Again, continued right from the last chapter. I know, this episode is a little repetitive, but the final 2 of the season was important to set up the storyline. I was not going to originally but but with a couple requests I will continue through to season 5. However, I do not know if I will do all of season 5 or make an AU ending at some point. Thanks again for reading, I hope you enjoy. Please Reiew! :)

Bobby's House.

Bela was sitting down, drinking from the Bobby had given her. It burned going down, but by this point she'd practically gone numb to the feeling. She really wanted to leave, to get of of the house. Bobby was just as freaked as Dean, as the boys were like his own sons.

She heard him come back into the room.

"You really stuck around all this time? Why?"

Bobby didn't expect a straight answer from her. After all, last time he questioned her motives she'd lied to his face...or rather manipulated a real situation into something else.

"I don't know." she said. "When I first got back, all I wanted was answers. Didn't want to be anyone's pawn anymore. Then Castiel said he would send me back to hell if I didn't. And now...I'm not even that important, just here to help for some reason."

"So you could leave if you want to? Then why won't you?"

Bobby thought he knew the answer though. He just wasn't sure he believed it. Except she didn't really give him an answer. Bela shrugged her shoulders, and stood. she walked to the kitchen and rinsed the glass out. He followed, but didn't say anything. She stayed facing the sink, not turning back around.

"He's an idiot." she finally said.

Bobby knew who she meant. Dean.

"Something is going on up there. It isn't right. Castiel got taken up there and now he's differnet than before. They aren't telling Dean the truth, yet he's signed himself up for whatever it is they want him to do. I think we both should know by now selling ourselves never works well for us."

Bobby nodded when she turned back around. "Yeah well yeah he's a moron, but he's stubborn. I'm more worried he's going to push Sam right into doing this."

"What happens if he does? Is Lilith dying a bad thing?"

"Come on it ain't gonna be okay if Sam turns demonic."

"Yes, I know that. It's just...what she's planning on doing...if she succeeds the world's going to end. What if the angel's plan doesn't stop it. I don't agree with Sam...I think Dean is capable of whatever he needs to do, except for if the angel's are wrong. They could screw everything up. Who fixes it then?"

Bobby looked at her, he wasn't used to this Bela. She really was trying to be concerned with all of this.

"I don't know. But it ain't going to be Sam using his demon powers to kill her. There's always another way."

She sighed. "And if the angels take him away and make him fight Lilith? If Dean dies this time...for them, he may not be coming back. You're okay with that?"

Bobby looked to her. "Huh. That's what this is really about isn't it? You scared Dean's gonna go die?"

She didn't answer.

"Same reason you haven't gone off and done your own thing, gone back to your own life. You care for him."

"Bobby I don't..." she started. But she trailed off, couldn't finish the sentence. He was right after all, he usually was.

"Thought so. So how about instead of sitting here wondering we both go downstairs and try to figure out how Sam got the hell out of my panic room?" Bobby really just was trying to give them something to do. He knew they wouldn't find anything down there.

Bela didn't want to. She wanted to stay up here drinking more whiskey, but she nodded anyways and followed him to the basement.

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Sam's Room at some higher end motel.

Dean had snuck in to find Ruby next to Sam's bed, putting things in a bag. He took out the knife and was about to attack, but before he could get a hold of her Sam stormed in and held Dean off why Ruby ran out.

"Sam what the hell?"

"Dean stop. It isn't what you think just let her go."

"No. You're protecting her, after everything she has done to you? Getting you high on demon blood and then disappearing on you so you can't get another fix?"

"She was looking for Lilith. Besides, your one to talk. You've been slutting it up with Bela for months now. Did you happen to forget what she did?"

Sam had let it go before, and really he believed Dean when he said Bela was different. But he was pissed right now and it seemed like the easiest way to piss Dean off too.

"Sam shut up. She isn't a demon, and this isn't about her. It's about you. I'm not the one being dragged around, manipulated, and changed."

"Dean, you're wrong."

"No, I'm not. Sam I just want this to be over, I want you to be okay. Trust me when I say, you aren't even close to okay. If this was me, you'd do the same. You just can't see it."

"Look, just calm down okay? I'm fine now. We have a lead close to Lilith, we can get to her. Come on Dean, let's just do this together."

"Yeah, sure you and me? Demon bitch isn't coming. You say goodbye to her, we can go after Lilith right now if you want."

"No. I need her to help me kill Lilith. I'm the only one who can."

"No you're not."

"Oh what, just because the angels think you can makes it true?"

"You don't think I can."

"No, you're not strong enough. Not anymore."

Sam was really good at pissing Dean off.

"Who the hell gives you the right to say that?"

"I can do what needs to be Dean."

"Well you aren't doing it. You're not going to do a damn thing, not like this."

"Yeah well you're not my boss Dean. I'm done always doing what you tell me to do. This is my call."

"You don't know what you are doing Sam. Look at yourself man."

"Yes, I do."

"Well than I think that's worse, if you really can see what you've become and you don't care."

"What I've become huh? That what you think? What is it Dean, just say it."

"You'll become a monster. After all this is over, it may be you we have to hunt. You really want that?"

Sam may have been hurt, but he turned that into anger and raised his arm, punching Dean hard in the face knocking him down.

Dean manages to get up and hit's him back, and they fight for good minute at least. Dean's trying hard to keep up, but he hadn't ate in days, hadn't been sleeping, and had been drinking far too much. Sam on the other hand was juiced up on demon blood.

He finally knocked Dean hard enough, and Dean stayed on the ground this time.

Sam started heading for the door, Dean looked to him. "If you walk out that door now, don't ever come back." Dean said. He'd hoped Sam would see how serious he was and change his mind. It didn't work. Sam walked out the door anyways.

End Chapter.