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BACK BACK BACK~
I'm also working on some Homestuck stuff.
I AM ADDICTED.
READ ON MAH FAIR LORDS AND LADIES.
I NO OWN, DA?
My friend Kage actually wrote this.
Kiyoshi is HER character.
Thanks Kage!
*huggles*
God this day has been hectic. Ry was screaming about Kiyoshi. It was kind of painful to listen too.
I never thought I would say…well think this.
But…
I feel sorry for him…
TIME SKIP~!~! AND! Random fact about Kiyoshi: He had a German boyfriend~
I sighed tiredly as I sat on the edge of my bed, each of us still shaken or in disbelief over what had happened today.
I mean…
I thought Kiyoshi had…
Past on.
Obviously not.
Even in my mind Ry's voice sounded sore, probably from all the screaming…
How do you feel?
Wow. Never thought I would be doing this.
Shitty…and happy.
Odd combination. Would you like to talk about it…?
No, to tired. Night Hun.
Night.
Sleeping sounded good. I laid down—I was still holding the flowers and now had them on my chest— I didn't even bother to change or pull on any blankets…it was as though…
I fell asleep.
It was dark and quiet, shadows morphed and changed on the wall, writhing.
"You will do anything for your mama, right Kiyo?"
That voice made me jump, a hand—a very cold hand— covered my mouth. I was turned and my eyes widened in shock as Ry stood behind me holding a finger to his lips in the classic "stay quiet" sign.
Trying desperately not to freak out I stayed quiet.
"Yes, mama."
I blinked, the voice was so sweetly naïve and innocent. Belonging to that of a child.
"Good, be a good boy and get me my medication."
"B-but Mama that is—"
The sound of a powerful smack filled the room, Ry had been moving us closer and now we could see what was going on. A small boy who couldn't be older than four was on the floor a reddening mark on the right side of his face. He slowly sat up, his mother— I'm sure she was his mother— was currently standing over him a cold look of her seemingly kind face, her long dark hair was a mess and her eyes seemed to have a purplish-blue color to them.
"But nothing, go get me my medication."
"Y-yes Mama, please forgive me." holding a hand to his right cheek Kiyoshi— I realized— quickly stood, clumsily tripping over things in the dark he ran from the room. He returned a moment later with some kind of bottle.
"Good boy."
she kneeled before Kiyoshi stroking his injured cheek gently as she drank whatever was in the bottle. Soon the bottle fell from between her fingers and she slumped onto the floor. Kiyoshi shook holding out a hand and touched her arm.
"M-mama?"
The woman said nothing and stayed on the floor, possibly dead.
"Mama…Mama…? Mama. Mama! Mama! Mama! Mommy! Please! Mommy! Wake up! Wake up! Mama!"
I wanted to hug him and from the slightly tight grip on my shoulder I knew Ry felt the same.
XxXxXx
The scene blurred and instead it was a cloudy day, Kiyoshi—now slightly older, possibly five— stood in front of a tall dark haired man with deep dark blue eyes, he looked to be twenty-three.
"Kiyoshi, you would do anything to make me happy, right?"
"Of course, father." that innocence was still in Kiyoshi's voice.
"Good…come over here Kiyoshi."
Kiyoshi looked confused as his father sat in a chair his legs spread, disgust filled me along with horror.
No.
Kiyoshi stepped forward.
This isn't happening.
Once he was in reach Kiyoshi's father grabbed a hold of his wrists.
Not to Kiyoshi.
"F-father, w-what are you doing?"
Kiyoshi's small frame shook as he looked up at his father, fear in his matching blue violet eyes.
"Oh, Kiyoshi. I'm so hurt, I thought you wanted to make me happy."
Innocent, Innocent, Pure Kiyoshi.
"I-I do!"
"Really?"
"Yes!"
"Then come closer."
Kiyoshi listened coming closer to his fathers spread legs.
How is he not suspicious? How is he so blindly trusting his father?
"Ok Kiyoshi I want you to do something for me…"
His father was already undoing his pants.
He's so naïve.
"Ok Fa—"
"Daddy."
"Daddy."
People like this disgust me.
