The Greatest Secret
Disclaimer: Nope, don't own iCarly.
A/N:Old readers and new MUST READ THIS NOTE AND TELL ME YOUR THOUGHTS ON THIS, IT IS VITAL!
Chapter 130 X (Reader's Response)
Hey readers, to give you a brisk synopsis of why I'm calling all of you back here (new and old), here's a message I sent to an anonymous reviewer who supplied to me their email at some point of time:
"Since I'm now finally able to reply to your anonymous reviews on GREATEST SECRET, I don't even know if you still check this email or not, but we should discuss GS. I agree with most of your reviews. After chapter 131, GS took a totally different route than I wanted it to take. It was completely changed from my original intention. Unfortunately, at that time, I was with my ex (she and her mother), both kept me from being able to write, I went through so much stuff that I struggled just to finish GS. It was supposed to be my greatest story, but it wound up being...rushed at the end, and even today it still feels incomplete. I wish I could go and just change everything around, go the route I WANTED to. Sometimes I think about continuing it, blanking out the chapters that are there and continuing on as if I left off from chapter 130 (The reason I would blank out 131-147 is because of the reviews that already happened there), then complete it how I WANTED to complete it. Think I should? I don't know, but I'm remembering my initially desired path...Let me know, if this reaches you that is."
So this is a case of, GS feels incomplete to me, it feels…it feels empty. I rushed it, I ended up loathing what should have been my greatest story. I'm not satisfied. Carly should have found out much differently, the whole thing with Tyrone should have gone on differently, even Lionel's arc should have been much different! Another major aspect: Carly was not supposed to die.
Tell me, do you think I'm just wasting my time? I really feel like this has to be done. GREATEST SECRET must be completed. The reason I was unable to do so before? My ex and her mother were raving lunatics who yelled every time I touched the computer, guilted me and threatened me, threatened to smash my computer multiple times and kept me from writing. This made me unable to write, and when I did get on, I had such limited time, so I rushed. Well now that I'm out of that environment, I feel I can make GS the way it should have been. I hope I have all of your support in what I'm doing. Thank you
I have also posted a question pertaining to this as a poll on my profile, if you wish to visit. Again, I'd be taking off where I left off at Chapter 130.
By the way, old readers, YOU WILL HAVE TO REVIEW ANONYMOUSLY UNTIL CHAPTER 157, fanfiction won't let you review a chapter that has already been reviewed by you, even if it is different