Summary: Fresh from a heart break, Aya decided to transfer to Hyoutei and totally forget her ex-boyfriend, Niou. There, she met Oshitari Yuushi. Is he the one who will put back the broken pieces of her heart? Or will he be just another heart break?

Disclaimer: I do not own POT

A/N: Wahhhh it's been a loooooooong time since i last updated this story, and i really miss writing this...and sorry for another short chapter, promise I will update this story more often, hope you guys enjoy and please review!

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Hear my Heart

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"I am in love with him…" Aya whispered to herself as she stared blankly at her room's white ceiling. She can't sleep, her thoughts are preoccupied with Oshitari, all she can think of is him…only him. She was glad that she saw Aiko-chan at least she has someone who she can share her what's inside her heart…because they were in the same boat…They were both in love with a person who's not in love with them. They promised each other to see each other again some other time.

She stood up and walked towards a wooden chest near her study table. She opened it and took her violin. Its been a while since the last time she touched her violin. And she missed it so much. She lost the drive to create beautiful music the moment she broke up with Niou. She can't concentrate and the only thing she can think of back then was Niou's cheating heart but now…she don't love him anymore…She's in love with a blue-haired tensai but he don't love her, he only sees her a sister, no more, no less. She embraced her violin…imagining that it was her Oshitari-senpai. Maybe she'll just be contented to love him secretly.

She opened her French door. Cold breeze touched her skin but she still went to the veranda. She placed her violin on her shoulder, closed her eyes and started to fondle on the strings.

She created beautiful soft music in that windy night. She hoped that the wind will help her bring the music that she and her violin is creating to the person that she loves and hopefully…through that, he will hear her heart.

It was the first day of the Prefectural tournament. Aya was a bit nervous, it will be her first game as a Hyoutei regular, she wanted her teammates to recognize her as new comrade, not a girl from a rival school.

"Are you nervous?" Cassie asked her.

"Yes, I don't want to do something nasty today…" Aya and Cassie haven't talked for two days already. She knows that she must talk to her one-chan and apologize but she just can't, she's ashamed…because all along she was right, that she has fallen in love with Oshitari-senpai.

"You are good, you don't have to be nervous, you'll play singles three, I trust you Aya." Cassie tapped her shoulders and turned around to take her leave when she called her again.

"Onee-chan, wait." Cassie spun to face her again with a puzzled look in her face.

Aya bowed her head. "Gomen-nasai, I didn't mean to raise my voice on you and leave just like that. I disrespected you when you only mean good to me…"

Cassie heaved a sigh and embraced her. "It's alright, I'm not mad, I'm just waiting for to approach me…I will never be mad at you, you're my precious sister, I never treated you and Akaya as step siblings, for me, both of you are special."

Aya was just speechless, she just embraced her tightly and tears began to fall from her emerald eyes. "I won't interfere with you again, okay. It was also my fault for over reacting I forgot that you're already grown up and you can handle yourself. I trust you…" Cassie wiped her tears with her thumb. "Now smile ad beat your opponent, okay?"

She did smile and nodded her head enthusiastically.

"Kirihara-chan," Aya heard a familiar male voice that always made her heart jump like a crazy kangaroo. A smile automatically formed her lips when she saw him approaching. She's at the nearby vendo machine not so far away from her team mates.

"Senpai!" she waved at him with full of energy, she' s so happy to see him.

"Congratulations, you were great I watched your match. You didn't even give your opponent to have a single point."

"Really, you watched my game?" she asked and so proud that she did a great job. He just nodded as an answer. She can't afford to lose a game especially in front of him. "The game was great! My opponent is also good and I can't believe how amazing the Hyoutei crowd is, and they made me feel so driven. I really thought that they'll not gonna cheer for me but they did. And they are so fabulous!"

"Good thing you feel that way, I'm so happy for you, Aya-chan…" he stopped, "is it okay if I call you with your first name?"

"Of course senpai, you can call me anything!" You can even call me honey, sweetheart or baby if you want...she giggled with her train of thoughts.

"Then call me Yuushi-senpai," he told her with his usual sexy smile.

"Alright, Yuushi-senpai it is." I actually wanted to call you mine.