XxXxXx
Before anything more could happen the scene changed, Kiyoshi was crying and his father was collecting a large sum of money from a elder man with a…handle bar moustache? Maybe French styled? It was small and curled at the tips. Besides the man was a twelve year old blonde boy, obviously French.
"Is he still a virgin?"
"Not by mouth."
The boy frowned in what looked like disappointment but he was still "undressing" Kiyoshi with his eyes.
"Father, can I have him?"
"Anything you want son."
Kiyoshi didn't seem to hear what was happening, he was too busy trying to quiet his cries.
"Well I will be taking my leave, it was nice doing business with you both."
"Likewise."
Kiyoshi's father left and Kiyoshi watched with red tinted eyes.
"Afon, take Kiyoshi to my room would you?"
A small boy about the same age as Kiyoshi possibly a year older entered the room, he had tanned skin and dark brown hair. He looked nervous.
"Y-yes Sir."
He was able to coax Kiyoshi into following him.
"W-what is this place?"
Kiyoshi looked around nervously.
"A very terrible place, not many survive…"
Kiyoshi looked at the boy with surprise before biting his bottom lip.
"Oh…w-well that doesn't mean we cant be friends right?"
The boy looked at Kiyoshi surprise in his eyes.
"You want to be friends with me?"
"Of course!"
Kiyoshi smiled, and so did the boy.
XxXxXx
The scene once again blurred, now they were outside surrounded by flowers and plants.
"What's your favorite flower, Afon-kun?"
"Agrimony."
"Why?"
"Because it means thankfulness…I'm very thankful to have a great friend like you."
Kiyoshi grabbed Afon's hand with a bright smile.
"Then…lets stay friends forever."
Afon returned the smile and gave a nod.
XxXxXx
Kiyoshi—now seven—was walking down a hall when out of no where something grabbed his wrist and pressed him against said wall.
"Adolphe-sama. W-what are you doing?"
Kiyoshi shook, fear in his eyes. The French boy—now looking to be the age of fourteen—said nothing as he pressed a leg in between Kiyoshi's and against the wall. There was no way for him to escape and Kiyoshi seemed to realize this.
"Adolphe-sama. P-please I have to do my chores."
"Hmm…no."
He began to brand Kiyoshi's neck. Kiyoshi's eyes were wide with confusion.
"W-what are you doing Adolphe-sama?"
Kiyoshi really is naïve and innocent. Adolphe pulled back gazing down at Kiyoshi with amused hunger.
"You do not know?"
"No."
A creepy chuckle filled the halls as Adolphe pushed up Kiyoshi's head so they could look eye in eye.
"Its called a kiss, some people do it because they love each other."
"D-do you love me?"
"No…maybe. Do you love me?"
"Striped carnation."
"What?"
There was a sound of a throat being cleared, standing a few feet away was a tall German boy, he looked a little like Germany only way younger and with thickly spiked hair.
"Adolphe, the boss wants to speak with you."
The French boy glared at the slightly younger German before pulling away from Kiyoshi and leaving, though not before knocking his shoulder against the German.
"Are you alright?"
"Yes, thank you."
"Mein name is Adalwulf, what is yours?"
"K-Kiyoshi."
Kiyoshi was blushing darkly and the German's cheeks were a light pink.
THIS WAS SO CUTE!
Though the slight growl from Ry said differently.
"Well, Kiyoshi, how long have you been here?"
"A year…you?"
"Five."
"Oh…"
"Adalwulf! You wouldn't believe how angry Adolphe—Oh! Hello, I'm Amanda."
A girl about the same age as Adalwulf with lightly tanned skin, blonde hair, light blue eyes and freckles across her nose said.
"H-hello, my name is Kiyoshi, it is a pleasure to meet you."
XxXxXx
Before more could happen the scene changed again, Kiyoshi was older possibly eight. He stood in front of Adolphe stiffly the French boy gazed down at him with a small sneer.
"What will you give me if I get this lotion for your little friend?" his voice made my skin crawl and I broke out in cold sweat my hands fisted my clothing. Kiyoshi stared up at the French boy.
"I'll do anything you want." he responded, softly.
He smirked, eyes filled with delight.
"Strip."
