And another chapter. BOO YA! Don't hate for it.
-Blaine POV Four days later
Blaine had never been in more pain in his life. Jacob had spent the last four day at home with him. It was four days of rape, fists, kneeing, and kicking. Unlike before, Jacob no longer apologized for his actions. He said that he was taking charge as alpha. Apparently, alphas were supposed to treat their mates like shit and make them cry.
Today was a day that Blaine had been dreading all week. Emmett was supposed to be returning to pick him up. Jacob had made it very clear that Blaine was going to say to stay away. It was easy for him, he just had to be a wolf-Hitler, a dictator lording over Blaine. Blaine was the one who had to tell the man he truly loved to go away, and make it believable.
"What are you thinking about babe?" Jacob asked in a voice that would be sexy, except...you know the blood everywhere.
"Nothing Jacob." Blaine whispered. Jacob ran his fingers through Blaine's hair and suddenly jerked his head back. Blaine whimpered, but Jacob ignored it.
"You're lying Blaine. Why are you lying to your alpha?" He growled in Blaine's ear. "I asked what you're thinking about, so tell me the truth and stop making me hurt you."
"I was just thinking about what I'm going to say to Emmett."
If Blaine thought that for some reason telling the truth was the right thing to do, he was proven wrong. Jacob's hand clasped around Blaine's neck. Immediately, Blaine started to struggle, but there was no way he could escape Jacob's grasp.
"You won't say a word to Emmett, I'll do all the talking, and if you say a single fucking word, I'll rip his head off."
Blaine was trying to listen, but he couldn't breathe. His brain was screaming for oxygen. He nodded his head furiously, at this point he would agree with Jacob about anything. Jacob removed his bruising grip and Blaine sucked air into his lungs.
"Jake," He gasped. "Jake, he won't...he won't listen to you." Blaine was telling the truth, Emmett would never accept the word of Jacob. After he said it, the look on Jacob's face was murderous. Blaine had to think of a way to calm him down. His eyes were darting around when they locked onto a picture Blaine had made the last time he was at Jacob's It was Jacob's name in katakana. This gave him an idea.
"Jacob, please listen. Let me call Emmett, please. If I call him, he'll believe that I want to stay, and he won't have to see me with all my..." His voice trailed off, he wanted to say bruises but Jacob filled in his own words.
"With all the marks of your punishment. See, when you give me a chance, your brain can come up with good ideas."
Jacob leaned over and took his phone of the beside counter. He had to unlock it himself, because he refused to let Blaine have the code. Like Blaine would ever have the time to use it.
He handed the phone to Blaine with a warning look on his face. Blaine didn't care, if his plan worked, it might get him roughed up, but at least Emmett wouldn't put himself in danger.
Jacob, what's wrong? Is Blaine hurt? What the fuck did you do?
"Em, it's me." As Blaine said it, he couldn't help but remember a similar conversation he had had with Jacob a few days ago. The conversation that had fucked him.
Oh hey, I got back a few hours ago. I got this mountain lion, must've been the biggest one I've ever seen.
Blaine smiled. "That's really cool. Listen I want to tell you something."
Blaine had to admit, Emmett could pick up on subtle cues in Blaine's voice amazingly well, even over the phone. This was what he had been hoping for though, all he needed was for Emmett to ask the right question.
Blaine, babe, what's wrong? You sound different.
"Emmett, I'm staying with Jacob."
That's not really a funny joke Blaine.
"It's not a joke Emmett, I want to be with Jacob. He makes me happy now." Blaine said, Jacob shot him a smile and kissed him on the cheek. Blaine resisted the urge to shudder.
Blaine, what happened? How do I even know that it's you? Good job Emmett.
"Em, 私を信頼してください"(Please trust me.)
何をしてるの？(What are you doing?)
"私の誕生日プラン。唯一の違いは、私の場所です."(My birthday plan. Only my location has changed.) Jacob was looking at Blaine oddly, but he didn't say anything.
Blaine didn't dare say 'I love you' even in Japanese, he had told Jacob these words often enough that he couldn't risk it. He simply hung up the phone and handed it back to Jacob. Praying to every god he knew that Emmett didn't do anything rash.
"What was with the Japanese Blaine? What did you say?"
"I told him that I was okay. Japanese is a language he knows and it was a way to make sure that he knew it was me. I didn't want him to come down and try to rescue me."
Jacob moved suddenly, making Blaine jump. However, he just wrapped his arm around Blaine and starting kissing his neck. Jacob had not bothered to treat the wound there. )Or any other wound Blaine had received for that matter.) Thankfully, it had not gotten infected, but it still stung. Blaine did not pull away however, he knew it would only make the situation worse.
"You don't need to be rescued babe, you're where you belong."
Blaine laughed, "Of course, Jake. I'm sorry. Please don't be mad."
Jacob just laughed too, but then bit into Blaine's wound. Not as deep as before, but it still made Blaine whimper in pain.
"I'm not mad Blaine, but you need to watch your mouth. And stop your whimpering, you sound fucking pathetic."
Blaine couldn't keep his mouth shut. "Really? Isn't that what betas do? You've been beating me so much, I thought the sound of me in pain turned you on." Blaine was unsure of what he was trying to achieve with these words, but it wasn't four broken ribs and even more bruises than before. Of course Jacob didn't care what Blaine wanted though.
Later that night Blaine decided to take a shower. He had not been able to since he had arrived, and he had never felt so disgusted in his life. Beyond that the hot water would feel good. Jacob tried to follow him though, and he really didn't feel like being fucked while he was trying to relax.
