Please help me… Chapter 8, a twilight fanfic

Please Help Me…

Chapter 8

I don't own twilight or the characters. I just wanted to you to know the song that was on my mind for the last chapter Lady Antebellum - Just A Kiss

Lying here with you so close to me
It's hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe
Caught up in this moment
Caught up in your smile

I've never opened up to anyone
So hard to hold back when I'm holding you in my arms
We don't need to rush this
Let's just take it slow

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch of the fire burning so bright
No, I don't wanna mess this thing up
I don't wanna push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright
With just a kiss goodnight

I know that if we give this a little time
It'll only bring us closer to the love we wanna find
It's never felt so real
No it's never felt so right

No I don't want to say goodnight
I know it's time to leave, but you'll be in my dreams
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight

Ooooh, let's do this right,
Just a kiss goodnight
With a kiss goodnight
Kiss goodnight

Bella Pov…

I was ready to go thirty minutes before Edward was going to pick me up. I remember that Charlie bought me two horses when I was little. I remember me and Edward used to ride them all the time in till we went into collage. Blue was the one that Edward used to ride. He was a rare horse in fact of his coloring both horses where. Because he was black and had blond mane beautiful horse and mine is a pure white horse. My horses name was Angel and in a way I hoped she was just that. I mean I was falling back in love with my Edward. I was glad that we were going to the ranch. It was the only place that James new nothing about and for that I was thankful for. "Bella are you ready to go love?" Yea Edward I am ready let's get going. He grabbed my hand and my bags and we walked to the car. He helped me in and when to the truck to put my bags in the trucks and got into the car. Started the car and I had to laugh at the irony of the song that was playing and how it fit me right now.

Survivor Artist: Destiny's Child

Now that you're out of my life
I'm so much better
You thought that I'd be weak without you
But I'm stronger
You thought that I'd be broke without you
But I'm richer
You thought that I'd be sad without you
I laugh harder
You thought I wouldn't grow without you
Now I'm wiser
Though that I'd be helpless without you
But I'm smarter
You thought that I'd be stressed without you
But I'm chillin'
You thought I wouldn't sell without you
Sold 9 million

I'm a survivor (What?)
I'm not gon give up (What?)
I'm not gon stop (What?)
I'm gon work harder (What?)
I'm a survivor (What?)
I'm gonna make it (What?)
I will survive (What?)
Keep on survivin' (What?)

Thought I couldn't breathe without
I'm inhaling
You thought I couldn't see without you
Perfect vision
You thought I couldn't last without you
But I'm lastin'
You thought that I would die without you
But I'm livin'
Thought that I would fail without you
But I'm on top
Thought it would be over by now
But it won't stop
Thought that I would self destruct
But I'm still here
Even in my years to come
I'm still gon be here

I'm wishin' you the best
Pray that you are blessed
Bring much success, no stress, and lots of happiness
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gon blast you on the radio
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gon lie on you and your family
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gon hate on you in the magazines
('m better than that)
I'm not gon compromise my Christianity
(I'm better than that)
You know I'm not gon diss you on the internet
Cause my mama taught me better than that

(Beyonce)
Oh (oh) oh (oh)...

After of all of the darkness and sadness
Soon comes happiness
If I surround my self with positive things
I'll gain prosperity

Bella's pov (continued):

I and Edward started to sing along with it laughing. I was so happy felt so free we stopped at a stop sign and I leaned over and kissed Edward tracing along his bottom lip I was demanding entrance and he opened up. Are tongues danced together in till horn blared letting us know that the light turned green I had to laugh we both not exspecting that to happen. Edward put the car in drive and the song that was on made me laugh This Kiss Lyrics by Faith Hill…

This Kiss

I don't want another heartbreak
I don't need another turn to cry, no
I don't want to learn the hard way
Baby, hello, oh no, goodbye
But you got me like a rocket
Shooting straight across the sky

It' s the way you love me
It's a feeling like this
It's centripetal motion
It's perpetual bliss
It's that pivotal moment
It's, ah, impossible
This kiss, this kiss, unstoppable
This kiss, this kiss

Cinderella said to Snow White
"How does love get so off course, oh
All I wanted was a white knight
With a good heart, soft touch, fast horse
Ride me off into the sunset
Baby I'm forever yours"

It's the way you love me
It's a feeling like this
It's centripetal motion
It's perpetual bliss
It's that pivotal moment
It's, ah unthinkable
This kiss, this kiss, unsinkable
This kiss, this kiss

You can kiss me in the moonlight
On the rooftop under the sky, oh
You can kiss me with the windows open
While the rain comes pouring inside, oh
Kiss me in sweet slow motion
Let's let everything slide
You got me floating, you got me flying

It's the way you love me
It's a feeling like this
It's centripetal motion
It's perpetual bliss
It's that pivotal moment
It's, ah subliminal
This kiss, this kiss, it's criminal
This kiss, this kiss

It's the way you love me baby
It's the way you love me, darlin', yeah

It's the way you love me
It's a feeling like this
It's centripetal motion
It's perpetual bliss
It's that pivotal moment
It's, ah subliminal
This kiss, this kiss, it's criminal
This kiss, this kiss

It's the way you love me baby
It's the way you love me darlin', yeah

Edward you got to be kidding me is to day the day for songs that fit us. You know I have to agree with you and you know what you surprised the hell out of me. What was that not that I am complaining. I have to say that I enjoyed that very much. You know what Edward it felt right and I never felt this good and I am glad you enjoyed it as much as I did. The next song made me think of us I loved it. I could not wait for the weekend to begin.

Where Your Road Leads - Trisha Yearwood & Garth Brooks

I believe in miracles
I believe in signs
And I believe that mountains move
One prayer at a time
If I could be an angel
I'd make your ev'ry wish come true
But I am only human
Just a woman lovin' you

(Chorus 1:)
Where your road leads
I will follow
When your heart bleeds
I'll be there for you
When your night grows dark
And you can't find your tomorrow
Then you can follow me

Someday, we'll look back and see
Our footprints in the sand
Sometimes, you would carry me
And sometimes you'd be in my hands
If we can love forever
That won't be long enough for me
I wanna hold you tender
Be your shelter, all you need

(Repeat chorus 1)

(Bridge:)
Oh...we can be each other's guiding light
Through this long and winding life

(Chorus 2:)
Where your road leads
I will follow
When your heart bleeds
I'll be there for you
When your night grows dark
And you can't find your tomorrow
When you've lost sight of your dreams
Then you can follow me