It blurred as Kiyoshi pulled his shirt over his head, now we were inside a bathroom. Amanda, and Afon were standing in front of Kiyoshi, Adalwulf was leaning against the wall, his face blank.
"Kiyo—why? why would you do this?" Amanda was standing in front of Kiyoshi, eyes filled with fury and sorrow. Kiyoshi kept his eyes lowered as Afon continued to check him for wounds.
"You said you liked the smell and the only way for you to get it would be if-"
"If you had sex with Adolphe." Amanda forced out threw clench teeth slamming down the scented lotion bottles.
"I'm sorry Amanda!" Kiyoshi cried, sobbing, as Afon held him.
She sighed softly before her eyes filled with tears.
"I-Its just Kiyo, your so naïve and innocent, please don't do this again." she begged, as she presses his hand.
"Ok…"
XxXxXx
God so many blurs, my eyes widened when it came into focus.
"Let go Adolphe!" Kiyoshi cried as Adolphe molested him.
"But Kiyo-chan you are so cute when you fight, though you know you want this." he whispered in Kiyoshi's ear as a tongue came out and licked the shell. His fingers dragging up Kiyoshi's shirt while his other hand fisted his hair so he could move Kiyoshi's head to the side and brand his neck.
"Non! arrêtez-vous!" Kiyoshi cried as he continued to touch him gently —a lovers touch— I realized in disgust. Ry was watching with a dark glare positively livid. I however felt tears fill my eyes as I felt disgusted by such a touch that was suppose to bring Kiyoshi pleasure, god poor boy.
"Adolphe I apologize for interrupting but the boss wants to see Kiyoshi." relief swam threw my system as Adalwulf came into sight.
"Of course." he said in fake cheer as he pushed Kiyoshi into the direction of Adalwulf. Said boy grabbed onto Kiyoshi and pulled Kiyoshi against him in an overprotective gesture.
"I shall see you both soon." he said before walking away.
"Adalwulf, you must cease with these excuses! Adolphe will—!" he was cut off by an unsuspected sudden kiss.
I was shocked, Ry was simply watching everything, jealousy in his eyes.
"Adalwulf…" Kiyoshi whispered.
"Ich liebe dich Kiyo." Adalwulf said his cheeks darkening, Kiyoshi stared up at him with widened matching eyes.
"Aishiteru Adalwulf." he confessed softly.
Too soon they were holding each other, lips melded together sweetly. It wasn't a French kiss, or even very passionate. It was instead a sweet kiss that only had the brushing of the skin on there mouths. They pulled back to breath in the air, there breaths conjoined as there lips were only centimeters apart. They dove back in pressing kiss after kiss to each others lips as they whispered there love for one another, I blushed wondering if Russia and I would ever share such kisses. Out of the corner of my eye I noticed the jealous gaze of the French boy.
XxXxXx
How many more blurs are there going to be?
"What are you talking about…?" Kiyoshi spoke in a state of shock.
"I mean my dear precious Kiyo-chan, is that I am now your new boss."
Adolphe gave Kiyoshi a gleeful grin as his tanned hand covered Kiyoshi's own smaller pale one.
"B-b-but what has happened to the other—!" Kiyoshi was cut off by his oily voice.
"Kiyo Kiyo Kiyo, did you not see the resemblance between us? I suppose it might have been because I am younger and handsomer also I do have blonde hair…"
Kiyoshi shook, his body trembling.
"B-b-but w-where is Adalwulf!" Kiyoshi exclaimed as he pulled his hand away and held it to his chest.
Adolphe's once gleeful grin turned into an ugly frown as he slapped Kiyoshi across the face with such force it knocked him to the ground. Kiyoshi held his bruising cheek and looked up at him with fearful eyes.
"My sweet Kiyoshi I was just about to mention him along with your other friends. Bring them in boys!"
Ry covered my mouth as Kiyoshi—and I—gave a horrified shriek as the dead bodies of Amanda and Afon were dragged into the room along with the, currently, uninjured body of Adalwulf. Kiyoshi fell to his knees in front of them, Adalwulf had his arms and legs tied together and his body was held up by two Frenchmen with similar smirks while Amanda and Afon were simply dropped to the floor with sickening thuds. Kiyoshi went to touch Adalwulf, the last of his family, but his arms were immediately grabbed and held painfully behind his back as he was forced into a humiliating position.
