It had been a week since the accident and I was all healed, and I felt a hell of a lot better. I had forgiven Logan for his little outburst and James and I were still going strong and happy.
We had woken up that morning and gotten dressed to go to the studio. James and the boys had a meeting with the label today because they had some big news to discuss with them.
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Once all of the boys had arrived at the studio they all met and had a private meeting with the label. This Left me sitting outside of the door listening to my IPod Touch and writing lyrics. It was a big hobby of mine and it helped me deal with different emotions and feelings that I had. About 15-20 minutes later everyone exited the private room with excited looks on their faces... except James. He had a face of many emotions on. He seemed slightly excited but mostly sad.
I stood up as he approached me with a smile on his face. I jumped into his arms and kissed him, wrapping my legs around his waist. He quickly returned the favour then put me down and pulled away. "Well, hello to you too" he said to me grinning goofily. I laughed at his facial expression and he pulled me outside and onto the street. "Let's go for a walk" he suggested to me. I nodded and grabbed his hand as we began to walk down the street.
We were walking through a park until James stopped and sat down on a bench. I followed suit and sat down next to him. He grasped both of my hands into his and looked me straight into the eyes. "Look, I-uh-I have to tell you something baby girl. I'm not sure how you are going to take it and I hope you take it well. I-I have to go on tour for a few weeks, 4 weeks actually." He explained to me with a sad look on his face. I nodded slightly. "James, listen to me. I know that you kind of have a busy life, I understand that. I know that you are eventually going to have to go on tour with BTR and stuff like that. I'm fine with that, it's your job and I know that you don't want to let your fans down." I explained. He looked kind of speechless. But then, he smiled at me and kissed my forehead. "So, when are you leaving?" I asked kind of scared of the answer. He sighed then replied, "We fly to London at around noon tomorrow." He pulled me into his lap and kissed me softly. "I'm going to miss you, so much baby girl. I love you." James said. I smiled and replied, "I love you, too baby. And trust me, I'm going to miss you, too." We shared a really soft, yet really passionate kiss before pulling away and standing up. "C'mon baby girl. I want to spend the rest of the day with you before I leave." James said to me smiling. I returned the smile and nodded.
We continued our walk through the park as we talked for what seemed like hours. We eventually returned to the studio and went back home to change our clothes quickly.
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Once we changed really quick James took me to lunch, then we went to the movies. He was being the biggest sweetheart today. How is it possible to fall in love so fast? How is it even possible to make such a wonderfully amazing man?
We arrived back home at around 7 or 8PM.
We had barely made it through the door before I practically jumped on James. My legs wrapped around his waist, my arms around his neck. Our lips connected, he licked my bottom lip begging for entrance. This was gladly granted to him, without question. Our tongues had been battling for dominance, until I pulled away and pulled him upstairs to the bedroom. I pushed James down onto the bed, making sure that he stayed put. I grabbed a present that I had bought for him a couple of days ago. I strutted into the bathroom and changed into my VERY little outfit. Making sure that I looked EXTREMELY sexy. I sexily strutted out of the bathroom and over to James with a sexy smirk plastered onto my face. I was staring at a wide eyed James. 'Hook, line, and sinker' I thought to myself.
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I walked closer to him and laid him down on the bed. I got on top of him and straddled him as I pulled him into a fierce kiss. "Mmm...baby. I want you so bad right now" I moaned into the heated kiss. I grinded down into his hips and instantly felt his hard on. He pulled away from the kiss and flipped us over and got on all fours on top of me. He attacked my neck, kissing, sucking, and nibbling at it. Once he was finally sure that he had left his mark, he pulled away to observe his artwork. He kissed me passionately and deeply. Wrapping my legs around his waist again, I ran my hand through his hair and gave it a slight tug. These actions caused him to let out a low groan. Wow that was such a turn on. He pulled away from my lips and started to kiss down my neck again, then he made his way over to my ear and whispered, "Baby girl, are you sure that you want to do this? I don't want to do something that you aren't ready for." I pulled him back up into another rough and sloppy kiss. "Mmm...yes, I'm sure baby. Ugh, Fuckin' Christ! I'm going to miss you!" I breathed into his ear.
