Chapter 6
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Three weeks later
So far everything has been going good with the baby and communicating with Jade, we even started holding hands. Love that part. We started holding hands a few days after Sikowitz told us we had to. We hold hands at school but nobody cares because Hello HOLLYWOOD Arts. Hollywood is full of Lez, bis, gays, so we pretty much blend in. We did get some weird looks because everyone at school knows Jade and I don't get along and they found it weird that 'enemies' are now walking down the hall holding hands, but whatever it's none of their business anyway why we're holding hands. Sometimes we hold hands in public. Cat thinks it's cute that we are holding hands. Robbie is always trying to hold hands with Cat because he sees us doing it and he likes Cat, Andre' doesn't care. He makes fun of us because we are hold hands but we don't pay him any attention. We just laugh with him, and Beck….I don't know. I think his jealous. I don't see why. It's not like him and Jade are still together. It is his own fault they broke up, all he had to do was walk out the door before she got to ten and he didn't so boo hoo. Their done and we're together….in a way we're together. Whatever the point is he has no right or reason to be jealous.
"Tori are you ready yet?" I hear Jade yell upstairs. Today we are going to the carnival with our friends then we are coming back here to watch a movie. We are bringing Liz with us. This isn't the first time we brought Liz with us. We bring her to the store with us all the time. Most of the time she's sleep or she's looking around with curious eyes. Every time people see Liz they are always telling us how cute she is and that Jade and I make a cute couple. I blush when people say that and I'm surprised Jade didn't try to kill them for saying that. All she says is 'thank you' and continues to shop. Jade is really starting to get into this happy married couple thing and I'm loving it.
One time we went to the store one a couple said 'You two are too young for kids. It that baby even your?' I couldn't believe they said that. Jade snaps at them telling them no matter if she is or isn't our baby we will still love her and Jade yelling at them scared Liz making her cry. I smile at the way Jade reacted to them saying that. She's right. We would still love her no matter what. After Jade is done snapping at the couple and they run away when they hear Jade threatens them, she takes Liz from her car seat that's strapped to the shopping cart and she calms her back down by talking to her saying 'I'm sorry baby I didn't mean to scare you. People these days need to mind their own damn business,' Jade' I scold. I don't like her cussing around Liz. She looks at me rolling her eyes and goes back to talking to Liz. 'Anyway they need to mind their business and I'm sorry you forgive?' and Liz grunted and Jade takes that as an I forgive you and she kisses her forehead walking away and continues to shop while holding Liz and talking to her. Seeing that fills my heart with joy. Jade all fatherly or motherly however you want to put it makes me want to just kiss her smack dead in the mouth and tell her how great she is, but I push those feeling down I don't wanna freak Jade out.
"Coming!" I yell grabbing my purse and leaving out the room going down the stairs seeing Jade in a red tank top with a black leather jacket over it, black jeans, and black and red Nikes. I look next to her and Liz is already strapped into her car seat wearing dark blue Capri's and a very cocky shirt. 'Cute is an understatement I'm Beautiful.' This kid is going to have a big head when she's older if she keeps letting Jade dress her.
"All set?" she ask leaning down putting Liz's pacifier in her mouth, coving her up, and grabbing the handle looking back at me. I nod grabbing her diaper bag and stroller.
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"Robbie stop trying to hold my hand." Cat wines snatching her hand away. I smile has she runs off to play one of the carnival games. He follows after and they play the game together. Today is a great day to be at the carnival. The weather is nice. Not to hot and not to cold, just right.
"Come on lets go to the basketball booth." Andre' says excitedly.
"Okay let's go." Beck said with the same excitement. Jade and I look at each other nodding and we all walk over to the booth.
"Oh I'm so getting into this." Jade says standing in the middle of Beck and Andre'.
"Okay now don't be mad when you two lose." Beck tease.
"I should be the one saying that." Andre' says.
"When the game is over we will see who will be mad." Jade says and the game starts.
After the game
"Aww men I can't believe we just lost to a girl." Andre' says in disbelief. Jade just beat them both winning a black dog.
"Is you mad?" Jade tease them both and they flick her off and we go to another game.
"Look Robbie won me a pink unicorn!" Cat squeals happily as she runs over to us with a big smile on her face.
"Keep it away from Jade she might rip it's head off." Robbie says from behind her. Cat pouts and holds it close to her. I look at Jade and see's she's glaring at Robbie and his trying to avoid her eye contact. Let me do something before Jade tears Robbie head off instead.
