A/N: Unedited... Preread by Ang
Chapter 67 - APOV - ( - Taking a stand in the aftermath of tragedy - )
I liked the instant high coke gave me and the feel of ecstasy during a concert.
I wasn't addicted like Jasper and I could quit at anytime.
I just don't want to.
"Where're we?" I ask as Jasper pulls on my arm dragging me down an alleyway where some guy is shooting up.
"What ya need my man?" The guy says as he pushes the plunger and his face becomes one of pure happiness.
I smile and rub my hands over my arms as they pebble in the want to try it.
Jasper got a few rocks in exchange for money and we were on our way.
"Can I try?" I ask, interested in how it feels.
"No." he says as we cram into the bathroom of the tour bus and he lights his spoon up.
I snort a line and lean my head back as the instant euphoria hits me.
"Wake up!" I scream smacking his face. "Help me..." I smash through the door falling over Jasper's body and hitting my head on the table...
I think James holds me as I cry and the ambulance takes Jasper away.
Overdose...
I wake the next morning to James rocking me, tears stream down my face and my throat is sore.
Have I been screaming?
"Is he okay? Can we go see him?"
"He is fine, and no baby, he has been taken to the rehab center in Nashville." He says solemnly stroking my head.
"No more Alice. I mean it no more. I couldn't take it if that... I love you okay, I fucking love you.." He breaks down holding me close with tears in his eyes.