JPOV

"Who was the one to check on Alice?" Carlisle asked

"I called her twice, she didn't pick up. Something was wrong so I called your house number and Mrs. Esme saw her." I said.

"Thank you Jasper. That's kind of you. You saved our daughter's life. How can we repay you?" he said, holding a sniffling Esme."

"No need, I'm just glad to hear she's alive." I nod as Rosalie moves off of Emmett and hugs me and sits in my lap like she did when we were growing up.

" ?" a women called Carlisle, "I'm Dr. Weber, the hospital psychiatrist." She sits down next to us. Edward finally joins us, he sits next to his dad, looking like crap. Like it's his fault she attempted it. "I wanted to Talk about Alice and what led up to this. When she wakes I can start a regular therapy. My daughter knows her and i've heard how sweet she is. I wanted to help her.

"That's very kind of you." Esme nodded

"Your Angela's mom? Rose asks.

"Yes." Dr. Weber repiles. Rose nods.

"Were you aware of her depression at all?" Angela's mom pulls out a pad of paper and a pen and starts writing.

"No, she kept to herself." Esme said, "She was upset a lot from when me and Carlisle would talk to her. we tried to help her to learn from Edward, so she won't fall down a bad road. It upset her a lot apparently. The note she left….i love her more the anything." Esme said.

"Notes?" Emmett asks, Edward pulls out a sheet of paper and me and rose and Emmett read our notes. "if only we realized it."

"Was she bullied a lot in school?" Dr. Weber asks.

"Since 6th grade, they made an anti-Alice list. Her old friends turned against her, others but me and Emmett never gave her the time of day." Rose told her.

Ed spoke up next, "My ex-girlfriend bullied her in 8th grade and 9th grade. I was too in love with myself and my reputation, I didn't want my little sister ruining it, so I let bella do it. one day we got into a fight over bella…. I told her she would be better off dead. I didn't think she would do it." he puts his face in his hands and starts crying. Carlisle rubs his back.

"Did you know about the bulling Mrs. And Mr. Cullen?"

"Some, text messages over a year ago. That's it."

"Are you aware she was cutting herself?" Dr. Weber asked. Alice really did it? she was lying, that day at the library. Alice's Family and Rose and Emmett shook their head no.

"I saw lines on her wrist, in 8th grade, she said she was baby-siting her neighbors cats or something like that. I believed her.

"Why would she cut herself?" Esme asked.

"self-Harmers do it to escape the mental pain, but inflicting emotional pain. That's their outlet. They like that feeling, she's cutting the pain away. She feels alone. " Dr. Weber nodded.

"My little girl…" Carlisle drifts off, fighting back his own tears.

"How was the relationship between you and your sister Edward?"

"It was great growing up, but then I became popular so I gave up my best friend to be cool. We fought all the time this year. I was dating the one girl who hurt her the most." Edward looks up.

Dr. Weber finished writing and packed everything up. Thanks for your time, just call me when Alice wakes up. Your very lucky Carlisle and Esme."

"We know." They nod.

"Can we go to her room?" I ask her father.

"Sure." He nods and we all stand up. Mrs. Weber adds one more thing.

"Take it easy on her, don't jump right into questions." She gives us a small smile and leaves.

I looked back at the note she wrote to me. She almost I love you. Why was I so stupid, hiding my feelings away from her. I would date Alice, When she's ready, Cause in Reality, I love her too.