"Hey Jade lets go play that game where you knock the milk bottles down. Cat you don't mind watching Liz for a minute do you?" I ask and Cats faces brightens up and she takes the diaper bag and stroller. I smile grabbing Jade's hand and pulling her away toward the game.
"I should have ripped that stuff he calls hair on his head off." Jade says sounding pissed.
"Jade don't mind Robbie his just mad because you always rips something off Rex." I say giving her hand a light squeeze and a smile. Jade's scowl turns into a smile. We make it to the booth and Jade pays for the both of us.
"Well that damn doll shouldn't be such a smart ass." Jade says throwing her ball hard knocking down all the bottles. I laugh a little at what she said.
"Yeah. He does push the bar a little." I say throwing mine and knocking down only two.
"A little. Ha that's an understatement. Try all damn day. Have you ever been partners with Robbie for a project?" She ask and I shake my head as I throw another ball knocking down only one this time. "That damn thing would not shut up. I throw him out the window and told Robbie to get him after I leave." I laugh a full laugh this time.
"I could only imagine." And we both throw our last ball together knocking all of them down. We smile at each other and pick our prize. I get a little white teddy bear and Jade gets a black one just like it. I grab her hand and we walk back over to Cat who's sitting at a bench singing to Liz while Robbie is looking at Cat like he just fail in love. Cat looks up at us and smiles really big.
"She was fussy so I started singing to her like you said she likes." Cat says looking down at the now sleeping baby. I smile looking at Cat and then at Jade who's smiling at Cat too.
"Hey guys lets go get on some rides." Andre' said running over to us with Beck and four stuff animals.
"Cool lets go." Robbie says standing up and standing next to them.
"What about Liz? Who's going to watch her?" Jade ask looking at me then to the sleeping baby.
"I will. Just go." Cat says and I get a little wary. I don't know. Don't get me wrong I love Cat but she is kind of dizzy. I look at Jade and she as the same unsure look at me.
"Are you sure?" I ask
"Yes go. I baby sit all the time." Cat says shooing us off. I look at Jade and she still looks unsure as she looks at Liz.
"If anything happens call us right away." Jade demands. I love this side of Jade. I love that she's so concerned about our baby. 'Our baby'.
"Okay don't worry I got this go have fun." Cat shoos us off again and I'm sure Cat isn't going to let anything happen to Liz. She really cares about her and she did say she babysit.
"Come on. She'll be fine. After we ride a few rides we can come back or call and make sure everything is okay." I say hoping to ease Jade wariness. I grab her hand and give a reassuring smile. She gives a weak smile back. I can tell she's still worried. "See you Cat. Don't forget to call if anything happens." She nods and I pull Jade away.
"Okay guys one more ride and we should get going." I say and everyone agrees. Its 8:30 and we try to get Liz in the bed around 9. We all wanna get on the Tea Cup ride. We are going three at a time. The boys first then us girls after that we leave.
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"Today was so much fun!" Cat says happily as she sits in one seat down from me.
"Yea today was the stuff." Andre' says has he sits next to Cat with some popcorn. Right now we are about to watch a movie. We just got back. Liz was fussy on the car ride home. So I sat in the back with her to keep her calm till we got home. Once we got into the house I changed her clothes and diaper gave her a bottle and she was out.
"I'm going to go get some more soda's." I say standing up and walking toward the mini kitchen. I could hear faint voices and I know its Beck and Jade. I wonder what they are talking about. I stop right outside the door. I know snooping is wrong. So what sue me.
"Look Jade I miss you." Beck says and my mouth drops open. I knew it. No wonder he was so jealous.
"Okay." Jade says sounding like she doesn't care.
"I was thinking we should get back together."
"No." I had to keep from jumping for joy when she said that.
"Why not?" he asks sounding like he can't believe she just said no to him.
"Because I'm married." The smile on my face just got bigger.
"That's not even a real marriage."
"So, I'm still married and if I cheat I get an F." I frown. So she won't be with him because she will get an F. I guess she still has feelings for him.
"So after this is all over can we get back together?"
"No." I almost scream 'yes' but I hold it down. I wanna know what's going to happen next.
"Why?"
"Because I don't wanna be with you." That big smile that was on my face comes back. So she doesn't have feelings for him. I really need to learn how not to jump to conclusions.
"You don't wanna be with me?" he says sounding shocked.
