Good bad baby ch11

Yay I am on a role. I love writing and I'm getting info for my next

Story so I have it ready but don't worry this story is far from over.

I found my USB it was in the last place I ever would have looked... In my snow boots.

I own noda

Bella pov

Tuesday and Wednesday when by quickly, Tuesday we met Lori, our realtor. And we looked at three houses; they were all nice but none

Were where I would I want my baby to grow up in.

Wednesday we looked at another four houses. I would have stopped at the second, but Leah insisted "if you don't look at them now you might regret it later."

Lori gave me the information to a good home inspector, who I called

Immediately, I mean we weren't even to the inn before I called.

The inspector said he'd go out and look through the inside and outside

Of the house, on Thursday. He told me I had no reason to be there, when he went through, but said to meet him at the house, on Friday to

Get the report and we could go through any and all repairs that needed done.

It was Thursday and I had to be at the walker clinic at noon for my appointment, with a doctor whose name I didn't yet know.

"Come on Leah, we need to hurry. I already had Michel call us a cab. I don't want to be late for my first appointment." Leah was taking

Forever to put her shoes on.

Leah grabs her purse and said "are ya coming?" as she opened the door.

I was mad so I yelled at her "Leah, you stupid bitch. Stop toying with me it isn't funny!" she was laughing

"What the fudge is so funny?"

"I...am...a...bitch..." she said in between laughs. (I my self don't usually cuss on paper, computer, or other wise.)

I looked at her like she was insane, the joke going right over my head. "Yes you are. Now lets go." we started in to the hall.

Leah started laughing harder "literally..." we made it out of the dragonfly and in to the cab by this point.

Ohh I started laughing too. The cabbie looked at both of us as if we were crazy. Stupid hormones, Leah stopped once we were pulling out of the parking lot; I soon followed her lead, and settled down enough to hear the radio.

"That was Kelly Clarkson with already gone. Up next is Taylor swift,

Breath" said the man on the radio.

Taylor swifts voice over took the radio

"I see you face in my mind as I drive away" I could see Edwards look of pain when he reads the letter.

"Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way" not even Alice.

"People are people and sometimes we change our minds" or they change for us.

"But it's killing me to see you go after all this time" only this time

I'm leaving you.

"Mmm... Mmm... Mmm... Mmm... Mmm... Mmm...

Mmm... Mmm... Mmm... Mmm... Mmm... Mmm...

Music starts playing like the end if a sad movie" how ironic.

"It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see, Cause its tragedy and it'll only bring you down" I can't get much lower.

"Now I don't know what to be without you around" how stupid am I?

"And we know it's never simple, Never easy, Never a clean break, No one here to save me" Cuz I left everyone I loved.

"You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand" maybe better.

"And I can't breath without you but I have to, Breath without you but I have to" I've tried and I can't.

"Never wanted this, Never want to see you hurt" but you are everyone is.

"Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve" I swerved, crashed, and I'm burning.

"People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out" it should have.

"And nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out" Cuz I won't say.

"And we know it's never simple, never easy, never a clean break, No one here to save me

You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand, and I can't breathe without you but I have to, Breath without you but I have to" I should've listened to you.

"Its 2am, Feeling like I just lost a friend" and so much more.

"Hope you know it's not easy, Easy for me,

Its 2am, Feeling like I just lost a friend,

I hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me, and we know it's never simple, never easy

Never a clean break no one here to save me

Ohh ohh, I can't breath without you" I dot think I ever will.

"But I have to, Breath without you, But I have to, Breath without you, But I have to, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry" I'm sorry.

By the time the song had gone to the chorus the first time I was crying. When the song ended I was sobbing saying "I'm sorry, I'm

Sorry" over and over again until Leah got me calmed down.

"Bella you need to settle down, stress and this kind of thing isn't Good for the baby." she told me. And I soon calmed down, "Bella, what was the break down for?"

I looked the dark skinned girl, sitting next to me, in the eyes and said two simple words "the song" and she understood.

The last few minutes of the trip were only filled with the sound of the radio, and I tuned that out, just in case. "Here we are girls."

"Could you wait here until were done so you can drive us back?"

"Sure. I can do that." the balding man said.

"Thanks." I said to the guy now waiting on us.

Leah walked ahead of me and opened the door for me. When we walked in we saw a waiting room with three doors. And an open desk where two nurses sat.

One of the nurses was on the phone with some one (I would bet it wasn't important by the way she was giggling) so I walked up to the

Other girl with Leah behind me still. "Hello, I have an appointment at noon with an ob doctor?" it came out like I asked.

"Name please." the nurse asked.

I looked at her and said with as much confidence as I could muster "Isabella Lake."

The nurse looked back at her computer and typed for a few minutes before saying "alrighty. Dr. Walker Will be with you in just a couple of minutes. If you'll follow me." so we did, we followed her strait into a room like any other doctors room.

The nurse said "if you'll stand on the scale, I'll get your weight." the nurse told me.

She wrote on the chart and left the room after a few other tests.

Soon the doctor came in and said "hi I'm Dr. Cris walker, please call me

Cris."

"Um hi I'm Isabella lake, but I go by be...is, I go by Is."

I stated Cris didn't seem to notice the stutter and asked "so how far along are you?"

"Uh about two months." I told her

"Okay how long ago did you find out?" the doctor asked writing in the

Chart.

"Two or three weeks."

Cris looked at me "have you been taking any vitamins or meds?" I just

Shook my head no.

Dr Walker then stood and walked over to the sink to wash her hands. "So is this your practice?" I asked her.

"Nope I'm a completly different walker." she said with a smile. Putting on some gloves.

"Okay do you or anyone in your family have any birth defects?"Her hands were probing my stomach

I was looking at a poster on the wall and shook my head, pretending that her hands weren't on my body. "Not that I know of."

"What about the father?" and that set me over the edge with a flash back.

The poster I was staring at was now a fire with blue and green flames. The exam table I was on was now log in the sand. Mike is talking to me, but I can't hear him I know what's gonna happen next so I try to leave, to wake up, anything but I can't he's holding me down.

He pulls the knife out, his lips start to move but I can't focus on what he's saying I'm trying to get away but I can't, he holds me down. I failed I lost to him. Again. But this time it all goes black. And I thank god it did.

Leah pov

"What about the father?" the dr. asked and Bella froze, her eyes glazed over.

"Shit!" I swore under by breath when she kicked Cris. I stood and ran over to her "Bella! C'mon Bella you need wake up now! He's not here!

It's just you and me you need to wake up!"

Tears were running down her face as she screamed for her attacker to stop. Once Cris caught her breath she yelled out the door "I need help

In here! Bring me a sedative!" and she ran to bellas flying legs to stop her from hurting anyone.

Then two nurses and another doctor came running in one of them

Holding a syringe with a clearish liquid. While every one was fighting to restrain Bella the nurse slid the med into her arm and she relaxed but before she passed out she said well slurred three words "sorry. Love. Edward."

Someone tapped on my shoulder "miss can I talk to you for a minute?" Cris asked as everyone else left. I nodded to her.

The dr. took a deep breath "do you know if Is was raped?"

I answered in a whisper "yeah she was."

"has she reported it?"

"no. She refuses."

"do you know who did it?"

I looked her in the eye and said "if I did he would not be alive."

Cris took another breath "I know it isn't any of my business but it will help me with knowing how to go about things with her. Are... Are you and is in a relationship?"

Sorry if I kept going it would have been too long R&R