"That's better, we're good friends anyway so might as well address watch other with our first name."

"Yeah, this is far better. Yuushi-senpai good luck to your game later."

"Well, I am not playing…"

"You are not? Why? Are you suspended by coach? Or are you not a regular anymore or maybe you had a fight with Atobe-sama that he kicked you out from the club?" that's too sad, she wanted to watch him play, she haven't watch him in an official game.

He laughed out loud. "You are funny, you are exaggerating things. None of those happened."

He found her funny? She pouted, she's not a clown! She wanted to see her a woman, a beautiful and sexy woman, not a clown, for Pete's sake! "Then why aren't you playing?"

"That's a rule in the boys club. We, regular players only play in the Regionals and National Tournament. We reserve the best players."

"Oh is that it? I really thought something came up…Too bad I wanted to see you play…" she pouted childishly.

He chuckled. "You will see me play in the Regional Tournament."

"I have to wait that long? Who made that rule anyway? Is it coach Sakaki?"

"No, it's Atobe. You know how flashy he is."

"That's why nee-chan hate him and love him at the same time." She laughed heartily.

"She loves him?" he asked her with intent eyes.

She nodded. "Yeah, I know that although she's not admitting it. Since the day that she met him, she's always talking about him, how despicable he is, that he is a diva, chauvinist and so on but I know that deep inside she's in love with him, she's just denying it to everyone especially to herself. I wanted to see them together in the future." She giggled like a crazy fan girl.

Yuushi kept silent for moment there. "Yuushi-senpai?" she called him. "What happened to you, I thought a snake bitten you already." She chuckled.

"Ah sorry I just remembered that coach told us to still be in our team's game though we won't be playing…and there's no snake here to bit me Aya-chan. You're really cute." He reached out for her cheeks and pinched it lightly while wearing his usual mouth-watering smile. She just looked up at him, mesmerized, he called her cute!

"Hey Aya, did a snake bit you?" He snickered. "By the way what time is it? I have to go back to the team, Atobe will be furious."

She's still mesmerized by him and she said something stupid. "It's time for you to love me…"

"Pardon me?"

It was too late when she realized what she said. Me and my stupid mouth! "Joke! That's a joke, senpai! She laughed crazily and he laughed with her.

"You really are funny, Aya-chan. You always makes me happy."

"I'm glad to be a service for your happiness, senpai." She stoop up straight and saluted at him like a military. "It's already 1400 hour, you have to go back to the base or General Atobe will be angry."

He chuckled and also saluted. "I'll go now." She smiled to herself as she watched him leave.

"Hey, it seems that you and Oshitari are really good friends eh?" Hikari said. The brunette is walking towards her with Miaybe on her side

"Ah yes, we're good friends."

"Yuushi is actually a good person," Miyabe said. "but he is also a flirt, is he flirting with you?"

Aya waved both her hands. "No, no, no." How I wish he is!

"That's weird, even with us, he is flirting. How come he's not doing it to you?" Miyabe remarked.

"Really, he's flirting with you?"

"With almost every girls," Hikari informed her.

"Maybe she doesn't find me attractive…" she said sadly.

"Aha! You're disappointed!" Miyabe pin pointed.

Actually she is…but…"Of course not!" she denied, she will not admit it! Never!

"Maybe he really treasures you friendship." Hikari smiled at her. "Let's go back now, Cassie is looking for us now."

Friendship…is that the only thing he can offer her…there's no higher level than that? She wanted to wail!

The next day…

It was lunch break. Christine was absent today for unknown reason. She already has friends but she still decided to spend her vacant period alone with her violin. She brought it today because Christine promised that they will have a music jamming, she'll play violin and Christine will play guitar. She haven't tried having a duet with a guitar and she's excited but her punk friend is absent, how good is that?

She just decided to spend her vacant hour on the roof top and play alone. She opened the door and heard a music coming from a violin…It was an unfamiliar song…maybe it was an original composition, but it was really beautiful. She got curious who was playing and saw a man's back facing her direction. He was very familiar to her, front view, side view or even back view he's still an eye-catcher. He was none other than Oshitari Yuushi, her secret love.

