THREE chapters in one day. THREE! I'm a writing machine. Okay so this is a dark one. I mean...really dark. But it's Jacob so what were we expecting, hugs and flowers?
-Blaine POV
Blaine felt as though he was about to make a mistake. It was Sunday morning, Emmett had made him breakfast which he had eaten while overlooking the world beneath him. Being here at the top of a mountain in Washington alone with Emmett felt almost like they were the only two beings in existence. Like nothing else mattered, everything that the human world fought over was in another world and they could live up there forever.
However, what was about to transpire was going to ruin that. In his hand was the cell phone Bella had bought him. (She said that she didn't approve of Eclipses and therefore wanted to give him her own engagement gift.) The number to Jacob's phone was already dialed, all that was left was to tap the screen above that green button. Emmett was sitting next to him, offering support no matter what path he traveled, and that made him feel worse.
"Can't you talk me out of it?" Blaine asked quietly.
Emmett shook his head. "Blaine, how could I ever force you into anything? If you asked me to take you to Japan so you could run away from me, I'd call an airline right now. If you asked me to kill myself because I'd hurt you, I'd sure as hell find a way. If you want to call Jacob and make sure that he is alright...How can I stop you from doing something good?"
"So you admit that Jacob is good?" Blaine asked, though he himself doubted that. He might be going with Jacob to prevent him from killing himself, but he doubted there was anything that could be considered good about Jacob.
"No. Jacob is a monster, but as long as he isn't endangering your life directly I cannot stop you from going. You seem to think that suicide is a very real option for him. Personally, I can't deny that, he's certainly dramatic enough. If you think that by returning to him you'd be saving his life, then you have to go with your heart. If you're asking me to stop you though, then that shows me that you don't really want to go-"
"I don't want to go Emmett." Blaine interrupted. "If I had never met Jacob, I would have asked you turn me this weekend. We could be starting our lives together if I wasn't so stupid."
Emmett sighed, "Blaine, baby, you are not stupid. In most cases, I'd say going back to a man who treats you like a punching bag is the most idiotic thing ever, but you are doing it out of compassion, not blind love. How can I argue? Besides, I do owe Jacob a small debt of gratitude, if it were not for him, I would've never met you. That story you recalled the other day, that scene was only allowed to take place because you were pissed at him in the first place."
Blaine shook his head. "You don't owe him a damn thing. I fully believe that I would've met you one way or another. I don't believe that the Gods give everyone a destiny, because of free will and all, but you, Emmett Cullen were always my destiny."
Emmett pulled Blaine for a kiss which the latter returned only too enthusiastically.
When Emmett pulled back he said, "If you're going to call, you should now. Before I do break my own rules and talk you out of it."
Blaine smiled and hit call.
Hello? Jacob's voice was dead sounding and hoarse, like he had been crying.
"Jake, it's Blaine."
Jacob's voice immediately remedied itself. When he answered he sounded like he was talking to a doctor that just told him he was going to survive brain cancer.
Blaine? Oh, baby, I...I thought...it doesn't matter what I thought. Are you okay? Did Emmett hurt you or something?
Emmett growled and mumbled something about 'I've never laid a hand on you.'
"No Jacob, you know him better than that."
I know, I'm sorry. I'm just worried about you.
"Well you don't have to be. I called to tell you that I'll be coming back to the reservation tomorrow." Blaine held his breath, hoping that Jacob would say 'no' or something like that.
Really!You want to come back with me?
"Yes, under the same rules as before. I get to come back to Emmett on Friday again. And you should stay they way you've been. You've been doing good Jacob-"
Your arm though, I...I fucked up. I thought that you were going to just leave me.
Blaine sighed, "I know the arm was an accident Jacob. You were trying to get between me and Paul and...I can't fault you for that." Blaine had sighed, because it was the truth. He had been hurt when it had happened, but after the pain faded, he knew that Jacob had not meant to hurt him. Emmett's face told Blaine that he agreed. The wound had even been healing pretty well. Carlisle had sent Emmett with some gauze, but Blaine had refused it. It was clean and starting to heal. Blaine did not think that there was going to be any infection.
