the good, the bad, and the baby Chapter 15: letting it out, a twilight fanfic

I have to write this chapter, but by the end of it or the next chapter it'll speed up. I own nothing!

Angelas pov

"Thanks for coming." I said. We were just starting the reception, it had ben about 20 minutes since I became Mrs. Chenny (Sorry I can't remember how to spell bens last name.)

Alice gave me a small smile "Yeah, sorry Edward just couldn't handle it. Besides I wanted to talk to you." She responded in a small voice.

"What's that?" I asked her.

"Well the truth is, we're moving. We're almost packed and we'll be moved out in the next week. I just wanted to let you know." Said the pixie like girl.

"Well I'm going to miss you, but at least I know your leaving and you didn't just leave me." the second it came out I backtracked " That is not what I meant! I'm just glad I'm important enough for you to tell me."

Alice said "I know, it's okay. " She hugged me and said "Have fun in Hawaii." Her cold arms left me and the last thing she had said was "You're a great friend, I'll remember you for forever." And she left.

Bellas pov

Six months pregnant

It was the day I found out the sex of the baby! But I have to say I had been having dreams of my old life two and three times a night. I get in the car and start driving towards the walker clinic as I did this I realize how much I missed my bid, loud, rusty truck.

When I get in I was called back to Dr. Walker immediately "Hello Is, are you ready to find out the gender of the baby?" she asked excitedly

I nod "Yeah, are you always this excited to find out the sex of a baby?" I asked.

She gave a small laugh "Yes I am. Now get on the table and I'll take a look." I did as she said. She put the cold gel on my way over grown belly and the first thing I think of is Edward but im soon pulled back by "Oh my god!"

"What's the matter? Is the baby okay?" panic was the only thing I felt.

"Yeah the babies are fine." She said.

"Thank god the babies are okay!" I said and she smiled "Wait. What?"

"Is, you're having twins. A boy and girl."

I couldn't think everything was blank "I…Er…Ah…Wow." Was all I managed to get out.

I can't remember the rest of that day too well other than being so excited I wanted nothing more than to tell Alice.

I do however recall the next appointment with Dr. Todd very well. So many thing happened that day, so many walls fell or at least started too.

I walked in crying again, although I hadn't done that the last few sessions, "Why are you crying?" was the first thing she asked me.

"Another song." She handed me a case full of CD's and told me to see if the song was on any of them "Yeah this one."

She put in the player and I told her which song "Now when the song is over I want you to tell me what you fell." I nod and she starts it.

I was sitting on my doorstep,
I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand,
But I knew I had to do it,
And he wouldn't understand,
So hard to see myself without him,
I felt a piece of my heart break,
But when you're standing at a crossroad,
There's a choice you gotta make.

I know there's a blue horizon,
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me,
Getting there means leaving things behind,
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet.

Time heals,
The wounds that you feel,
Somehow, right now.

I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
Starts with goodbye,
The only way you try to find,
It's sad but, sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye,
Na na na na na na na.

The song was over "can you tell me what you're feeling?" Kate asked sitting next to me instead of across from me.

"It brings back sooo much for me. The man I love, well he left me over a year ago." I tell her.

"Why are you just talking to someone now?"

"He came back." Not paying her a lot of attention but knowing I needed to talk. "We we're going to get married. His sister is, no was my best friend."

"Did something happen to him?"

"Yeah…well not to him. I was at a friends and I did something stupid and ran away from my problems."

Kate was writing "What Happened? What made you run away?"

"I went for a walk and came across some school friends, we sat at the camp fire." My eyes were closed trying my hardest not let the flash backs come. "I llost track of time then HE offered me a drink, root beer."

"Would HE be your boyfriend?"

"No!" I yell trying my best to get rid of the vivid flashes taking over. But I felt his hand on my arm. "No! Please no! I can't!"

I see the odd blue, green fire that only drift wood can make, mike holds my arms, pushes me down I scream for any, and all to hear but no one ever comes. His knife cuts me, his knees and fists bruise me, body crushes me and he leaves me in the sand beaten, blood and crying.

"Is, come on I need you back with me. Is?" Kates voice breaks through the nightmare.

"I'm sorry! He made me! I couldn't let Edward know! I'M so sorry!" I found myself curled in a ball on the floor.

"Is, sweetie what happened?"

"I was raped!" I sobbed.

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