We continued our make out session. I was now lying on top of him once again, as we made out furiously. James' hands rested at my waist. He slowly slid one hand down to my ass, where he gave my ass cheek a light spank. We finally pulled away from each other's lips before dying from lack of oxygen. We were both breathing heavily, both of us had looks of pure lust and clear love in our eyes. James' hands slid back up my body as he quickly removed the leopard and lace corset I was wearing from my body. I also pulled him up and literally RIPPED his shirt off of him. Then we once again continued our battle for dominance through another heated kiss. James wrapped his arms around me pulling me closer, trying to deepen the kiss even more. While James was running his hands up and down my back and sides, I was running my hands up and down his chest.
Feeling his unforgettable muscle structure, my hands made their way to his waistline. After once again pulling away from his beautiful lips for precious oxygen, I looked down at my hands and unbuckled his belt. After unbuttoning and unzipping his jeans, I slowly pulled them down his legs as far as I could reach. James slowly kicked off his jeans, kicking them to the floor with our other pieces of clothing. James quickly took off my lace thong and threw it somewhere, probably not giving a shit where it landed. We captured each other's lips in a loving and passionate kiss.
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We both laid there, completely exposed to each other. I just couldn't believe that I was about to lose my virginity. Although, I wouldn't want to lose it to anybody else. I finally understood now what love was. I loved James more than anything in the world, I knew that we might have been moving too fast but in the end... Love is everything. A little more than a week ago I had just met James, now I was dating him. Here we were, in his room...NAKED...on his bed.
He rested his elbows on each side of my head. "Baby girl? Listen to me alright? Are you SURE that you're ready for this?" he asked me looking me straight into the eyes. I nodded with a small smile on my face. "I'm sure. James... I love you, so, so much... and I wouldn't want my first time to be with anybody else." I explained to him while staring at him lovingly. "Okay, I love you baby girl. If you want to stop just tell me, and tell me if I'm hurting you." He said to me. I once again nodded and kissed him softly for the last time. "Take me baby" I whispered softly. He groaned quietly and kissed me before slowly pushing in. We looked each other straight into the eyes the whole time. I whimpered quietly as my nails started to dig into his back. The pain was excruciating, but it was a painful pleasure. He continued thrusting in and out, eventually the pain had subsided into pure pleasure. "Mmm, Yeah" I moaned out as he thrusted a little quicker. "Ugh Fuck! Soooo...c-c-close!" he groaned out. "M-mee, too" I breathed. I dragged my nails down his back in complete pleasure. "Ohhh Shit. Easy baby, Easy!" he groaned out, obviously in pain. "Shut Up...just f-fuck me...harder" I moaned into his neck. "Ugh...Shit! OMG baby girl, brace yourself...I'M GONNA C-CU-CUMMM!" he moaned out as he came HARD. I suddenly felt a warm hot liquid shoot into me, causing me to tumble over the edge with him. I screamed the one name that meant something to me now and forever. The only thing other than music and art that was going to mean anything to me anymore. "UHHHH, god! JAMES!" I screamed to the mountains. James' thrusts slowly came to a complete stop. He collapsed on top of me. I wrapped my arms around him tightly and ran my hands through his hair while we caught our breath. I kissed his forehead and pulled him really close again.
Once he finally had caught his breath he spoke, "WOW. Baby girl that was so amazing. I love you." "That was amazing. I love you, too James." I replied. He pulled out of me and rolled over onto his back, pulling me close. "James? I'm really going to miss you." I said. "Summer, listen. I'm going to miss you, too. I promise that I will call as much as I can, alright?" he asked me. I simple nodded and closed my eyes until I spoke one last time. "Baby? Will you sing to me?" I asked him sweetly. "Of course baby girl. What do you want me to sing?" he replied in a happy tone. "I'm not sure... How about that song that I showed you guys the other day?" I asked. He happily accepted and cleared his throat. He began singing I WON'T LET YOU GO (DARLIN') by: HEDLEY.
"I'm searching for some piece of mind. A home that you know, a home left behind, oh trouble don't trouble this time. So baby don't look back, odds don't stack, they just crumble down around you.
And even if it sounds crazy, darling, I won't let you go. Even if it don't ever stop raining, darling, I won't let you go. Even if the worlds burning, darling, I won't let you go. Even if it sounds crazy, darling."
He sang to me. By the time that he was finished singing, I was fast asleep in his arms. He smiled, kissed my cheek, then closed his eyes and fell asleep.