A/N: Unedited... Preread by Ang


Chapter 46 - (APOV - Dream clouded reality - )

Party after party, they're all the same.

"Drink this," "Take these," and "Be a good little slut."

Waking up with random people, Jasper yell at me for being a stupid whore and then his words of love make it all right again.

He is always there, with his strings pulling me how he wants, manipulating me to do as he wants then making me feel bad for it.

He kisses me, says everything is okay, he is sorry and lets sleep. He never does until he crashes... I love him I do.

I let his voice sooth me into a deep sleep that lasts hours, days sometimes longer...

She said

She'd take me anywhere

She'd take me anywhere

As long as she stays with me

She said

She'd take me anywhere

She'd take me anywhere

As long as I stayed clean

A/N: Music by; Nirvana, "Mollys Lips."