I really only want what's best for you babe. That's why I agreed to the agreement. To see if I could be the one that's best for you. I hope you can still give me a chance.
"Of course Jacob." Lie.
I won't spoil your weekend anymore, I love you Blaine. Thank you.
He hung up the phone, which was good, because it was an awkward moment. Blaine wouldn't have been able to tell Jacob those words back. It was never going to happen.
-Blaine's POV
Blaine sighed unhappily as Emmett's jeep once again pulled into Jacob's driveway.
"If you're unhappy babe, I could turn around. You know, I wouldn't think less of you if you changed your mind." Emmett said a little hopefully.
"Em, you heard him, how down he was, and then when he heard my voice?"
"A bipolar werewolf..." Emmett said slowly. "Not at all in our best interests."
"Maybe I can balance him out, though you may be right with your diagnosis."
Emmett stopped the car and turned to Blaine. He had recently noticed that Emmett's eyes were darkening, which was not a good sign.
"Em, why don't you go hunting tonight?"
"Blaine you know that I like to look out for you. I usually hunt right before you come back."
"Emmett, you need to eat. Besides...I kind of promised Jacob that I'd show him affection. I don't want you to see that. Besides, he won't hurt me anyway."
Emmett just gave him a look that spoke clearly. Seriously?
"Okay, there's a chance, but you didn't see him after he phased and cut my shoulder. He didn't even try to apologize or anything. He just drove me to your place." Blaine wasn't really sure why he was defending Jacob. So he continued with his earlier thought. "Emmett, please I don't want to see you going hungry. You have me eat everyday, now I want you to turn this jeep around and go to the mountains and hunt."
Emmett smiled and kissed Blaine. "Yes sir." He whispered.
Blaine got out of the jeep and took one last look at Emmett before turning towards Jacob's house. It surprised Blaine that Jacob was not outside waiting. The door was unlocked, but Blaine had barely opened it an inch before a voice came from behind him.
"Hey baby." Blaine jumped and turned around. For one half second, Blaine allowed himself to believe that this week with Jacob was going to be good. That Jacob would keep up his good behavior. The moment he saw the man though, he wished he hadn't asked Emmett to go hunting. He wished he had never hit call on the phone.
"Hey Jake, how was your weekend?" Blaine asked trying to keep things light.
Jacob strode up to Blaine and pulled him into a rough kiss. "It just got a lot better." He said in a dark voice. Blaine tried to pull away but Jacob held him close.
"Jake, baby, you were supposed to behave remember?" Blaine said in a scared face.
Jacob put on a mock pondering face. "Let's see...I remember falling in love with you, you falling in love with me, and then you being a prude little bitch. I remember, a leech coming to take you away from me, and you willingly going along like a slut. I remember you promising to give me a chance, promising that you would reciprocate when I kissed you or made love to you, which you didn't. And most recently, I remember walking up to you today and seeing a nice tan on your hand."
Blaine looked down at his left hand and his heart nearly stopped. Two days in the mountains while wearing his engagement ring had cased a tan to appear on his finger.
"Jacob...I-" Blaine was cut off by Jacob's fist. Blaine let out a groan of pain, but Jacob ignored it and picked him up by his arm.
"You really need to shut the fuck up Blaine," He growled as he dragged Blaine inside, twisting his arm as he did so. Blaine was trying to get traction with his feet so he could at least walk, but by the time he did, Jacob had reached the room. Jacob threw Blaine into the footboard, and Blaine wondered if it was on purpose or accident.
"Now Blaine, we're are going to have a nice long talk about how things are going to be from now on. If you interrupt me, I swear to the Gods-" Jacob said and as he did Blaine did just that.
"Emmett!" He shouted, hoping that the vampire had not gone on his trip.
Not only had Emmett left, Blaine learned what Jacob was going to say. A size thirteen boot connected with Blaine's face. His lip had already been bleeding due to the punch and now it felt like his jaw had been disconnect. He realized only a moment later that this wasn't true when he let out a cry.
Jacob picked Blaine up and threw him on the bed properly.
"What did I tel you about shutting up babe? I heard your leech talking to you, he'll be gone for awhile hunting, and when he comes back you're going to tell him it's over."
