I was at the elevator, when I heard someone coming after me

I swear to god if it's her I'll beat her till she can't walk anymore

Ding! The elevator's here

Right before I Could close the door, castiel ran in, and the door closed "Cherry, I'm SO sorry about my mom!" he said

"You should be" I snapped back at him "you know most girls would've said 'oh castiel, its ok, it's not your fault' or something like that" he said back with a smirk "I'm not like most other girls" I replied back coldly

Ding! The elevator stopped But before I could get out castiel grabbed me and pushed the top floor button

"no getting off, were talking!" he said to me "whats there to talk about? Your moms a bit*h, we already know that" I said with a small smirk "my mom really shouldn't of said that about your mom and dad!" castiel said with a stern face "so? It's true, my moms dead because of me, my dads even gone because of me" I said while trying not to cry

Ding! The elevator stopped Castiel pressed to bottom floor button

"you know it'd be easier if you pressed the stop button" I said while smiling

Castiel pressed the stop button "What did you mean when you said your dads gone because of you?"
"i'm not sure if you'd like me after you know" I said while crying my eyes out Castiel hugged me and brought us both to a position where I'm sitting on his lap "try me" he said with a smirk "my dad, well he hated me after my mom died, he couldn't even look me in the eyes!" I said while crying even more "Shhhhh, cher, it's ok" castiel said while rocking me back and forth "when I was 6, he started hitting me, and calling bad names! The worst he ever hit me, was when he wrote useless on my stomach!" I said while lifting up I shirt to show him where my dad wrote useless "oh my god" castiel said while touching it in shock "it gets worse, when I was 12, he starting taking an interest in me. At that time I thought it was because he finally forgave me, but I was SOOOO wrong" I said while crying even harder "Cherry, what did he do?"

"it was my 13th birthday! And he gave me this really showing nightgown and forced me to put in on! Then he pinned me to his bed, and stripped me, the he...he" I couldn't speak anymore because I was crying so hard Castiel looked...well it was hard to explain. He looked, shocked, disgusted, but most of all angry "Cherry, he raped you?" he asked I shook my head yes and chucked out "more than once"

"he's in jail right?" castiel said with a look of hope in his eyes "no, when i was 14, my aunt came to visit us. She just happen to come when he was do it to me. You see she never knocks, so she just went into the house and heard me screaming" I stopped crying

"she walked into my dads room, and saw what he was doing! He was really mad at her! He pushed me off the bed, and pinned auntie down! He started undressing her, just like he did to me!" I started crying lightly again "I wanted to help her so much, but she yelled at me to run. She I put my pants and sweater on and ran to the nearest police station. When the cops got back to my house, my dad was gone, and my auntie was hurt bad, but she lived. And here I am now"
"oh god, cherry." castiel said still looking angry, shocked and disgusted

"I understand, if you don't like me anymore" I said while getting off him an sitting in the corner "cherry, I...