A/N: Unedited... Preread by Ang

Time leaps from here on out...


Chapter 43 (- BPOV-Move On Swan-)

It's been a week since I came home to Alice's hasty note that told me how very excited she was to be going on tour with the Bloodthirsty Leeches.

I tried calling her a few times before I gave up. It figures the time I really need my Ali she's out having the time of her life, but I can't fault her for chasing her dreams.

This entire week I've been a mess. I have fallen hard for Edward and I can't seem to get over my humiliation to face him.

He has stopped by the apartment a couple times, always leaving a note pleading for us to talk.

I ache to talk with him but I'm not that confident sexy girl from that night, the fear of his rejection of the real me would be too much.

He's probably moved on, and I need to too.

Tomorrow I'll start fresh, I have an interview with the top publishing house in Seattle.