"I didn't shudder Beck. Let me make this clear. I don't wanna be with you. I have feelings for someone else but I really hope we can be friends." she says flat out and I feel my heart just stop. She has feelings for someone else? Who? She hasn't been with anyone else these past weeks? Well I don't know who she talks to while we're at school so it can be someone in one of her classes. Or it could be me? Oh shit here she comes. I run down the hall toward the little bathroom. Closing the door hoping she didn't see me. I lean my back against the door closing my eyes trying to calm down my breathing and heart. I listen and I hear Jade walk pass into the home theater. I open the door walking out and going back toward the kitchen I walk in and see Beck leaning against the corner with his head in his hands.
"Hey you okay?" I ask making him look up at me with a weak smile.
"Yea. Hey Tori can I ask you something?" I nod my head going to the fridge and grabbing a few sodas. "Does Jade talk to you about somebody she likes?" I wish.
"No why?" I ask turning around looking at him raising a curious eyebrow. I know why, but he doesn't know I know why. Sorry if I just confused you.
"No reason just asking." He says shaking his head and walking out. I fellow and we walk in together. Robbie, Cat, and Andre' sitting in the row in front of mine. Beck sits with them and I go to my sit. I guess Jade is putting on the movie.
"Hey what are we watching?" I ask eating some of the popcorn.
"Something scary." Robbie says while eating some popcorn.
"I don't wanna watch something scary. It's too scary." Cat says sounding scared.
"Aww its okay if you get scared you can hold onto me." Andre' offers and Cat sequels with joy. I see Robbie frown a little. He really likes Cat. The lights dim and then they go completely off. I look at the screen and see the movie about to start.
"You ready?" Jade ask causing me to almost jump out of my sit. I look at Jade and she's smiling evilly. "Did I scare you?" she teases.
"You butt hole. You almost gave me a heart attack." I say placing a hand on my chest feeling my heart ramming against it.
"You couldn't call me any other name other then 'butt hole?'" Jade ask laughing a little.
"I could have called you 'dick head', 'ass wipe', fuck face', 'piss head', or even 'vagina face.' But I deiced to be nice seeing as we are married." I say and I laugh at the shocked look on Jade's face. I never cussed around Jade before.
"Wow Tori I never knew you had such a potty mouth." Jade says amused and still a little shocked at me cussing.
"I'm full of surprises." I say turning back to the screen seeing 'Insidious' coming on. From the corner of my eye I can still see Jade looking at me.
"I intend to find out more of your surprises." Jade says putting her arm around my shoulder. I smile leaning more into her. Boy she's in for a quite a few surprises.
Half way through the movie Cat is sleep as she leans against Andre', Robbie keeps glancing at Cat and Andre', Beck isn't really looking at the movie. His eyes look far away and I've noticed that he looked back at us a few times and he would turn back around with a sad look on his face. He much really misses her. Jade still has her arm around my shoulder and I'm glad she does because this movie gives me chills. Every time a scary part happens and I would jump Jade would pull me even closer. Why does she care so much that I'm scared? I would expect her to make fun of me. Then again Jade hasn't really made fun of me lately. I'm really happy that this is the second time she voluntarily put her arm around my shoulder. But why? Does she really care that much that I'm scared? Okay Tori stop thinking so much into a little gesture she could just be being nice. You know you guys are 'married'. She's just doing her part as a loving husband. I would like it more if she was a loving girlfriend. When you stop being a wussy and tell you're your feelings then maybe she will be. I am not a wussy. Are to. Are not. Are to. Shut up. Aww damn it I'm officially crazy. I was just fighting with myself.
"Tori." I hear Jade whisper my name and I look over at her.
"Yea."
"You okay?" she asks looking concerned and amused. I frown my eyebrows at her. What's funny?
"Yea why?"
"Well because you're facially expression changed like a million times in one minute." Jade whispers to me laughing a little. She saw me. How did she know my face was changing? Was she watching me?
"Yea I was just having a inner battle with myself." I say thinking about how crazy I am for fighting with myself.
"A battle about what?" she asks looking at me curiously. About how much I like you.
"For me to know and you maybe find out." I say with a smirk and she raises and eyebrow at me.
"Is there a way I can change that maybe to a yes?"
"Maybe."
"What about that one?" she asks with a smile.
"Maybe." I say again and we go on a long game of 'maybe and what about that one' till the movie is over everybody goes home, and till we both fall asleep.
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"Hey little one. You wanna watch TV with me?" I ask Liz as I pick her up out of her crib and we go back into Jade's room. I sit with my back against the head board and Liz in between my legs with her back leaning against my stomach so she's facing the TV. I grab the remote flipping through the channels looking for something good. It's Saturday and really nothing good comes on but movies. So I click the 'ON DEMAND' button. Got to love 'Comcast'. I go to TV shows then to Nick Toons going to 'Fan Boy and Chum Chum.' I love this show. Liz and I watch TV for a good 30 minutes as I play with her little hands.
