Disclaimer: I own nothing at all to do with the Lost Boys. Sorry this chapter isn't much eventful and really short, but I promise the next update will be long! :-)Thanks so much for your reviews and for sticking with my story. I really appreciate it!

Dear mom and dad,

What does love feel like? You never did tell me... Is it love when you want to kill someone and then kiss them, although not specificially in that order?

Susie sneaks up behind David, who is lying stretched out in his wheelchair, oblivious, and covers her little hands over his eyes. "Guess who?" she says quietly.

"Hmm. I don't know." David feigns confusion, humouring her. "Marko, who is it?"

Is it even possible that you can love someone, and yet hate them as well?

Marko smiles widely. "I don't know, David. Why don't you ask Paul?" He plays along with their game, and Susie giggles.

Over where Paul is lounging around on the old bed with Dwayne, he cranes his neck over to look at Marko, the air suffused in smoke from his joint. "Who wants to know?" he asks loudly, on the verge of laughter.

"I want to know!" David says gruffly. "Vegetable?" he asks, knowingly.

I think I am starting to feel things... for him.

Susie giggles. "No!"

"Mineral?"

Susie thinks for a moment, her face scrunched up in confusion. "No..."

"Animal?"

Susie hesitates; she's never played this game before. Marko answers for her. "Yes, David."

I think I am staring to forget where I came from, and who I am. If you could hear me somehow, please know that I am all right. I am living with these four strange, mind-blowing boys. One of them I think I love. Tell me its okay to feel this way. Tell me its okay to move on and forget you. Tell me you forgive me for feeling this way.

"Boy?"

There's a moment of silence where Susie gasps loudly. "No! I'm a girl, not a boy!" She roars and then removes her hands from his eyes. She moves directly in front of David, and then he grabs hold of her waist, attacking her with tickles. She giggles loudly and wriggles like a fish out of water into his lap.

One of them I think I love and he's not even the type of boy that you can take home to visit your parents with...

I meet Marko's gaze and we both smile at the two of them.

Could it be possible that ever since having that foreboding dream this morning, I was starting to see David differently? While the other boys seemed like baffling, mind-blowing brothers to me, David was something... more. I never believed it possible that anyone could care for Susie as much as I did, but then there was no denying David was very fond and protective of her.

While he is distracted by Susie, I take the opportunity to look at him. I realized that he was very attractive, albeit in a malevolent, daunting way. He looks like he could bite anyone... literally. Watching him feed before, so close to me as I did the same, it had slightly altered the way I looked at him. But then, in the back of my mind, I already was always aware of what he was capable of. Capable of terrifying, wretched things...

His blond hair, a blanched mullet, and silver earring that was dangling low halfway to his shoulder, made him somehow look more frightening and beautiful in a very bizarre way. But he wasn't without his faults, just like anybody. His temper often got the better of him, not to mention the fact that he went through cigarettes like a damned chimney. But then, without these faults, he wouldn't be quite the same person anymore.

"I'm hungry!" Susie announces to the boys loudly, folding her arms across her chest.

Nobody says anything, just stares at the little, hungry monster Susie. And then Marko takes her hand and then disappear out of the cave and out of sight. He must be taking her out to feed.

Dear mom and dad,

There's something about Susie that is very different from what you're used to. She's a little monster now. She kills humans for food. So do I. Just thought I'd let you know in advance...