"Jacob, your bathroom doesn't even have a window? Where am I going to run off to?"
Jacob scoffed. "Run away? I don't think you're going to run away, I'd fucking break your legs Blaine you know that. What I don't know is why you don't want to spend time with me."
"Jake, I just wanted to take a shower alone." Blaine begged. Jacob was being more overbearing than ever and the worse part was that he couldn't do anything about it.
Jacob nodded his assent and Blaine hesitated for a moment, before turning towards the bathroom. This was good. If Jacob was so intent to break Blaine, Blaine would just have to do the same. Whenever Jacob allowed the leash to loosen a little, Blaine would try to become more amicable. Hopefully, he would eventually be able to create a balance.
As Blaine turned on the hot water and stepped in, Jacob followed.
"Jake you said-" Jacob's fist made Blaine shut up. Jacob was still dressed, but he didn't seem to notice.
"I didn't say anything, I nodded. You turned your back on me, and...damn babe, you know I can't resist that cute ass." Jacob said smiling.
Blaine didn't want this, he never wanted to have sex with Jacob and he especially didn't want to now.
"Jake, please-" This time it was Jacob's lips that cut him off. Jacob forced Blaine into a kiss, his tongue roughly feeling out the inside of Blaine's mouth. Blaine considered, as he had every time Jacob had kissed him recently what would happen if he bit Jacob's tongue off. The wolf would probably just heal and then beat Blaine some more. Seeing as Blaine didn't heal...
"That's right babe, beg me for it." Jacob whispered when he pulled back.
Blaine was not going to let Jacob delude himself into thinking that he was complaint.
"I don't want this Jacob." He knew it was going to happen anyway, but he wanted to make sure Jacob knew it was involuntary.
Jacob just grinned, "I don't care Blaine."
Jacob flipped Blaine around and shoved his face into the wall. He started sucking on the back of Blaine's neck and unzipped his pants.
When Jacob was done he got undressed properly and started washing Blaine off. In contrast to what had just happened, he was very gentle as he rubbed shampoo though Blaine's hair.
"See Blaine, I could take care of you if you would just stop being stubborn."
"Thank you Jacob." Blaine whispered. What was the point of fighting anymore? Jacob was going to get what he wanted, and the only way that Blaine would find happiness in the next three weeks was to comply with what Jacob wanted and hope that the wolf's temper was contained.
"How hard was that? What are you thanking me for?"
"For taking care of me after sex." He hoped this was the right answer. He really didn't want to have to thank Jacob for the fuck. The ache in his ribs were threatening to make him pass out. Jacob had done more damage than he ever had before.
Jacob didn't respond, he just kissed Blaine on top of his head and started to scrub blood and semen off with body wash. The treatment made Blaine start to cry and his wounds start to bleed fresh. Jacob didn't apologize, but he didn't reprimand Blaine for the tears either. He just continued to scrub off scabs and blood.
When Blaine stepped out, Jacob spent twenty minutes bandaging and wrapping Blaine's injuries. Blaine had to hand it to his imprint, he learned fast. Carlisle might have been the only one who could have wrapped Blaine's ribs better. There was the initial pain again, but when it was done, he was able to breathe easier.
"Thank you Jacob." Blaine whispered again.
Jacob nodded, his face serious with concentration. "I told you Blaine that I don't like to hurt you, but I did warn you didn't I?"
Blaine nodded. Deep inside he was wondering if Jacob felt like this was an acceptable excuse. An alpha makes and order and if it isn't followed you can do what you want. In Jacob's mind it had to have made some resemblance of sense to him. Even if he possessed the capability, Blaine would never be able to lay a hand on Emmett. Even after he became the vision of strength that Eleazar had seen, he knew he would never harm Emmett. Jacob on the other hand...he was going to pay one way or another.
Jacob spent that night with his arm around Blaine. The wrapping helped with breathing, but when Jacob's arm was on his side, it made his nerves scream for mercy. There was no way in hell he was going to get to sleep tonight. He stayed awake until morning, looking at the wall and realizing how fucked he was. He honestly believed that if he didn't have Emmett or his father, he would commit suicide.
That morning when Jacob sat up, he kissed Blaine on the cheek and asked,
"Did you sleep okay with your ribs babe?"
Blaine shook his head, "I couldn't sleep with your arm on them. Sorry." He wasn't really sorry. He was trying to make Jacob feel guilty while at the same time make it seem like it was his own fault.
"Fuck babe, I was going to give you some pain killers, why didn't you remind me?"
Yep, it was Blaine's fault of course. He had totally forgotten too, but he came up with a lie. "I'm sorry, I was going to ask you, but I was scared that you would get mad."
"Why would I get mad Blaine?"
"I just thought that you would say that I was being punished, so I didn't bother to ask." Playing the guilt game was fun...a little.
Jacob sighed. "Babe..." He didn't finish his thought, he got up and walked to the bathroom. He brought back with him a two yellow pills which Blaine swallowed down.
"Thank you Jacob." Blaine said softly.
"You're welcome baby, next time, don't hesitate." It wasn't a request, it was an order. Blaine nodded and Jacob continued. "Get some sleep Blaine."
Blaine was surprised, he did not ever think that Jacob would care enough to let him sleep. He didn't say anything except the two words of thanks again, before laying back. Without Jacob's arm on his chest, he was able to slip into unconsciousness before he even felt the medicine working.
Awwwww Jacob was sweet with the washing. Is he redeemable?...No. I put that part in there because I have personal experience with abuse, they are not all psycho kill you. They have nice moments.