It's time for another chapter. I hope you enjoy it.

"Good morning beautiful I have an amazing day planned for us," Kendall said lightly kissing my forehead. "Now go shower and get ready."

"Do I have to? Can't I sleep for another hour? I'm finally getting a decent amount of sleep and you ruin it on me," I groaned looking up into his eyes.

"Yeah, but I have a couples massage set up for us. I thought that would be a great way to help you relax. And after that I was going to take you for lunch and to do some shopping." Kendall said looking at me with the most adorable puppy dog eyes.

"I'll do it only because I love you with all my heart. Well I loved you with all my heart. Now I just think you're annoying," I sighed getting up and kissing him before walking into the bathroom.

I turned on the water and let it run getting it hot. In my mind I replayed everything Kendall had told me. He wasn't angry Alex and I told a white lie, because he had told his own. It was nice to know that I could trust him with anything. But do I think he and I will end up like Staci and Logan? The answer is a big fat no. There is a slight chance that we could end up together but I just don't think I can love him forever. I heard him on the phone with his brother talking about me making me feel guiltier about my thoughts. I erased my mind of all I had conjured up as the hot water beat on my back. Moments after I shut the water off I heard Kendall talking to James about Alyson. Ok so now all of my best girlfriends are dating someone from Big Time Rush. I'm not a huge fan of that idea. It's not like I need any more drama in my life. Maybe I'll move to Alaska to escape it all.

"Oh hey Arianna, I didn't know you were staying with Kendall now," James said when I emerged from the bathroom.

"Yeah I stayed with him last night. Is that a problem?"

"No it's not. Well maybe it is. What does the new boyfriend Alex think of it?" James asked.

"He's a friend. We only said it to boost the movie ratings," I seethed with so much anger after his remark.

"James, can we take this outside the room to let Arianna get ready for the day. She doesn't need anything else bothering her." Kendall said ushering James out of the room. "I knew she told the tabloids about her and Alex before it even happened. Just because you screwed things up with her and are trying to make her look like the bad person, I'm not breaking up with Arianna. I truly love her."

"She's a heartbreaker Kendall. Don't you know anything about her? I'm trying to protect you as a friend," James said raising his voice.

I slouched down on the floor and tears started to fall from my eyes. James was anything but wrong. I am a heartbreaker. For all I knew I was just leading Kendall on. But maybe I do have feelings for him. How the hell would I know? I'm only nineteen for Christ's sake. I don't even really know what love is. And from watching my parents over the years I haven't had a good influence.

Kendall walked through the door nearly tripping over me before he saw me sitting there. He knelt down next to me and placed his hands on my face lifting my head up to look at him.

"You heard all of that didn't you," he asked wiping the tears away. "I'm so sorry Arianna."

I looked at him and pulled him closer to me. Placing my head close to his chest, I cried harder. I could feel his hand rub up and down my back whispering soothing words. If I didn't love him before I loved him more than ever now.

"I think you're the only person who looks beautiful even when they're crying," Kendall said.

"Can you promise me to never let go, no matter what happens don't ever leave me. I don't think I can stand betrayal anymore," I said looking up into his eyes.

"I won't leave you Arianna. I know things are hard for you right now. But I won't leave you that I can promise."

"I'm tearing everyone apart aren't I? You just got in a huge fight with James. No one will talk to me. Gosh Kendall this just really sucks."

"Stop dwelling on it. Constantly thinking about it is only going to make things worse. Now let's get off this cold floor and get you into your new room."

"Can't I stay here with you?" I asked him once I got up from the floor.

"What if I stayed with you? You really don't want to stay in this tiny room do you? They have another suite set up for you."

I guess he was right. I would need a bigger room for my fitting for the premier and for photo shoots for movie posters. It will also give me more privacy. Not that I don't like being close to Kendall. It's just sometimes a girl needs her alone time. You can't be with other people twenty four seven. That would drive someone insane.

"It's got to be amazing to be you. This room is even bigger than your last one. But I think it's strange how you keep everything locked up inside. Doesn't that eat at you?" Kendall said when we moved up to the new room.

"I share it with you don't I. I have an image I have to keep up. People can't know I have some screwed up life. I've got to look normal Kendall. As soon as the find out my life is screwed up I'll become the next Lindsay Lohan or Paris Hilton. I can't have that image," I explained.

"How about we head down to the spa so you can relax and unwind? Can you do that for me?"

"It's not like I have a choice do I. Either way you'd make me go. Even though I do not like strange people rubbing my body. Can't we just go for lunch and do some shopping?"

"Will I ever be able to please you? Just let me call Logan to tell him that he can use the massages and we can go grab something to eat and I'll take you shopping."

"You actually want to go shopping?"

"I'm a guy who likes new things. Do you have a problem with that Miss Walker?

"No I just didn't think you'd want to go shopping."

"Yes, but I will be with you. Plus we can go people watching while we are shopping."

"People watching in London is so much fun. You have no idea how many weird people walk the streets of London."

There were numerous of insanely dressed people walking through the streets. Not only that, but the hairstyles were something you would see in a wacky runway show. Then there were the tourists, who would just randomly stop to take a picture with me. After about ten pictures it really just started to get old, so shop workers ushered us out back doors and into alley ways. Trying to escape everything would work if it didn't follow me wherever I went.

"You really need to look into getting a body guard," Kendall said when we got back into the hotel town car.

"I know. It's just I don't want some big tough guy following me around constantly. I have three interviews for temporary body guards tomorrow," I sighed.

"Good I'd hate to see something awful happen to you because of some crazy fan."

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