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"Zach. Zach. Zachary. Look at me." She repeats over and over. She wants his eyes on her, she wishes he would understand. She wants him to understand the defining squeeze in her heart as he pulled away, as he will and did in so many other times like this one. But he didn't, and never would. He shrugs off her grasp as if she were dirt, and something about that shock awakens her sense, and sharpens ever throbbing sad feeling reeking in her mind. And he saunters away from her and she's so shaken every nerve in her muscle stopped. And in that swell of emotion: hurt, sadness, loneliness, selfishness, in complete and utter despair. She screamed his name.
And when she did, she heard the turmoil, the sadness allotted in the echo. She heard the squeak of his shoes stop, and brought to her knees- and she such a weakling. Wishing, to the bottom of her naïve heart, that he would come back and tell her he didn't mean anything he said. But that was wishful thinking, Zach probably meant every word, he wouldn't come back to her. He would never. But how wishful and naïve her mind was, she believed he would and yearned for him to. He never would.
"Cammie," he whispers, so soft, so firm she thinks she's going crazy. It's a possibility. With every passing second he kneels there as they watch each other, she remembers his face structure, the sulkiness of his eyes and the depth of fear in his eyes she stomps the tug of wanting to kiss him. She stared straight into his eyes, daring her own emotions, betting herself on risk.
"Please tell me those things you said weren't true." She pleaded, and she never pleads. He sighs and looks down, obviously torn. "
"Cammie-"
"No Zach, leave, just- just leave." She whispers and hopes he won't, but he gets up she can here the frustrated sigh he's breathing from his nose.
"Cam, I'm going to go for a while and I still love you, but don't ever doubt that." He whispers as he leaves. By the time he left she couldn't hold back tears, she wanted to hate Zach so much, but it was too hard. As she folded herself she felt like she could cry forever, cry a river as long as the Nile.
The worst and saddest part was, she did.