Hey guys! I kinda felt bad for the last chapter cause it's so short. So I'll post 7 and 8 together.
APOV
I made my decision that summer before sophomore year, I went over Rose's House. To see my best friend one last time, it was fun, until it was time to go home for dinner.
"Rose I love you. You're my best friend." I hug her and smile at her.
"I love you too Ali, and your my best friend too." She hug me back and I waved at her as I got on my bike and rode home.
Dinner was usual, Edward talked about Bella and him, and mom criticized my life. I know she cared but it doesn't seem like it, I'll never be the perfect little girl they used to have. Dad was working again so she really had no one to talk to.
"Can I be excused? I'm full." I push my food away
"Sure Alice." The last thing mom said to me that night,
Once in my room went on the computer, to shut down my facebook. Scrolling through one last time a message popped up.
Hey Ali, its Jasper, we need to talk….
I almost wrote back, i love you Jasper, I just wish you could of seen it. but I didn't. I stared at the screen until he logged off. Instead of my original purpose I just logged out and took out pen and paper, and wrote a note to my family and friends, and my love
Dear mom and dad,
I'm sorry I'm not perfect. I know my place, I know I'm not wanted, Edward is perfect, but I will Always love you. But I'll never be like Edward. I hope in time you can forgive me.
Your little girl,
Alice.
Dear Edward,
You got your wish, you'll be an only child. I hope your happy, all those times at school you could of told them to knock it off, but you didn't, all you cared about was yourself. Believe me when I saw, Bella is two-Faced, don't trust her. I wish we could have been the way we were when we were little. Laughing and joking. I love you Big Brother, I always looked up to you
You little sister,
Alice
Dear Rose and Emmett,
You two are my only friends. You mean the world to me, how can I ever repay you? Rose, you were the only girl that didn't care what I wore, no matter how many times you joked about my taste is clothes, you always cheered me up when the kids at school did nothing but pick on me. I love you like a sister and I hope you can forgive me. Emmett, where to start, you are like my big brother, you picked on me to make me smile, not to tear me down. You always had a smile on your face and a joke to share (even if they were lame.) your dating a wonderful girl. You better not ever break her heart.
Love forever and Always, your best Friend
Alice.
Dear Jasper,
You were very kind to me in 8th grade. I'm forever thankful you didn't sign that list back in 6th grade. You're a great guy Jasper, any girl would be lucky to date you. I hope you find the girl that's worth it.
I love yo your friend sincerely,
Alice.
I can't write I love you to Jasper, he's dating Jessica. I can't. my phone rings.- It's Jasper- I let it ring. He can't ruin this. I walk to the bathroom and grab a bottle of pills from the medicine cabinet. I shove half of the bottle in my mouth and walk to my bed and lay down. Everything will soon be over. And no one will care. My phone rings again but I'm too tired to get it. my eyes get heavy, this is it. no more pain. No more cutting, no more my eyes close for good…..
JPOV
"Damnit Alice pick up the phone!" I get her voice mail again. the second time, that isn't like her, she always picks up on the first ring. I hope she's ok, I broke up with Jessica. She cheated on me with Mike Newton, but that's a story for another day. I want to ask Alice out. But she's not answering. Then I dialed her house,
"Hello? Esme speaking.
"Hey Mrs. Esme, is Alice home? I called her number twice and she won't pick up. " I say and I pace my room back and forth.
"She's in her room. I'll get her." she said. Not long after I heard her scream.
"What is it?" I exclaim back, but it was drowned out by her calling Edward to dial 911.
"Mrs. Esme? whats wrong?" I run out of my room to get my dad's keys.
"S-sh-she suicide! There's notes!" She sobbed. Alice? Killing herself? That's not her
"I'll meet you guys at the hospital." I hang up and run downstairs, fighting back tears.
"Dad, I need your keys. Its important!"
"Where are you going?" dad asks. I see my sister look up at my urgent tone.
"The hospital." I reply as calmly as I can.
"Why?"
"It's Alice, she….committed suicide. Please let me go!"
"What? No! not Ali! "Rose shouts. Dad wastes no time in giving me the keys.
"Hopefully she's still alive." He says but I can barely hear him as me and rose run out to his car. I get in and drive over the speed limit to the hospital, Rose calling Emmett crying to tell him the news. Tears blur my vision as I park in the parking lot. Rose and I blur out of the car and run to the emergency room. Running to the lady at the desk.
"A-Alice c-cullen, is she here? What room is she in or will be?"
"Alice Cullen? My daughter?" I look up at Carlisle, behind the lady.
"Carlisle!" I hear Esme's voice as she runs in to where Rose and I Stand, "It's Ali, she killed herself." Esme was bawling at this point. As soon as Carlisle heard that he took off running to emergency surgery maybe to help fix Alice, instead of Comforting his wife. We sit in the lobby Crying. Edward pacing back in forth, yelling in hushed tones. Rosalie sits in Emmett's, (who just got here) lap. They both are crying their eyes out. Esme isn't any better. I can hear her damning herself for yelling at Alice. I sit there, silent tears stream my face. Carlisle comes back in three hours later. We all look up at him fearing the girl we all love is dead.
"She's sleeping. We got to her fast enough. She'll be ok."
~thelittlepixie13. R&R always appreciated