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Bellas pov

I have my house all set up and have most of the thing I need for the baby but today is the day Leah is leaving. "I'll miss you." She tells me as the intercom announces her flight.

"We'll miss you too!" I say my emotions getting the best of me, and tears start to fall.

"If I don't go back not only will the pack be hounding me so will the Cullens." Leah hugs me. "But will you do me a favor?" I nod so she goes on. "Keep seeing Dr. Todd."

I roll my eyes "I've only met her once." She glares at me, "Okay, I will."

"Bye Is, I'll see you soon."

"Be carefull Leah." I call to her as she leaves my sight.

Angelas pov

Bella has been gone for over a month, and it is killing the cullens and, me. She was the best friend I've had I a while, but Alice and Edward were her life, and her theirs.

I hadn't seen either of them since Bella left, but before Alice and I had become friends. "Are you sure they'll come?" Ben asked as I put the invitation in the mail box.

"I don't know, but she is my friend and I want her there." I told him.

Alice pov

"Alice dear, you have mail." Esme said in the same sad voice that everyone had used for the last month.

"Thanks, mom." I told her as I walked into the kitchen. I opened the envelope to find an wedding invite from Ben and Angela, and not only to me but Edward also.

"I'm not going!" Edward said firmly from his room. "I cant handle all of their thoughts." He explains.

"I understand, but I want to go, and tell Angela about the move and say good bye." I tell him.

Bella pov

Leah had been gone for a few days and today I have another appointment with Dr. Todd, and I know I said I would go but I can't bring myself to get in my car. Its whats best for the baby, how am I gonna talk to someone I don't know if I can't event think about it without a meltdown.

But it's for the baby! I decided, and walkout to the car, and I was on my way to see Dr. Todd by myself for the first time, and as nervous as ever I park and take out the keys, just breathing until I hear a song I've listened to but never heard before. Behind these hazel eyes, Kelly Clarkson.

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes.

Frustrated with the lyrics I get out of the car slamming the door and walk into the building. The receptionist looked to me and said "Are you Is Lake?" as I walked to her. I nod." Well Dr. Todd said you can just go in."

"Thank you." I say softly. As I open the wooden door to the office.

"Hello miss Lake." Said the light haired doctor.

"You can call me Is." I tell her as she gestures for me to sit.

"Well then you call me kate. I was afraid you weren't coming." She admits

"I almost didn't."

"So Is, is everything okay? I mean why are you crying?" She looks me in the eyes.

I wipe the tears off my face mot knowing I had been crying. "I…It…" I had trouble finding the right words. "I heard a song that made me sad." I tell her.

"What was the name of the song?" anksd Kate.

"Behind These Hazel Eyes."

She writes that down. "why did that song make you sad?"I take a deep breath, not sure how to answer her without telling her yet.

"It made me think of myself."

She could tell the line of questions was making me uneasy "So why did you come today?" she ased after a few minutes.

"My baby." I tell her.

She looks shocked to hear that. But goes on "What do you mean?"

"Well a few people have told me I need to talk and get rid of stress for the baby."

"I see. So how do your parents feel about you being pregnant this young?"

"I…Uh…They don't know." I whisper.

"You haven't told them? Is that why you started coming to talk?"

I think of ways to say this "I don't live with them my mom lives in Florida, and dad lives in Washington. But that isn't why I started to come here."

Kate writes that down "Then what is?"

"I was…He…I'm not sure I can talk about it yet." I said but it does have to do with the baby."

"Okay. We'll work on talking about it."

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