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Chapter 5

Wasn't stacking books that just arrived supposed to be boring ? Can u believe it was the only exciting thing that happened all morning! Even Alice didn't show up like she usually did , she was held up in a meeting , but the at two Angela stopped by and looked as radiant as ever , I've never seen a more happy pregnant woman , she brought with her a couple of baby clothes that she just bought , cute little Nike shoes and a small hat , both won't fit the baby until months ahead but if u saw them you would know why she couldn't resist to buy them , they were just irresistible not to buy.

When she left she forgot to take the small shoes with her , i held them for a while and just lost track of time while staring at them and thinking , will i ever have a baby and buy shoes like these for ? I guess a little part of me stopped believing in love a long time ago , but i always wanted to have kids , a cute boy who calls me mommy and gives me little hugs that would make me forget the sorrows of the world and the sound of his little patters as he ran around in the house would always make me smile fondly , or a little princes who's twinkling laugh would fill the house and who's loving kisses would warm my heart and fill me with joy , but did I lose that dream as well , did I stop believing in it ? I honestly couldn't answer myself as hard as I tried, but I hoped I didn't...

I was so lost in the land of dreams that I didn't hear the door chime tinkling , i felt a hand on my shoulder and looked up to see non other than Edward standing in front of me sporting a broken nose , which made my bandaged hand hurt less ,and looking at me With pity in his eyes , i felt my eyes harden and my emotions turn to anger , i brushed my cheek And felt wetness there , i wiped it away quickly hoping he didn't see it but from the looks of it he did ,and turned back to the intruder who must have sensed the shift in my mood because he stood up straighter and wiped that look of pity from his face .

" what the hell do you want Cullen, one broken nose wasn't enough for you ? , and how long have u been standing there". I snapped

He held up his hands in front of him as if in surrender.

"Calm down Swan, I came to talk , please just hear me out , give me five minutes And I'll be out of your hair before u even have time to think about it ." he answered ignoring my second question .

"U know what I don't care anymore, just say whatever u came to say and leave me be, go on I'm listening " I said and looked at my watch.

" ok , listen I wanted to apologize for being a jerk , I didn't mean to hurt you but come on, did you really believe I would to go out with you ? You used to be all nerdy and like a frightened kitten, and I swear it totally slipped my mind that we were going out, and I couldn't turn down a good fuck, I mean you can understand that cant you? so can you please just forgive me and let's put this behind us and move on so I can ask you out again " he said with a smirk then looked me up and down "and this time believe me I'll remember ." he chuckled

At that moment I could have killed him, I have never in my life hated someone as much as I hated Edward Cullen after the most insulting apology that's ever been uttered , the audacity of the guy! Did he really believe that what he just said was in any way an apology? Did he not hear how insulting and degrading that speech was! Arrgghh! I could kick his ass right now, but this was actually good for the plan, this would give me more ammo for later, so I just plastered a smile on my face and looked up at the ass.

"Thank you for that apology; belated as it may be, yeah I don't know what I was thinking when I believed someone like you would go out with someone like me."It was meant as an insult but he took it as a compliment and smiled, that stupid ass jerk!"that's why I will never think about going out with you again so don't worry about me anymore, u can have all the good 'fucks ' that u want, just won't be me , now please leave ,your time is up"

" no no its okay , u can go out with me now , now your sexy as hell so its okay, I want to take you out , so when can I pick you up?"

My patience was reaching the end of its rope , this really just made me think even more less of him, has he really always been this cocky ?, well I will make him lose his cockiness , and I will make him beg , just you wait. I took a couple of breaths to calm me down , I knew my face looked red and ready to explode , but I had to stick t o the plan .

" you're really sweet you know that, thank you for making me feel wanted, how about I meet up with you tomorrow for lunch at that cute little pizza place that's across town ? Its far but it has the most amazing pizza so it's worth it, and we'll get to know each other then okay?" I gave him the most excited smile that I could muster up.

