ,but why wonder when u have the real deal ,I wished he would end up with someone just as great as he is.

Later that night I invited the guys over for dinner to celebrate our small victory, Jake couldn't come because he had a date , and Angela wasn't feeling well so Ben stayed to take care of her . I was making the salad when someone knocked on the door, a couple of minutes later I heard arguing, I put down the knife and walked slowly to the door, when I was close enough I heard Emmet and Jasper arguing with someone, well I must be lucky, or I must have put on a lovely show, because it was Edward Cullen in the flesh, and he was actually sober and standing at my door, I guess miracles happen when you cry hard enough and lose hope, I tried to eavesdrop from where I stood.

"Edward man we can't do that, we won't let you see her or talk to her dude! She's barely sanding on her own two feet after what you did to her, I will kick your ass if you hurt her again in any way, I love you man but she's too important for all of us, just go."

"Fuck off jasper, get out of my way before I fucking punch you, she can talk for herself, she's not a baby, and she isn't as innocent as you all think, what did she think would happen huh? That I would fall in love with her and live happily ever after, I'm not that stupid and she wasn't that special, and we all know that, so both of you get the fuck out of my face and let me talk to her."

And that is when I heard the sound of a crunch and knew jasper had reached his limit and I knew he was hitting Edward with all his might, he has wanted to do that since the date night, but Emmet had beat him to it so now it was his time to have fun, I could just feel Rosalie squirming in her seat, she's wanted to punch the ass since she'd met him.

What he said did hurt a little, but he's right, I wasn't that special, or didn't think I was, but now I know my worth, I am more confident, and more in control of my body and my mind, and it's time Edward knew that, I marched to the door with purpose, Jasper held him back and Emmet put his hand forward as if to tell me to go on, I stood in front of Edward until we were nose to nose and stared into his eyes for a couple of seconds then slapped him with the force of two years of pent up hate.

"I've been waiting forever to hit you, you fucking ass, don't talk to me, don't look at me, don't even think of me, you had your chance two years ago and you threw it away and treated me like fucking trash, I can't believe I was actually in love with you at the time, don't worry though because now I hate you like I've never hated anything in my life, but thank you for making me wake up and see you like you really are, a pathetic sex driven manwhore who only cares about his dick!" I turned and took a step back to the apartment then turned back around pulled my hand back and punched him square in the face.

"And I am more than special."

And with that I left him standing there stunned and with a broken nose and walked back inside to the cheers of my whole family.

Alice and Emmet where mad at Edward for a few weeks after the 'DATE NIGHT', they wouldn't talk to him , they would walk by him in the street and wont acknowledge his existence , Emmet would nod at him but that was all, and I started feeling guilty for that , I wasn't one to break up a family and they used to be so close , so I convinced them to go talk to him , and to forgive him because even thought he hurt me , he was still their brother , and he would never do anything to hurt them , and he was alone , at least I had all of them around me , but now he had no one , I told them that I could share them with him , but they should go make peace , and from that time we agreed that they would have their brother back and try to forgive him and I would have my family as well, but we won't mention him ever again , we steered clear of the mentioning of his name or what he's doing or anything connected to him , and the night they made their peace with him was the night his stalking began , I guess he knew they wouldn't have talked to him if it weren't for me, and even then he didn't have the guts to come apologize to me like a man .

I took a couple of minutes to call my parents ,my mother Renée is remarried now to a good man named Phil Dwyer , it was hard to hate him even a little , he really loves her and is taking such good care of her ,he indulges her like my father couldn't , and she is happy with him which makes me happy that she found someone she loves so much and who worships the ground she walks on ,my dad Charlie is the recluse , I guess I got my shyness from him , he loved my mother but couldn't make her love him back , so when she decided to leave he let her , they got a divorce when I turned sixteen , I feel sorry for my dad , because unlike mom he didn't get his happy ending ,but I'm still hoping he will, he just needs to find the right woman ,they were both doing okay so I just kept them up to date with my life and wished them a good night and went back to my guests .

For the rest of the night we forgot about Edward and just enjoyed each other's company. We played games, we sang on the karaoke machine Jasper and Emmet had a competition on who would sing killing me softly best , they even let us put make up on them so they can go into character , they didn't know it but I had the whole thing recorded , they looked so ridiculous that we couldn't stop laughing throughout the whole act , in the end Jasper won because Emmet got choked up in the last verse and started laughing so hard he couldn't breath let alone sing ,after they washed their faces and got cleaned up we watched a movie , I knew they did that act to try and cheer me up , and it worked , it was a good feeling to have people who have your back no matter what.

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