Here's the next chapter. Right after the last one. Hope it is okay, I feel a little like I'm writing Dean/Bela a bit OOC, but then again the point of this fic is a Dean/Bela fic. And to shed light on Bela and the real her underneath the hardcore bitch front she puts on. Anyways please R&R I appreciate it soo much:)
Rundown Motel.
Dean released himself from the hospital a day after, of course against the advisement of the doctor. He'd went with Sam to the closest motel room ready to get some grub and more rest.
"I'll go get the food and you stay put. Maybe call Bobby and let him know what's going on?"
Dean nodded. "Yeah fine."
Dean grabbed the remote to the tv, but put it back down. He grabbed his jacket and walked out the door.
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Bela's Room
Dean knocked on the other motel room door a couple times.
"Dean."
"Hey...figured I'd swing by, let you know they released me."
"Uh huh. You mean you forced them to? I doubt you should be out of there already."
"Yeah yeah whatever."
"Okay, well you told me. It's late...I was going to sleep." Bela told him. She was being distant...after yesterday and her emotional walls crumbling she needed to try to get her feelings in check. It was harder than she thought though.
"Right." Dean nodded. "We'll touch base later. Goodnight."
He started to walk away.
"Wait..." Bela said suddenly, feeling guilty for being bitchy with him after everything he'd been through. "Look, just come inside...I'm not really that tired anymore."
He turned back around, and walked inside. She shut the door behind him.
"Look if you need my help with research or something I'm not really in the mood." Dean said.
"No it's fine...what'd he say? Castiel I mean."
"You don't want to know. I just...I can't."
"Dean don't...you couldn't talk about your issues before but you did. If not me then who? Sam?"
"I just...Alastair, he uh...told me things. Castiel just confirmed them."
"What do you mean?"
Dean shook his head.
"Just stop it. Stop with the feeling sorry for yourself. I can't help if you don't keep me informed on everything."
He sighed. "Look...what I did to you that first time...when I broke...I started all this."
"What? Started what?"
"I broke the first seal." Dean said, sitting down on the bed.
To say she was surprised was an understatement.
"Dean..."
"Don't..I got enough to deal with, you can't give me a pep talk it ain't going to work."
"I'm sorry." she said softly. And she was. "What else did he say?"
"Cas said I am the one who has to end it. It has to be me."
"You think you can do that all by yourself?
"I don't think I can do it at all."
She gave him a hard look.
"I'm serious, they want me, well I can't do it. I'm not who I used to be." He shook his head.
"Oh please. You're...well you. A bit of a hypocrite, stubborn...although maybe I'm worse...and your taste in motels are terrible. However when it comes to getting the job done, saving people...I think you do okay." She said.
"Wow...that was helpful." he said, and almost smiled.
She smiled. "I gave it a go...I'm not the most sentimental person."
"Noted."
"I meant what I said. You have Sam, and Bobby...and what about me? Why did they bring me here if I have nothing to do with any of it?"
Dean sighed. "Guess so. About that actually...Cas kept going on about fate, that I was fated to break the seal, to end it. And you, well..." he paused.
Bela looked at him confused.
"...he said it was the reason we were both brought back." Dean finished, leaving out the part about Castiel saying Dean was the one who needed her, not the angels.
"Fate? That sounds rediculous."
"Yeah. Look Sam should be back, I'll let you get back to your beauty rest...we both know you need it." he teased. He stood up and made his way to the door.
She rolled her eyes at his comment, but smiled anyways. He seemed to be a little better now than he had when he walked in.
"And Dean, good to have you back in the living world."
He grinned. "Aw Bela, were you worried about me?"
She laughed. "Cute, but no."
"You're lying isn't as good these days." he said.
"Maybe, but I'm not lying." she said. Of course that itself wasa a lie.
"Uh huh."
She walked with him the rest of the way to the door, prepared to lock it.
"Go." she said.
This was getting rediculous. he thought. They'd sidestepped any conversation about what had happened between them those months ago. Ignoring it was getting tiresome.
He turned to her to tell her goodbye, but changed his mind. He reached his hand up to her face ignoring the pain in his shoulder, and pulled her to him kissing her deeply, but quickly. They pulled apart just as fast as he'd kissed her. He backed away into the doorway. Bela looked surprised.
"Um...wha..."
He just smirked. "Goodnight." He walked out, shutting the door behind him.
What the hell? She thought. Bela touched her lip, she hadn't expected that. God he was good.
End chapter.