"Someone has been lying to me." a groan was heard and I looked up to see a knife in Adalwulf's shoulder.
"No! Stop!" Kiyoshi cried in terror.
"You know it's all your fault." another groan, I felt tears fill my eyes as I looked away, Kiyoshi was sobbing.
"M-my fault…?" Kiyoshi asked as though in a trance.
"Why of course." another groan with a shaky pant afterwards.
"How…?" he asked.
"You fell in love with this filth when you were supposed to be mine!" a shout of pain.
"Please stop! Your hurting him!" Kiyoshi exclaimed.
"Well if you insist." that voice was teasing and filled with dark intentions.
"Kiyoshi." Adalwulf spoke.
"Adalwulf…what is it…?" I heard Kiyoshi whisper.
"Do not look!"
his voice was filled with panic, I looked up and immediately felt the need to vomit. Adalwulf had at least three or four knives sticking out of his body, blood flowing from the wounds but the worst part had to be the gun pointed at his head.
"Adalwulf…please tell me what you must say." Kiyoshi whispered tears running down his face.
"…Ich liebe dich." I felt myself smile as Kiyoshi opened his mouth to confess the same.
"Ai-"
BANG!
My eyes became wide as Kiyoshi looked up, finally allowed too. Adalwulf was laying on the ground now blood beginning to surround his body in a puddle.
Kiyoshi's arms were bound together and his feet were bound apart, though he must not have feel it and the mixture of Frenchmen and Japanese men began to leave.
"You know this is all your fault." Adolphe said above Kiyoshi.
XxXxXx
It was dark and familiar, I realized it was the place where Ry found Kiyoshi.
"Did you miss me Kiyoshi? I cant believe we were separated."
"Striped carnations and black roses."
"Aww…your so mean to me Kiyoshi, and yet your so sweet and nice to everyone else."
"Yellow Carnations."
"Yes I know but do you know what? I love you."
"Black roses."
"You already told me to die."
Kiyoshi looked away but he was shaking, obviously fearful. It became worst when Adolphe pinned him to the alley wall a knife in hand.
"I love you, Kiyoshi. And because of that I decided to give you a present."
"Non! Don't please!"
A high pitched shriek filled the air, I vomited as Adolphe slowly dug the knife into Kiyoshi's left eye.
"Now everyone will know who you—"
Adolphe crashed into a wall, injured.
Everything seemed to pass in pictures, I already knew what was going to happen Ry was going to kill Adolphe and then help Kiyoshi.
XxXxXx
We were in a bathroom now, Kiyoshi was sitting in a tub hands in his lap, he kept his head facing Ry.
"How are you even awake?"
"I have been threw worst."
"I don't doubt that."
"I know, it is pretty…ugly."
"What are you talking about?"
"My scars…"
Ry hesitantly cupped Kiyoshi's cheek, Kiyoshi winced before leaning into the touch.
"I see scars more as a story." Kiyoshi bit his bottom lip, cheeks turning red, and they began to lean closer to each other until Ry blinked and shoved himself away. Kiyoshi watched in confusion.
"How old are you?" Ry asked looking away from Kiyoshi.
"Thirteen." Kiyoshi whispered looking down.*
My eyes widened, I thought he was older.
After a moment of hesitation Ry returned if only to continue to clean up Kiyoshi's eye before sighing with a slight nip to his bottom lip.
"Well I guess this will have to make due for now. I'll take you to a doctor in the morning."
Kiyoshi nodded with a slight smile.
"Thank you."
XxXxXx
God so many blurs.
Kiyoshi was spinning and smiling as he and Ry stood in a field of flowers.
"Ry!" Kiyoshi ran to Ry arms spread as he hugged him lovingly a red carnation in his hand.
"What does this one mean?" Ry murmured eyeing the flower in Kiyoshi's hand. Kiyoshi smiled pulling Ry closer as he leaned up.
"My heart aches for you."
Ry blushed darkly as he looked down at Kiyoshi.
