A/n: Remind me to never read a horror story again. ^^;.

Sorry for how creepy the last chapter was, that was because of the horror story I read. Eheh…

A kiss and all the feelings came out.

The Darkened Night Sky 03

My Feelings for You

It just started with everything going downhill for him when he was young. Not loved, his parents dying, being treated like a doll by his father. He hid it all away behind a fake personality. No one noticed, no one seemed to care. Only one person seemed to crack the shell with one question, but even then, it was hidden away…but the darkened night sky was evident enough to tell them all something was wrong. What could bring light back to the darkened night sky? Steve/Tony

Broken Little Doll

Broken little doll why do you cry?

Broken little doll...

Why are you crying?

Broken little doll...

Why are you crying blood?

Tears of blood.

My little broken doll,

why do you cry?

Rivers of blood...

Tears of blood...

Broken little doll...

"My question..." Rogers trailed off then frowned and sighed softly as well. "I guess that would be my...outburst before we battled Loki…" He sighed again and closed his eyes. "Take away your armor and what are you? Is that really what is bugging you so much?" Rogers asked and looked at Tony who closed his eyes for a moment. Well, apparently Rogers wasn't as smart as he thought he was if he didn't know this. After all, it was quite obvious.

"You don't know it Rogers…just forget it." Tony muttered and closed his eyes, clenching his fists in the fabric of the shirt the other man was wearing. So close. They were so close to one another, it was making Tony's heart beat at one hundred miles per hour. Rogers didn't seem to notice though, good. "…" He closed his eyes, letting the other hold him. This was so odd…but at the same time it was calming and he loved it. A calming feeling he had never felt before was all around him…and it was the first time since his mother held him with sincerity and not in fear… That comfort…it was all he had ever wanted really but never gotten when he was younger.

"I like the light in your eyes Anthony…it suits you better…" Rogers was looking down at him, he only realized it then. He blinked a bit then glanced away. A soft hand made him look back at the man, eye to eye. "You're not alone in this Anthony…and you need to let the light in already…it's better for you." Rogers didn't know why, but he found himself leaning closer. Tony's eyes were still dark, but they were lighter than Rogers had seen in a long time.

Before he could help himself, he was kissing the smaller male on the lips. Tony's eyes widened, but he couldn't make himself pull away from the other male, instead, he moved closer. His body was acting on its own, and honestly, it wasn't what his mind was telling him to do. His mind said to hit the other and pull away, but his body…it wanted the contact. It had long wanted a contact like this that was…real. Normally he found dates that just wanted him around because he was rich. Pepper, she didn't but…she was more of a motherly type than his girlfriend.

"Ah…Anthony…" Rogers hand was in his hair, he could feel the other pulling him in closer as their mouths opened. They're tongues touched and a shudder ran through Tony's body. Rogers was dominating one here, and Tony had to take a little to get that, but as he found himself pressed back against the bed…he knew… The other was pressing down against him, kissing him more roughly and he enjoyed it really. This was wrong though, and they both knew it. They weren't supposed to be doing this… They were both males, and they both had someone…they believe that they were in love with but… It felt right, and they wanted to keep it up. Rogers couldn't stop the hand he had on the others face from going lower, touching his chest. Tony's breath hitched and he bit his lip.

"Anthony…I think…"

"Don't say it…"

"Why not?"

"…I don't want to hear-" Rogers kissed him again, holding him close to his body.

"But I know you do…you want to hear it Anthony…"

"Don't…" Tony was almost begging Rogers to not tell him what he knew the other was going to tell him. He couldn't let him say it. He couldn't hear it or he would fall into that pit trap again. He couldn't have that happen. He just couldn't. Rogers ran a hand through his hair and sighed, worried about him. He wanted to tell him but…

"Anthony…please…don't push us away anymore… You can't keep hurting yourself like this!" Rogers replied, biting down on his own lip. "At least let me in! You need to stop hurting yourself with your own words that you think about! Why can't you let someone love you!"

"…because it always ends in pain…" Tony's eyes closed. "Love that someone has felt for me is never real. My father, who admired you…he…you know he never told me he loved me! He never even told me that he…liked me…" Rogers flinched, he had never saw Howard as man to… But Anthony, he knew a side of Howard that Rogers didn't and he knew that. He didn't understand it still. Why was Howard like he was? "He admired you…but that didn't stop him from becoming a drunk and being like he was Rogers." He replied softly. "I guess it was maybe because you were gone, I don't know…but he wasn't nice like you think…he…he hated me. I was just something he could throw away when he was done…"

"Anthony…then why don't you take my words to heart…? I…love you. I tried to ignore it, I really did, but I'm in love with you!" Rogers kissed him again and Tony closed his eyes. Maybe…one person. Maybe he could let in that one other person… But the light in his eyes slowly went back to darkness…and Rogers knew, he was going to have a hard time with all of this.

Little doll...

Learn to love...

Learn to come from the dark...

Little little doll...

Awaken love...

Learn to love...

Make you're heart soar...

Love like you have never before...

Love him..

And then maybe...

You won't be what you think...

Not a little doll...

Anymore.