Sooo soooo sorry I took so long I had it typed on my iPod and sent to my e-mail but didn't have access to my computer. Oh and I do own twilight…ok not really but a girl can dream right?

The next morning I woke up, realizing I had already broken one of my promises', by crying the night before, but I tell myself "its ok no one knows."

Then I sit up, and for the first time, I notice that Edward wasn't with me. So I run to the bathroom, shut, and lock the door behind me, and slide to the floor. Because I knew he heard something I said. While I slept. and now he knows that I'm dirty, and used, and he left.

He finally realized I wasn't good enough for him, but then there was a soft, knock at the door and Edward whispered "hey are you okay? Why are you crying?"

"Fine, just thinking about you leaving." I once again only told the half truth "The dream I had last night, really shook me up."

"Okay love, but if you don't hurry we'll be late for school. We only have a bout five weeks or so, until we graduate you can't miss now. The finals will be next week." Edward told me in a soft and loving voice that told me he was here to stay.

Oh my god! I hadn't thought about school, how am I supposed to go the next five weeks with him around me. My breathing quickened as I remembered that not only that I had to see him but that Edward could hear his thought. "God, please don't let him be there to day." I prayed silently.

I got off the bath room floor, got dressed, and brushed through my hair. I slowly made my way down the stairs, and to the kitchen, where Edward was sitting at the table, with a pack of pop tarts sitting at the table waiting for me. "Did you know, some people eat these things frozen? Or, some just stick then in the microwave." He stated "Then some people eat them strait out of the box."

"Yeah, I did actually." I told him with a fake chuckle that I knew he knew was forced out.

I saw a pained look cross his face but I ignored it. And he act like normal. "Why?"

"Why, what?"

"Why do the call them pop tarts if you can eat them without using the toaster?" he asked me.

"You have food issues'." I told him simply he just chuckled.

When I was done Edward walked me out to the car and we drove to school in silence. And when we got to the school I finally asked what I had been thinking about since he told me I still had five weeks of high school left.

"I want to see if I can graduate early." I told him looking at my hands.

"Why?"

"I jut do." I told him "Please, I feel like it's something I need to do?"

"Okay. I'll see what I can do to get us some tests." Wow that was a lot easier than I thought it would be. "Come on, let's get you to class."

The rest of the day went by smoothly, Edward set it up so not only me, and him, got to graduate early but so do Alice, Jasper, Rose, and Emmett. But it had to wait until Thursday so the school could get the testing papers in for all of us.

"Bella love, the rest of the week is going to be sunny until Friday. And I talked or dazzled my way into getting us to do it Friday even though it's a conference day." He told me while I was laying on my bed silently thanking god that he wasn't at school to day.

"Okay sound good." I said "good night." I told him hoping that the cold meds I took a few minutes before would keep me from dreaming.

"Sweet dreams, love." Edward whispered in my ear.

'You should've said no, you should've gone home, you…" my alarm on my phone stopped when I opened it.

"Good morning love." Edward whispered in my ear. "I'm sorry but Emmett and Jazz are dragging me hunting with them so I won't see you until Thursday night."

"Okay." I told him "I love you, Edward." He bent his neck down to kiss me, and when his lips touched mine I couldn't help but flinch. "Sorry."

"Its fine, good bye love." He spoke softly before he jumped out the window and ran into the forest toward his house.

And then I realized, I had to still go to school, but at the same time I was relieved, that Edward wouldn't be there to read, his thoughts.

I put on a sweatshirt and a baggie pair of jeans, and went out to my truck, not in the mood to eat breakfast. As I drove to school I couldn't help but pray the he wasn't in school again today.

When I got up to the school I jumped out of the truck and slowly made my way over to the picnic table so I could wait until some more students got there. I pulled out my trig homework to look over and I was on number 9 when I felt a hand on my shoulder.

And with simple gesture I froze and I was back at the beach with him forcing me to the ground as I struggled to get away from him. But then I heard someone call my name.

"Bella?" I heard a voice I recognized but couldn't place "Bella! Bella!" the voice was there but all I saw was the sand, the water and him. But I heard her voice again "Bella, come on, its okay." and the beach was gone and I saw Angela, and Jessica, along with Tyler and a few others.

Angela was the one who was trying to comfort me. "I'm sorry." I whispered.

"It's alright are you okay?" asked Jessica.

I just nodded and everyone but Angela left. She looked me square in the eyes and said "Bella, I know you're lying to me if you ever want to talk I'm here. Okay?" I nodded

"Thank you."

"Anytime. Now come on, let's get you to class." She told me as she rapped her arm around me. At first contact I flinched but she pretended not to notice.

The rest of the day was uneventful, until I saw him in the hallway, and started to hyperventilate, but Ang saw and ran over, and calmed me before I had another flashback.

The rest of the week went about the same and I soon learned that he transferred out of all the classes we had to together. But I think Angela figured out that he was the cause of it and she helped me avoid him as mush as possible and whenever some one would touch me she would tell them to back off.

But now all five of the Cullen's and I were scattered in the gym, with Mrs. Cope and coach Clap watching us to make sure we didn't cheat. I felt bad for the rest of them because they could have all the work done in about ten minutes.

But when I was half way done with my last page Jasper started to get bored and both of our supervisors broke down in tears, but then they were rolling on the floor in fits of laughter. He kept changing their emotions every 30 seconds or so until I was done and we all went home.

The night before when Edward came back I wasn't afraid to kiss him, but I was still terrified if a human guy even looked at me. But I was proud that I hadn't had any nightmares since I started taking the cold medicine at bed time.

I was slowly making progress, to get my life back. or so i thought.