She just stood there, she closed her eyes and listen to the music that his expert hands are creating…she can feel his emotion as he plays…the music is full of love and passion. When the music stopped she opened her eyes and clapped.

He turned around and face her. "That song was amazing senpai!"

"Aya-chan…thank you."

"Is that an original composition?" she asked him.

"Yes indeed, I composed it."

"Wow, you're great that was beautiful. While I listen to that, I can feel different emotions…I can't explain it, is it dedicated to someone dear to you?" she asked. She hoped she didn't ask it anymore his answer shattered her heart.

"It's dedicated to the girl I love…" he answered almost like a whisper but she heard it, loud and clear. "You are speechless, maybe you didn't expect that I am in love. Me who has a reputation in this school as a lady killer is in love? That's weird but its true."

She's speechless not because of that but because her heart aches right now…it hurts more than when she saw Niou cheating on her maybe because she loves him more and she's so sad, she haven't even tell him her feelings but she got rejected unconsciously already.

"Actually no one knows about this…only you. I trust you Aya, that's why I told you this."

She fought her tears and forced a smile. "May I know who's the lucky girl?"

Oshitari smiled but shook his head. "I'm sorry but that, I can't tell you."

"I thought you trust me?" She's so crazy, why is she even insisting on knowing the identity if this girl. I should know who my enemy is…so that I can wring her neck! what the- why is thinking morbid things!

"I just want to keep her name inside my heart…please do understand." He looked at her emotionally. It was the first time that she saw him like that, he really love her…whoever she is.

She sighed. "If you really loves her why don't you confess?"

"I already did but she rejected me." Yuushi deeply sighs and combed his blue hair using is empty hand.

How dare she rejects him! Arg, she always dreamed of him and that girl just rejected him? Is she blind or just stupid? "But why?"

"She's in love with someone else…"

Oh that's why…I still have a chance!

"Maybe I should just be contented in loving her from a far…" Yuushi looked up in the sky.

She and Yuushi are the same, they are both in love with a person who's in love with someone else but she maybe she can do something, she must make him fall in love with her…

"If…if she's in love with someone else, then maybe you should fall in love with someone else. There's a lot of fish in the ocean senpai. In order to heal a broken heart, you should find someone who will nurse your broken heart…That's it! Fall in love with another girl!" And that's me!

"Are you talking base on experience, is that what you did in order to forget your ex boyfriend?" Yuushi looked her intently.

She was taken aback. "Somehow…yes, but I didn't plan it, it just happened. I suddenly realized that I am in love with…" she trailed off you she wanted to say but instead-" that guy, but he's in love with someone else…"

"That thing that you told me earlier can you do it and forget about this new guy?" he suddenly asked.

Her eyes widened and she shook her head. "I don't think so…"

"See, that's not easy. You can't fall in love with a person just because you wanted to, its an unexplainable feeling. You can't teach your heart to love or fall out of love with a person just because you want to. It's something magical that when it hit you, it's hard to escape."

"I'm sorry…" she bowed

"It's alright…maybe in time if the right girl comes… I can truly move on from the love that I never had with my first love. I'll just wait."

I'm already here! She wanted to shout to him but of course she will not. "Yeah, I hope you will meet her soon, or maybe you already meet her but you are just not aware." I'll do everything for you to notice me because I'm that right girl!

"Maybe, I don't know…we're being cheesy here huh."

"You started it, senpai." They laughed together.

"Oh I've just noticed, you have your violin."

She nodded. "You know, I missed playing with my violin. It's been a while since a played. You know when that exboyfriend of mine cheated on me, I lost the drive to play it's just recently that play again." She smiled sweetly.

"It's because of your new found love?" he asked her with a smile.

She nodded vigorously. It's because of you.

"I hope that that guy will realize that you are the one for him, I want you to be happy, Aya-chan." He tapped her cheeked softly.

I will make you realized that… "I hope he will."

"Let's play together, so that our loved ones will hear our hearts," Yuushi suggested.

"Alright!" They started to play.

She will not give up, she will secretly make him fall in love with her. She's crazy before she's doing everything not to fall in love with him, she even run away from him but now…*sighs*…love is just crazy.