Right now I have no Internet cuz I'm camping with the fam. So fun (insert eye roll here) and tonight we wanted to cook over the fire it starts raining oh the joys of camping(sarcasm intended)
Oh and sorry in ch 5 I said that all of the Cullens were testing out but I am gong to fix it so it's only Bella, Edward, and Alice.( jazz will still mess with the teachers)
I don't own the twilight
Three weeks after test day

Edward, Alice, and I found out the test results the Monday after we took the test. Edward, and Alice passed with flying colors, of course, and I some how got a 96%.

And since the day of the tests I've been spending as much time at the Cullens as possible. But I do have to admit that Alice is driving me completely insane with wedding plans.

And my relationship with Rosalie is making progress, ever since the day she picked me up at the la push boarder she has treated me...I'm not really sure how she's treated me but it's kind of weird, like maybe she knows?

And I've been working so now I don't flinch as much only if someone other than the pack, or the Cullens touch me. But I haven't seen much of the pack because I just can't bring myself to cross the la push boarded without having a flashback, and I'm trying to avoid those.

But I have seen Leah and Seth at the store and they came over and I found out that they're werewolves too. And Jake has come over once or twice when Billy did to watch one game or another. But like I said I've spent most of my time at the Cullens.

For the past week or so Edward and I had, had a few fights. And it's honestly not his fault, I always just get mad at him out of nowhere. But then there's been a few times were I just broke down and cried for no reason.

Like, just yesterday Alice, and I were looking at flowers for the wedding and I started bawling about how sweet she was for helping me. Everyone that was at the house just looked at me like I was crazy, but then again I probably was.

So here I was lying in my bed and it hit me, I jumped out of bed and ran into the bathroom, without falling luckily. When I got in I put my head over the toilet and empted my stomach of all the food I had eaten the night before. I walked down stairs because I didn't feel sick, or at least not anymore.

"Hey bells, I'm gonna head over to Billy's." Charlie told me. "And don't forget him and I are gonna be going outa town so I won't be home tonight. We're just gonna stay at a hotel. Okay, kiddo?"

"Thought you and Billy were doing that next week." I answered him.

"Bells it's been two weeks since I told you about this. Remember? 'Bells in about two weeks Billy and I are going outa town for a fishing trip and we'll be spending the night will you be okay?'." Charlie told me

"Oh I guess you did. Sorry time just seems to be speeding away." I said "do you care if I stay at the Cullens while you're gone?"

"Sure."

Charlie starts for the door "bye dad. See you on Sunday."
"Actualy, it probably won't. See me until Monday. Cuz we won't get back till late so I might stay at Billy's." he explained

"Oh, okay." I got up and followed him.

He was now out the door and getting everything in the cruiser. "Oh yeah, no parties." he says with smile on his face.

"Oh man, I was planning on have biggest party of the year at old chief swans house while he was away. Darn!" I joked with him.

"First off I am not old. Second I'd like to see you even go to a party let alone throw one." he told me as he started the cruiser.
"Whatever, bye." I gave him a small wave.

After he was out of the driveway, walked back up to the bathroom to get some ibuprofen because I already had a headache. So I opened the medicine cabinet and me being the klutz I am I knocked over the entire top shelf.

I bent over and was about halfway done I saw it. The pink box, so I started to count back to the last time. I counted close to five weeks, I fell to the floor and counted over, and over. Until I knew I need a pregnancy test.

I pulled out my phone and called the first girl who came to mind, that wasn't a Cullen. " Hey, I need you to do me a favor and I can't let anyone find out, and you can't ask any questions until you get here." I told her "can you do that?"

"Sure. What do you need?" She asked me.

I took a deep breath and said "I need a pregnancy test." I told her quietly.

She gasped "yeah, okay. I'll be there as soon as I can. About twenty minutes or so." she told me then hung up.

The next twenty minutes were pure torture, I hadn't moved since I made the phone call. Then Leah came bursting through the bathroom door "here," she told me softly then in a more forcefully and commanding tone she said. " Now tell me one thing. Is it the leech's kid, well if there is a kid?"

"No" I cried

"Oh, I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you. Would you like to talk about it?" she said using her soft voice again.

"Let me pee on the stick and gather myself. If this comes back positive if you'll give it to me I'm going to need you to help me."
"I'll help. But before I do I need to know why you need it."

"Okay." I nodded and she walked out of the bathroom.

I opened the brown paper bag and there were three different brands of tests. So I opened all of the packs and did what I had to and sat them on the sink. "I'm done." I said just loud enough for Leah to hear.

Leah walked in and sat next to me on the ground waiting until the fifteen minutes were up. We were completely quiet until she said "it's time." I just nodded what else could I do?

I slowly made my way into a standing position, and walked over to the sink were each test laid on top of the proper box. I studied each box to make sure that I didn't misread them. And broke down again.

"I can't, I just can't. He'll think I cheated on him. I mean I did but not on purposes, I swear." I rushed out as I cried.

"Shh it'll be okay but you need to calm down and tell me what you're talking about." she said as she held a sobbing me.

"I can't...oh my god what am I going to tell Edward." and I started a new round of sobs.

About twenty minute later, Leah was still rubbing my back trying to sooth me. " if you're. Calm enough I would really like it if you told me what's wrong?" I just nodded. And she sighed. "Bella, would it be okay if I asked you a question?"

I nodded again "okay, Bella why are you freaking out?"

"The baby isn't Edwards." I whispered.

"Is it Jacobs?"

I slowly shook my head. "No it's not."

"Bella, who's is it?" Leah whispered.
"I... I.. I didn't mean to I'm sorry. He..he made me, I'm so sorry. But you can't tell Edward, please he can't know I cheated on him." I begged her.

"What do you mean he made you? Bella were you raped?" she asked sadness dripping from her voice.

"y..yes." I whispered and I wasn't even sure she heard other then the small gasp she let out.

"Bella, who?"

"I...I can't." I cried.

Sorry got it up as soon as I could. And I know my spelling sucks but im working on it.