"He was fourteen and a little too innocent. If he knew how much I wanted him he probably wouldn't have said that." Ry whispered.
Ok…didn't need to know that…
The Ry in the memory hugged Kiyoshi to him tightly and kissed his forehead making Kiyoshi giggle happily.
XxXxXx
It was another scene, Kiyoshi was staring at himself in the mirror. I was shocked at what I saw, Kiyoshi's left eye was red…blood red.
"The donor had red eyes, Kiyoshi never liked looking at it because it made him feel disgusting." Ry whispered as the Ry in the memory hugged Kiyoshi around the waist head on Kiyoshi's shoulder.
"What's wrong, Nevini?" Kiyoshi sighed leaning back in Ry's arms.
"My eyes."
"What about them?"
"They make me feel…odd."
"That's the reason you cover the red one isn't it."
Kiyoshi nodded, Ry sighed nuzzling Kiyoshi's neck.
"I think you look fine."
Kiyoshi smiled before placing a new bandage over his left eye and fixing his bangs in front of said eye.
"You make me so happy Ry."
Ry blushed darkly and Kiyoshi giggled while poking Ry's cheek.
XxXxXx
The scene changed again, it was a scene I remember and disliked.
Kiyoshi was pale but his cheeks were flushed with fever.
I turned away unable to watch, Ry was watching sadly.
"Amanda, Afon…Adalwulf?" I turned quickly and in shock as Kiyoshi stared at his three friends. Giving Adalwulf a guilty look. Adalwulf gave a small smile before cupping Kiyoshi's face.
"Hey, don't worry as long as your happy I'm happy." Kiyoshi smiled and hugged Adalwulf before kissing his cheek in a friendly manner.
"Kiyoshi were so happy for you…but your death wasn't an accident."
"I love—!" Kiyoshi covered his mouth eyes wide.
"Kiyoshi listen now you can only say "I love you Ry," unfair I know but you can communicate by flowers. We need you to understand there is a little boy who's going to die…it was going to be either you or him… but you'll be with your love again. However, you have to watch out for—!"
XxXxXx
The scene turned dark and changed, Kiyoshi was hiding behind a tree eyes filled with sadness as he watched Ry disappear into my body. He held a pansy in his hands keeping it to his chest.
"I love you Ry." he murmured as tears ran down his cheeks. Rubbing his eyes gently he faced the mist thing.
"Oh how sssssweet! You must be the demonsssss little lover. Your sssssoo cute!"
Kiyoshi frowned holding a yellow carnation.
"Oh my! Which meaning issss it? Rejection? Disssdain? You have dissssapointed me?"
the mist laughed while Kiyoshi turned away, already leaving.
"Ssssee you later cutie!"
Kiyoshi answered with a light glare.
XxXxXx
There was a sound of laughter.
"Come on Kuro!" my eyes turned wide.
"I'm coming! I'm coming!" my voice yelled.
I noticed Kiyoshi watching us from behind a tree a small smile on his lips and a Lily of the Valley in his hand.
XxXxXx
Ry and I were now in a flower field Kiyoshi standing across from us with a pansy in his hands.
"Why did you show us this?"
He looked away before his pansy turned into a primrose.
"Why do you feel desperate?" Ry asked.
He held a zinnia, Hyacinth, and a begonia.
"There's nothing you have to be sorry for, and I suppose your warning us about the mist?"
He nodded with a thankful smile.
An arbutus was now in his hands, Ry smiled stepping forward as he enveloped Kiyoshi in a hug kissing him as he did so. I looked away giving them space I was surprised when someone poked my shoulder.
Kiyoshi held out a sunflower with a small forget-me-not tied around it, he tipped his head with a smile.
I knew the sunflower meant that he was talking about Russia but what did the forget-me-not mean?
"He's asking if you love Russia."
My face warmed and I gave a nod. He smiled and clapped, his flowers turning into a bells of Ireland with a four leaf clover.
"He's wishing you luck."
I smiled as Kiyoshi opened his arms for a hug.
I blinked and opened my eyes the flowers were still on my chest.
Go ahead.
Cry.
Get it out now.
I already did.
This really border the T-M rating doesn't it?
Who cares.
I love it.