Blaine really didn't want to feel Jacob's boot on his face again, so he just shook his head. After Emmett came back, the first thing Blaine was going to do is have Jacob killed and then he was going to spend the rest of his life with Emmett. He felt like such an idiot for trusting Jacob again.
Jacob laughed and crawled on top of Blaine. He took Blaine's injured jaw in his hand, and even if it were not already bruised, the grip would have still hurt like hell. Blaine tried to squirm out of the grip, but Jacob held firm.
"You are going to tell him it's over, and that you don't love him, and that you want him to go home and never come back. If you don't, I'll kill him. I know you think that he's strong, but he's fucked around with my mate, and I will have the pack with me. I swear Blaine, even if he managed to kill me, the boys would tear him apart. Do you want that?"
Blaine shook his head. It wasn't posturing, if Jacob was willing to set the pack on Emmett...Jacob let go of Blaine's jaw and ran his fingers over the bruise lightly.
"Good. Now babe, things are going to change around here. You see, I gave you chance to let me be a good man, and I thought I was doing a good job. Instead, I'm here, fighting my nature so that you and that leech can laugh at me for being such an idiot. You got engaged?"
Blaine didn't say anything, he was too terrified that Jacob was about cross the line. However, silence was apparently the wrong solution. Jacob hit Blaine across the face with the back of his hand.
"I asked you a question puppy." Jacob said in the same soft voice.
"Jake, I-I'm sorry. I just thought that you would be mad if you found out. I just wanted you to be happy, but I should happy too right?" Blaine whispered.
Jacob took Blaine's shoulders and shook him violently. "You should be happy with me." He snarled. "You see, I was hard on you, but that's because I was trying to break you. As soon as you learned to listen to me-"
"You said the same bullshit about me sleeping with-" Blaine started to interrupt, but Jacob used his hand to cover Blaine's mouth. Blaine had to admit, this was a lot better than being kicked in the face. Until Jacob slid his hand under Blaine's shirt and dug his finger into Blaine's shoulder wound.
"What did I say about interrupting Blaine?" Jacob asked as Blaine squirmed.
Jacob removed his hand and continued, "If you would've learned to listen to me, I would've made a good boyfriend. Case and point with your shoulder huh?" He chuckled darkly.
Blaine just sobbed quietly. He had never felt so hurt or betrayed by anyone. He never imaged that Jacob would be capable of this. Blaine was glad he didn't say anything, because Jacob continued.
"I am your alpha. I own you. I would've been happy to have you by my side, leading this pack with me. I let you do you want, I gave you freedom, and now I'm taking it away. From now on you'll be here in this house with me. When I leave to go on patrol, you'll stay in this house. If you leave, I'll break your legs. I don't want to hurt you Blaine, but I am going to gain your obedience."
Blaine couldn't help but nod his head. What was he going to do? He would never be able escape Jacob again. He should have taken the chance to to stay with Emmett, and now he was going to be stuck with Jacob until his birthday. He would somehow have to survive three weeks with the wolf.
"Good. See, you do it. Now one more thing before we get to the fun stuff."
Jacob leaned into Blaine neck and started kissing it. If this was the one more thing then what was the fun stuff? Jacob soon revealed what was really happening when he suddenly bit down. Blaine let out a strangled cry and tried to push away, but Jacob just held both of his arms. Jacob had already marked him, why did he need to do it again? The scar had long healed, this made the searing pain shooting through his entire left side so much worse. Blaine was still trying to escape, but Jacob just bit down again, making Blaine cease.
After a moment, Jacob removed his teeth from the wound. Like a dog he immediately started to lick the wound. Blaine thought it was one of the most disgusting things he had ever experienced, but he didn't bring it up. He allowed Jacob to clean the new mark until it had stopped bleeding.
"There baby, now we have a way to show that we're together again. Not that anyone will see for awhile." He chuckled at his joke.
Blaine could be an idiot. "Em bought me flowers, you bite me."
What will happen next? Only I know, Please review, and please don't hate on me. We knew what we were getting into when we started this journey. Next chapter will be from Blaine's POV again.
