I will not apologize it is a sign of weakness. But I will say that making money, and learning take up a lot of time.
I own it all…not!
Bellas pov
"Dad I'm so sorry!" his arms wrapped around me just like they would when I was little.
"It's okay, baby. I'm here now." He held me for what felt like forever but it couldn't have been more than a few minutes before he said "Bella, please tell me why you ran."
I closed my eyes knowing I had to tell him sometime. "I… Ah… where do I start?"
Dad dabbed his eyes and said "What about the beginning?"
"I don't know if I can." I told him "Can I show you something first?"
He hesitated "I… Yeah I guess so, but could tell me why you're here?" Charlie looks around the room.
I gave him a small, sad smile "You'll see, that's what I'm about to show you. And if you aren't mad, or hate me then I'll tell you everything."
The way he looked at me was heart shattering "I could never hate you."
"You say that now." I pressed the nurse button and Penny appears in the door "Can I take my dad to see them?"
"Of course but I must say that the same rules apply."
I nodded "Okay, thank you." Penny left and Charlie helped me into the wheel chair.
I pointed in the direction of the room, he walked through the door and gasped "I… Bella… When… Ahh…" he couldn't put together a sentence.
After close to ten minutes of just sitting there Charlie finally said something "why didn't you tell me?"
"I was afraid, I still am." I admitted. "Not sure you, or Ed-anyone else would want me."
"Why? I love you. Look at your mom and I we had you at your age." He said "So witch one in my grand baby?" my dad smiled at me.
"Well your grandson is named E.J." His smiled light his face. "But your granddaughter is named Reenesme."
"You, had twins?"
I nodded and we went over to the 'crib' where my babies slept. "She's not doing well, dad. I'm scared."
Once we were kicked out of the NICU we went back to my room. I was in my bed, Charlie in the chair next to me. "Why didn't you tell him?" I just stayed silent trying not to cry. "He deserves to know."
"Bella what's wrong?"
"Nothing Edward. I just need to think."
"I know, but I couldn't tell him."
"Why? He loves you. He'd make a good dad." Tears leaked from my eyes, he touched my arm and couldn't help the flinch "Probably a better father then myself."
That one word. One tiny word means the world. You can be a father and not a dad and vice versa. Now sobbing I decide to tell him why I ran. "They aren't his."
"Edward isn't the father?" I shake my head. "You and Jake?"
"I… he… not Jacob, someone else. Do you have a pen?" I take a piece of paper off the night stand and Charlie hands me a pen.
Charlies pov
I gave her my pen and, slowly she wrote. She paused for just a moment then silently handed it to me. I look at the paper when her eyes met mine. And three words I never dreamed my own daughter would say, or write were on the paper.
"No." I said tears in my eyes. "When? Who? I… No." my voice broke as I said this.
"I'm sorry, I… it doesn't matter... La Push."
"Who?" I said more forcefully, but knowing my daughter and how stubborn she could be. She said La Push, someone on the Reservation? "Bella, you need to tell me who. I'm a cop, I could get him put in jail, for years. Please." I begged at the end.
"Dad, please." Begged the new mom. I dropped the subject for the moment, and we were silent for a while, until Bella said "How is he?" she whispered.
"Who?" I asked before I realized who she was talking about. "He… when I saw him, he was… broken."
Edwards pov
I could tell I was getting on jaspers nerve, and not just by his thoughts. So I ran into the woods near our house, trying to clear my head I sat on a fallen tree, well broken tree. In the distance I could hear teenagers partying the radio on and unable to clear my head I listen to the music. I recognized the voice to be Taylor Swift.
(Bold = Edwards thoughts)
I heard a song tonight on the radio -Ironic
Another girl sings about a boy
She see his face in every space, every room –Does Bella, I see her
And I know that if I turn around you won't be there –I wish you were
If I close my eyes, will you be there? -Yes
I don't wanna lose your face –I never will
And I don't wanna wake up one day –For once I'm glad I can't dream
And not remember what time erased –I almost wish that's what would happen, almost
And I don't wanna turn around
'Cause I'm not scared of what love gave me and took away
And I don't wanna lose your face -Ever
I got a picture of you in my bedroom –More than one
And I hope it never falls –but it is a picture of you
I hope I never lose that feeling
I used to get whenever you'd call –God I miss you
And now I wonder to myself
Who were you, where are you? –I should have seen this coming
Were you ever here at all? –Were you?
And I don't wanna wake up one day
And not remember what time erased –Time is nothing
And I don't wanna turn around
'Cause I'm not scared of what love gave me and took away –why did you leave?
And I don't wanna lose your face
The girl in the song had it so good –Good, but painful
I wish I could close my eyes and see you –your chocolate eyes, beautiful long hair
I wish the sky had your face
And the oceans had your eyes
And the sunset had your lips
And I had you, oh, whoa, yeah –If I did I would nothing more
I don't wanna lose your face –I really don't
I don't wanna wake up one day –I never will awaken from this nightmare
And not remember what time erased –time can never do that, not to me
And I don't wanna turn around
'Cause I'm not scared of what love gave me and took away –But I am
And I don't wanna lose your face
Oh, no, no
I don't wanna lose your face –I won't lose yours but will you lose mine?
And I don't wanna turn around –I wish you know how much I love you
Oh, oh, oh, ooh, yeah
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, yeah
The song ended and I closed my eyes, and she was there just like I knew she would be. Bella next to Alice smiling, messing around. I just wish I knew why she left. But I didn't. I took a deep breath and ran back home, I needed a distraction.
Bellas pov
All I could think was how could I do that to him, but then I thought it would have been worse to tell him the truth. "How are the others?" Charlie stopped and took my hand.
"They moved, Bells." His voice was broken.
Leahs pov
Oh god! No! I can't believe it. This was not supposed to happen! On a mission, to 'help' Bella and I Imprint!
Do I know his name? NO
Do I know where he's from? No
Do I know His age, favorite food, color? No. NO. NO!
I was supposed to find the Bastard 'Mike' but no, I find the guy of my dreams in a hotel. This was going to be fun… not.
I know suckish ending. Anyone know who leahs imprint is? I'd love to hear what you think.