okay so one more chapter wont hurt :)

Making a model out of me

Part two

The car journey was bad enough; Brendan really did have hold of me the whole time, I loved that he was okay with being gay now but there was another problem, he was even more jealous and possessive, if that was possible. Sometimes I liked it but sometimes it was embarrassing, and other times it was violent, and usually ending up with someone getting hurt. That someone not being me, I mean he'd never hurt me, well not anymore, but if I ever got chatted up infront of him or if anyone started on me, they would pay for it.

I wasn't sure that it was a good idea him coming with me today, but saying no to him would be even worse. He shouldn't worry so much, there is no one else for me, it's him I love, and I can't imagine myself ever being without him. When we arrived at the studio Brendan still had his arm around me, letting everyone know that I belonged to him, I couldn't moan, I felt safe in his arms. I didn't really know what to expect from today, but seeing all the half-naked men around, I knew it wouldn't be good.

"Is this why ye wanted to come here Steven"

Does he really think that of me.

"No Bren, how could I know? I've never done anything like this before."

"I'm sorry Steven; I just don't like the idea of all these blokes looking at ye"

God he's getting paranoid now.

"Remember Bren you promised you'd behave"

"I know steven….i will"

Mathew took us into a room; it was massive, lots of lights, cameras, and people. It should have been the cameras that made me feel nervous but it wasn't, it was the people. I knew that Brendan would be watching everyone and how they looked at me. He drove me mad sometimes with how he acted but I couldn't help but feel a little happy about it, it's good to know how much I'd gotten under his skin.

Mathew was introducing me to everyone, I was buzzing, so happy, Brendan was just scowling at them all, I felt a bit sorry for him really.

"Right Ste, Louie here will do your hair and makeup and then we will be good to go okay?"

"Yeah ta, im dead excited me"

I sat down in the chair; Brendan was stood up next to me, glaring at Louie the whole time. He even messed up my makeup a few times because of it. I kept nudging Brendan, but all he kept doing was giving Louie the evils.

"Were ready for you now Ste, if you'd like to take your clothes off behind the screen, and put on the robe" said Mathew.

Brendan of course came with me; I could tell he was finding this really hard.

"Bren, why don't you wait for me outside? I'll be okay."

I did my best to make him feel better, to reassure him that I'd never let anyone put their hands on me but it was pointless, he only heard what he wanted to hear.

"I'm not waiting outside, ye need me to protect ye, so that's what I'm gonna do."

I couldn't argue with him, not here, not now, I had to go and get my photo taken…me…I still couldn't believe it.

"Okay but you need to calm down Bren, I know you're not happy but I want this."

"I promised ye didn't i?"

I gave him a kiss and went over to Mathew. Brendan who was clearly sulking watched intently.

"Ready Ste, take off the robe and go on to the set, were going to take some of you standing up first holding a slice of pizza, covering just your lower region. I thought we'd give you a work related theme."

It was fun; I kept my eye on Brendan who I thought was doing really well considering. I used different props to cover myself; I went from standing up to sitting on chairs to lying down. Everything was going great until Mathew asked another male model to join me on set.

Before I had the chance to even refuse this Brendan came over and started shouting at the other model. I tried to get him to stop but he just wouldn't listen, Mathew was also trying to calm Brendan down.

"Right that's it, just go Bren will ya" I shouted

"I knew you'd break your promise you always do"

I put on the robe and stormed off set, I couldn't help it I was so angry. Brendan wasn't far behind.

"Steven…wait…I'm sorry"

He always was sorry after, but he'd just ruined everything, what did he expect.

"I'll do anything to make it up to ye, this is so hard for me, please Steven"

That gave me an idea; I knew what he could do to make it up to me. If he didn't want to then we'd have no future as far as I was concerned.

"Really Bren, anything you say?"

I could see by his face that he was worried about what I was going to ask him, but he needed to do this for me, it was the only way I was going to forgive him.

"Just wait here a minute"

I went back over to Mathew who wasn't looking too happy; I apologised for Brendan's behaviour and told him my idea, which he was happy to do.

"Great thanks Mathew"

"We need to get a move on though, were on a time schedule" Mathew replied.

I went back over to Brendan; he looked so gorgeous when he was sulking.

"Strip Bren, were doing a photo together."

"WHAT oh no were not, ye want me to…no…just no"

"If you don't I will do it with the model, like I said Bren, I want to do this and I will with or without you"

I didn't want to lose him but he needed to know that I would be prepared to.

"There is no way you're doing this with catalogue ken over there, so I guess I'll have to do it won't i."

Once we were doing it together the difference in Brendan was unbelievable, he had totally relaxed. I was looking at him and he was looking at me. It felt like we were the only ones in the room. It felt great having him by my side, I'm sure I even saw him smile.

I can't wait to see the photos.

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