"yeah I've heard of that place, it's about time I tried it , I didn't get a chance before because I never dated , I always met the girls in one of the clubs and one of them would relieve my stress , and that girl gets to go home with me so she can do it again later, but anyway I will change those rules for you my sexy Bella , so I'll meet u there, I have to run now But I'll meet you tomorrow ."

He walked the couple of steps out of the shop, when he reached his car I called his name to make him stop .
" oh wait , I might be a little late because I have a shipment coming in but u can order for me whatever you want , see u tomorrow sweet cheeks." I said then slapped the library door in his face and went inside.

The next day at lunch time Alice came by and we went out to Sue's bakery to check up on her , and I couldn't believe my eyes when we reached there, the line to the shop was as long the street that the shop stood on! I looked at Alice and we just started running and went inside through the throngs of people till we reached Sue, who from the looks of it hadn't had a moment of peace or rest for a long time.

"Hello darlings, how are you this evening? "

"Oh sue u look exhausted! U can't handle all this yourself, you have to hire someone to help you honey" I tried to reason with her while dragging her to the nearest chair to sit.

" Oh I did child, I hired a lovely couple, they both needed work and came to ask for one , and I hired them at the spot, but they started today and I had to teach them everything ."

"Well u just sit here and we'll manage the counter for a while , u can go up and take a nap sue , don't worry we'll handle things here." Alice suggested.

And so for the rest of the afternoon we helped in sues bakery, i guess that review did what it was intended to, the new couple Garrett and Kate where charming , funny , happy and in love. they had just graduated college but couldn't find a job anywhere so when they read about the bakery they thought Sue could use the help and decided to give it a shot , and I'm glad they did ,because with them working there I won't have to worry about sue so much anymore ,we closed the shop at eight and spent another couple of hours cleaning and doing inventory, when we were done , jenny made us dinner , which was amazing, I think I might ask her to do it every night , and then we each went our separate way .

I reached home at ten thirty and was exhausted beyond words, I just wanted to crawl into my bed and sleep till morning, but I knew I had to deal with one more person, and what do you know! sitting on my doorsteps was none other than Edward Cullen looking furious.

"Where the fuck where you?"

"I was working why?"

"Because we had a fucking date, that's why! You left me waiting there for TWO HOURS and didn't even have the decency to call! "

"Oh Edward I totally forgot we had a date, I apologize, u have to believe me, would I pass up a chance to go on a date with someone like you? " I said with as much venom as I could muster at the end , I saw recognition dawn on him as I threw back his own words at him.

"did the amazing Edward like getting stood up? How does it feel? Huh? "

I gave him a couple of seconds to digest what I just said.

"Just like they say asshole payback's a bitch"

And then i turned around and went inside the house and shut the door in his face yet again, and slept like a baby with a big smile on my face, and a promise to Edward that when I'm done with him , he will be begging me for forgiveness.

The next morning Jake came by as usual to do his work while sitting on one of the tables in the library ,and as he worked I kept coming and going to talk as I did my job and helped other customers , when it was noon I had filled him in with everything that has happened with Edward and he was laughing his ass off by the end of my story . we had our heads close together and we were murmuring so we won't bother the other people reading or working when Jacob looked up and stiffened then he looked back down at me and smirked telling me to just go with what he was going to do, he leaned in close till we had our noses touching, looked into my eyes and kissed me, it was just a friendly peck but I could hear the sharp intake of breath that sounded near where we were standing , then came his voice.

"Who the fuck is this? You stand me up yesterday and then I see you sucking face with this asshole! What the fuck is wrong with you?"

Suddenly Jacob stood up and punched Cullen in the stomach so fast that neither of us saw it coming, when the ass was doubled over , Jake caught him by his collar and raised his head , then stroked down his face and said in his calmest voice :" talk to her like that again and I'm going to have to mess up that pretty face of yours, understood?" At his nod Jake turned and took his things and left , but not before giving me a wink , looking at Edwards ass and mouthing ' HOT ', I gave him a nod because he was hot ,but his assholeness was much stronger than his hotness, little did Cullen know that what he just said triggered stage two of the plan,,,,

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