"Hey what you two watching?" Jade asks coming out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped her. I do a quick scan of her body. I wish she didn't have that towel on.
"Fan boy and Chum Chum." I say looking away fast and back at the TV. Not trying to get caught this time.
"No we are not watching this." Jade says trying to take the remote away from me but I pull out of her reach.
"Your right we're not but Liz and I are." I say as I keep the remote away from Jade.
"No just you. Liz is too busy watching her eyelids." She says pointing to the sleeping baby.
"Aww you were supposed to watch TV with me." I say picking up the sleeping baby and taking her back in her room laying her down in the crib. I walk back into the room seeing Jade laying on the bed flicking through the channels with her back against the headboard in just a black bra and short shorts. I wanna touch her so bad.
"There called clothes." I say sitting on the bed trying to keep from looking at her. Because if I do my eyes would be on her boobs and not her face.
"Whatever. Don't act like you don't like what you see." Jade teases and I still don't look at her. This is getting hard I wanna look so bad but I can't.
"Whatever and give me the remote back I was watching TV first." I say changing the subject and trying to grab the remote from Jade, but she keeps moving out of my reach.
"No, go make me a sandwich." Jade says making me stop and look at her with a 'do what' look on my face. "You heard me. You can't say no because Sikowitz said you have to tend to all my needs." She says with a smirk. Just so you know she's been using that tend to all her needs to her full advantage. I've been making sandwiches, doing a laundry, cleaning, cooking. Just everything a wife and mother would do.
"What's the magic word?"
"Sikowitz." She teases.
"No." I say knowing that she won't tell.
"Please." A smile breaks across my face. I always make Jade say please when she wants something.
"Okay." I say getting off the bed and making her sandwich. I walk back up the stairs five minutes later and Jade's still looking at TV. "Here" I say handing it to her.
"Thanks love." She says taking a bite of the sandwich. I smile at the name.
"You're welcome love." I say back sitting on the bed. We started calling each other that a few days ago when we we're watching some movie where the people call each other love a lot and we thought it was funny so we started calling each other that from time to time.
"That sandwich was so good. Come give me a kiss." my eyes get wide at that. Give her a What? I look at her and she has 'Miracle Whip' all over her mouth and a big smile. This jerk just wants to get me messy.
"Eww no keep your 'Miracle Whip' lips away from me." I say trying to push her away as she leans in with puckered lips.
"Aww come on you're my wife. You should be able to kiss me no matter how messy my mouth is." She says laughing and leaning in some more trying to kiss me. I laugh trying to push her away.
"I don't care if I am your wife. I'm not kissing you with your lips like that." I say not denying that I won't kiss her at all. She keeps trying and I fall off the bed and before I could get up she jumps on top of me and kisses me right on the cheek. "Eww Jade that is so gross." I say trying to push her away.
"Mawh! That was the best kiss ever. Maybe next time it could be somewhere else." She says with a wink climbing off of me and leaving out the room with her plate. Oh god Jade just kissed me. Even if it was on the cheek and gross. Wait did she really just say she would kiss me somewhere else? Did she mean that? I hope so. I just hope it isn't gross like this one.
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"Really Jade?" I ask as I walk into the room seeing Jade in nothing but her bra and underwear.
"What." She says as she continues to watch TV.
"Why are you always half naked?" I ask leaning against the headboard and looking at TV. Trying not to look at Jade.
"Because I like the way you try and avoid looking at me. Like you're doing now." She says poking my cheek. I started blushing and I hear her laugh. "Come on Tori look at me." Jade teases grabbing my face and making me look at her. Her eyes just went three shades darker then it's normal blue.
"Jade." I say getting a little turned on by the way she's rubbing my arm.
"Touch me Tori." She says her voice full of lust. She leans in kissing me softly close to my mouth making me gasp. She does it again before pulling away and grabbing my hand. "Touch me. You know you want to." She says with a husky tone to her voice. She climbs on top straddling me and looking me right in the eyes. Her eyes are so full of lust. She puts the hand that's holding mine on her waist. I tense up but then relax. Her skin is so soft. She slides my hand up and down her sides before moving to her flat stomach. Her skin is so soft and smooth against my hand. She moves my hand back to her waist and holds it there letting me know not to move it them with her intense stare. She raises her hands and runs them through my brown locks and she leans up pushing her lips to mine. She starts to move her lips against mine but I don't respond right away out of shock. I start to kiss back and that's when she gets bolder with the kiss when she swipes her tongue against my bottom lip asking for entrance and I give it to her.
