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Chapter 5
Santana's POV
Glancing along the book shelves in the library, she could easily see over the tops of the books to the other side. The two people sitting on the other side couldn't see her, not unless they were to turn and look through the same gap of the books that she was looking through at least, but they seemed way too wrapped up in what they were doing to even look. She watched as they looked through sheet music, that Rachel, no doubt must have selected. She noticed the look of pure adoration that Rachel held whenever she stole a glance in Finn's direction. It was the returned affection on Finns face when he looked back at her that tugged at Santana's insides.
She couldn't explain the surge of anger and emotion that rushed through her. She recognized the jealousy the pulsed through her veins, but it most certainly was not the expected reaction. She found herself leaning back against the shelf, her eyes shining dangerously. She was NOT in love with Finn Hudson, she simply couldn't be.
She remembered back to the night they had spent together in that sleazy hotel room. She had been his first, but so had so many others before him. She hadn't cared afterwards, all she cared about was finding something to eat. It hadn't meant a thing to her. No this jealousy wasn't because she was in love with Finn. She glanced back at the two of them. They were in love.. And that's what got her so deeply envious of the pair of them.
Looking at Rachel sitting there, she didn't get it, what was it about this girl that was so much better than her? Rachel was so plain, so ordinary, she wasn't pretty.. And she was annoying, nobody could stand spending so much time with her. Santana was beautiful, sexy, electric, fun, and popular, she could have any guy in the school if she wanted. No, she realized, that wasn't true.. She couldn't have Finn. At least, not while he belonged to Rachel so completely. How could someone like Rachel be loved by someone like Finn, while she was so low to hide behind a book shelf wishing for that same feeling. How could she envy anything that troll had?
A wicked smile grew upon her face as she stepped out from behind the book shelf. "well.. Just look at the happy couple"
The two of them jumped and turned to look at Santana, the looks in their eyes emanated fear, as well they should, was Santana's thought. She liked it when people were afraid of her, it helped to remind her just how powerful she truly could be.
"What do you want Santana?" Finn was the first to speak up from the pair of them, eyeing the cheerleader suspiciously. In all honestly.. She wanted the one thing that she couldn't have, and she decided that if she couldn't have it, then nobody could, especially Rachel Berry.
Rachel's hand moved over Finn's as if to show Santana that it would do no good to try anything. Rolling her eyes at the movement, she turned her attention solely to Finn, leaning over she placed her lips so close to his ear. She watched as the hand that Rachel was holding Finn's in had turned white from the pressure she was putting onto it. Slowly she whispered "You know what I want. times wasting.. Now seems like the perfect time to tell secrets.. Be honest, don't you think?"
Rachel stood, her brilliant eyes gleaming with jealousy. "Stop it.. Just stop. Leave us alone, he's not interested in you.. He's never going to be interested in you. I know what your doing, and it isn't going to work. You think that just because you have big boobs and your popular that you can get anything you want.. Finn doesn't want you, he's never GOING to want you. He's too good of a guy to fall for your tricks."
Santana's own dark eyes flickered but hers were filled with danger, she stands, her hands resting on Finn's shoulders "Was anyone talking to you man hands? I wasn't.. I know Finn wasn't. You think your safe from me, you think that he won't stray because he's in love with you? Wake up Rachel, he's NOT in love with you, the man can't stand to listen to you talk for more than five minutes at a time!" By this time, the rest of the students had turned to look at the confrontation and the librarian could be seen getting up from her desk as Santana's voice got louder.
Finn shook his head, looking from Santana to Rachel "You know that's not true.. I do love you…" He was cut off by Santana's words.
"Listen to that everyone.. Finn Hudson is too GOOD of a man for me! Tell me this Rachel.." The librarian had reached the group and her voice was stern "Now listen.. You can take this outside of the library.. You are disturbing the other students" She had taken Santana by the arm and was attempting to lead her away, but Santana turned back to Rachel. "If Finn is really such a GOOD guy and he would never be interested in me.. Then how come he had SEX with me." She yanked away from the librarian so that she could turn back to Finn and Rachel full on.
Rachel stood there, her eyes wide, shaking her head back and forth in disbelief. It was obvious that she was fighting back tears. "n.. no your lying" She turned to Finn, whose face had gone stark white.. He was no longer looking at her, in fact his jaw had dropped and he was staring at the ground as if unable to come up with something to say.
"Yup that's right Finn Hudson had sex with me.. And then he LIED to you about it. Now tell me Rachel. Do you still believe that he's in love with you? Or that he's too good for me? Cuz I don't think so" She looked to Finn, the grin back on her face as she felt her arm grabbed again. The librarian lectured to the two sitting as well
"go, all three of you.. To Figgins office. Now"
