January 1998

After being released from rpison David came back and tried to kill Sarah. He has been arrested and will go to jail. Harm was know not worried about that anymore. On Mac´s request Harm stayed home on one day of the week, except the weekends. It made her feel better. One evening she came up with the idea of visiting her parents graves. "Sarah are you sure?" "Yeah. I know I have not seen my mothers grave in 15 years and my father grave in 10 years but they have the right to know their granddaughter." They go to the cemetary and when they return home Harm notices that Mac does not seem right. They sit down on the couch and Harm says. "Are you all right Sarah?" "No. I fell even worse than before we went." She cries into his chest and Harm has a hard time calming her down. She cries about the neclect from the childhood and bout the pain she has for things she never talked about. Harm had never pushed her to talk about it. After a few minuted her tears subside and he carries Sarah to bed to allow her to rest a little. After a few more hours he goes to bed to and lies down next to his wife. He puts his arm around her and notices how unrelaxed she is. She starts to relax inhis embrace. She looks up at him and says. "lets go back to Acadia National Park in summer. It would be something that would really get me to relax." That is a good idea. I think we both could use some vacation. But especially you. You have had a hard time so you really need a vacation. I´ll talk to the Admiral tomorrow. OK?" "Yeah thank you Harm." "What do you think. Is it a boy or a girl?" "Well I did not want to know with Rose. And I do not want to know now either. I am sorry but I really do not have a felling what it could be. Sorry." You do not have to be sorry. It is OK. We will know when the baby comes. But we could start thinking about names. One for a by and one for a girl." "OK." "How about Grace Sarah for a girl and Patrick David for a girl. How does that sound?" "That sounds pretty good to me. I could agree to that." "Well that is good. I love you honey. Now get some rest." "OK. Will you hod me?" "Sure. I love you." "I love you too Harm."