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Chapter 1

Blaine.

I miss you. I hope that you're okay. It's been horrible without you, I can only think of how you're feeling. I'm so sorry I left you and I really need you to be okay.

I've found a Nice little flat. It's nothing special. My basement was bigger then the whole place but it's okay for now. Nothing is home without you.

It's been almost three weeks since I last had you in my arms. I feel empty without you. I know that I'll see you soon.

I've got a job. You always teased me saying I'd never e able to work a day in my life. Too pampered. I hated when you said that to me the first time. But then you told me that you loved me and would pamper me for the rest of my life with kisses. God I miss your kisses. You're amazing and I miss you and I love you. It's not a special job. Just waiting tables at a local diner. The people are stuck up but they're okay.

What have you been doing? Please to me everything. Even though I'm far away physically I want you to know that I'm always going to be in your heart.

I have to go. My shift starts in an hour. I'm going to write you every day. I hope you write back. Please Don't come and find me. I'm not ready yet. I just need you to understand. Please.

Yours forever.
Kurt x