A/N: Unedited... Preread by Ang and we are in for a long haul...


Chapter 37 ( - APOV - left wanting more Pixie - )

"So, close." I whisper as Felix sits down beside me pulling my arm up to fix a red solo cup in my hand.

As if on cue Jasper slips out his finger and I whimper from the loss of stimulation as he and Felix harmonizing sing Red Solo Cup by Toby Keith.

Red solo cup, I fill you up

Let's have a party, let's have a party

I love you red solo cup, I lift you up,

Proceed to party, proceed to party

"Drink up princess," Felix's deep baritone voice commands as he slips from my side and Jasper tips it up for me to finish it.

"Yes, finish it." The other boys coax, and I do as my eyes meet Jaspers deep blues making me lean in and lick his neck.

I start to feel uninhibited and find myself straddling him.

My head lulls...

I am in a limo, wait, where's Eddie and Bella?

Then Demetri's between my thighs and huge hands are rubbing my breasts...

My eyes open and now, I'm in a bed being filled with my eyes locked on those blues that have black spots flecking the image of him watching me.

I reach for him, but Quil's cock is in my mouth and I am gagging...

My voice isn't working and I am being held up as they do what they want with me...

"That's a good girl." Jasper strokes my hair and leans down to snort something from my belly as he slides into me with a sigh and a groan. "Who's a good little slut? You are, yes you are." he says over and over while he pounds into me.

I am the face of piss and shit and sugar

I do a crooked little dance with my funny little monkey

What I want, what I want is just your children

I hate what I have become to escape what I hated being

Calliopenis envy from your daddy

You're not gonna hear what he don't want to hear

What I say disgusts him

He wants to be me and that scares him

"let's do a funny little dance with my funny little monkey"

A/N: Music by; Marilyn Manson, "Organ Grinder."