Her tongue goes inside my mouth and finds my tongue as they start to fight a slow battle that I lose right away. I feel her tug at the bottom of my shirt letting me know she wants to take it off.
"I wanna feel you too." and she pulls the shirt over my head and throws it on the floor leaning back into me and her lips latch onto the sensitive skin under my ear causing me to moan and the hand on her waist gets join by my other hand and warps around her pulling her closer. When our skin touch it feels like my body is on fire but in a good way.
"Jade you feel so good." I moan as she moves down to my neck and sucks on my pulse point. I feel her hands grab onto my upper arms and pulls me away from the headboard, wrapping her arms around my back causing our bodies to get closer. She leaves my neck and she looks back at me with those lustful eyes.
"You feel good too Tori." And then she starts to fade. What the hell?
"Tori, Tori come on wake up." I open my eyes slowly and see Jade standing over me and shaking me. A dream. It was just a dream. Aww man but it felt so real. The way her lips felt against mine. Her soft skin against mine.
"Go away." I say turning over and closing my eyes trying to go back to sleep and get back into the dream.
"Tori get up. Come on I cooked and that's something you should have been doing but I decide to give you a break." She says grabbing my shoulder and turning me over on my back and shaking me again. Aww she cooked dinner. This is maybe the third time out of all the time we've been leaving together that she cooked and she's a great cook. I'm just going to give her a hard time and see how hard I can push her.
"That's sweet honey pie but I'm still sleepy." I say pushing her hands away and turning back over. She's going to be pissed.
"Tori get your ass up. I did not slave over a hot stove for an hour for you to not it eat it. Now get up before I make you." She threatens and turns me back over but I push her away again and lay on my stomach with my head facing away from her.
"I'll love to see you try." I challenge. Jade never backs away from a challenge.
"Okay." Once she says that I feel her sit on me with both of her legs on both sides of my thighs. She grabs my hands and holds them together with one hand behind my back and she starts to tickle my sides. I erupt in a fit of laughter and I wiggle around trying to knock her off.
"J—Jade s-stop I can't take it!" I manage to get out in between laughs.
"Are you going to get up?" She ask as she continues to tickle me frantically. I'm laughing so hard that my muscles start to hurt and I'm crying.
"Y-yes Yes I'll get up. I'll get up." I cry out hoping she would stop her assault and she does. She lets go of my hands but she doesn't get off me. My breathing finally calms down after a few seconds.
"Now are you sure you not going to get up or am I going to have to tickle you again." She threatens.
"No please don't." I beg not able to take any more.
"Good." She says leaning down kissing my cheek and climbing off of me. "I'll make your plate and you get Liz." She says walking out the room. I roll over onto my back and look up at the ceiling. That kiss was unexpected. I know she kissed me earlier just to get me messy but this one she just did it, with no reason. I'll think about it later I'm hungry and Liz is to because she just started to wine a little. "Tori am I going to have to come back up there?"I hear Jade yell from downstairs.
"No I'm getting up now!" I yell back and climbing off the bed. I don't think I could handle another tickle attack. I walk into Liz room and she started to wine even more. "Hey beautiful. Come on before you 'daddy' comes back up here and attacks me again." I say as I take her out of the crib. I walk out of her room and go downstairs to the kitchen to see Jade made spaghetti and biscuits. It smells so good.
"It smells really good." I say as I sit at the island, grabs Liz's bottle, and feeds her.
"Yea I worked really hard and you better like it." She says from her spot at the stove where she's making our plates.
"And if I don't?" I tease as she turns around placing a plate in front of me.
"Whatever Tori last time I cooked for you, you were all telling me how good it was." She says and that is so true. She made breakfast one time it was so freaking good. It was pancakes, eggs, bacon and it was something like I never tasted before. She sits next to me with her own plate and talk. We talk about normal teenage girl stuff and life. After we finish eating I couldn't help but tell her how good it was and she teased me saying I told you so. I can't lie Jade is a great cook. I'm really starting to fall for Jade. That dream felt so real. I loved the way her skin felt against mine and I want that for real not just in a dream. I don't know we've got closer and having Liz just brings us closer but I don't know how she feels. I wanna tell her so bad but I can't. I don't wanna mess up our I guess friend like relationship if I tell her how I feel and she doesn't feel the same. It would be really mess up everything that I worked so hard to get this close to Jade. I'm just going to have to wait it out a little longer.
Author's Note: I would have uploaded this sooner but the internet was messed up so thank you for your patience's. Review plz.