Logan's POV

I have been in California for a week now and still can get over the fact that Kendall my best friend married the person I have truly loved; even though I left Carlos 5 years ago, I still love him. I know I lost my opportunity with him when I walked out of the apartment but at the moment my head was not clear on what would have happen if I did walk out that door. Now I know what the consequences were that Carlos was going to move on and adopt kids with some one else that was not me.

I decided to got to my favorite coffee shop that I would always come with Carlos after every date that we went on we would always end it at Starbucks! I order my self a hot chocolate because it was what Carlitos would always order when we came here. We did not allow him to drink any coffee because it makes him more restless than he already is. I sat down at the table that was available and it was way back of the coffee shop. I had received a text message from Kendall to met him here, I did not even know that Kendall still had my number and he still had his cell phone number all this years since we began Big Time Rush 8 years ago. So I pulled out my cellphone from my pocket and reread the messages he sent me.

Text Messages

Logan I need you to meet me at Starbucks!-K

Why? -L

There is something I need to do that involves you to be there! -K

You are not going to kill someone or rob Starbucks and frame me are you? –L

Do not be silly Logan I wouldn't ever do that to you! We are stills friends with each other even though we are not best friends any more I still consider you as my brother!-K

Thanks Kendall that means a lot to me!-L

You are welcome! So what time are you available to meet me there at?-K

Is 3:30 okay for you?-L

Yes that works for me I see you there! Bye-K

I was wondering what was important Kendall needed to do that involves me being here? I hope he did not call me here and lecture me about how wrong it was on my part leaving Carlos all this time ago and how wrong of me to show up unannounced! I really did not need that right now I need to get over the fact that Carlos has gotten over me and has moved on with his life and that I need to do the same thing and hope for the best in the future for each other.

Right now it is 3:27 and have been sitting at the table for 10 minutes because I like being on time for stuff and I also don't like keeping people waiting. I was brought out of my thoughts when I heard the door open and I saw Kendall walk in to the coffee shop wearing his sunglasses and was holding a large manila envelope in his hands. I was curious what was in the envelope. I waved him over where I was sitting so he could see me. He came to the table and sat down and took off his sunglasses.

"So what was so important that you needed to meet me here and what is in the envelope?" I asked.

Kendall has a smirk on his face I know what he is thinking that I ask to many questions but hey that is how you can your answers from people.

"Well Logan you well learn that in a little bit we are still waiting for some one else to be here before I answer your questions. So for right now I am taking the envelope with me and go order my self a coffee and a hot chocolate for the other person we are waiting for" he said.

He got up and went to order his coffee and hot chocolate for this mystery person, and if the hot chocolate is a clue on who the mystery person we are waiting for I think I already know who it is for. But I shouldn't give my hopes up if it is not that person.

Kendall came back with his coffee and the hot chocolate and sat down with envelope still in his hands.

"So Logan how is life treating you?" Kendall asked.

"Horrible!" I said.

"Yeah I could have guessed that. You never expected to find your one and only true love married to your best friend in million of years right?"

"Kendall I still can't get over the fact that you my "best friend" took my boyfriend away from me" I said.

"Logan you walked out on Carlos in the middle of the night leaving with a note behind saying that you couldn't handle a relationship at the moment. It broke Carlos heart bad and that morning he did not want to leave yours shared room not to even eat. It took us 5 days to finally get him to eat something, but the rest of the time he was on the bed crying his eyes out hoping for you to return or a phone call saying that you were playing a prank on him and that you be back in the afternoon."

"I know you told me this when I went to yours house the other day. You don't have to keep reminding me about it. I got it the first time and I don't need to be remind about it again."

Kendall just nodded in agreement I am guessing he knows that I am right and I don't need a constant reminder and how much I have hurt poor Carlos. I just wish I could go back to that day and discussed my decision with Carlos and see if he would go with me wherever I had decided to go. I knew he would happily would of gone with me I was just thinking he would be to much of a distraction to be with me.

"You know he still loves you, right?" Kendall asked me

That shocked me big time I thought I was the only one that still loved him. I thought he was over me because he is married to Kendall now.

"No he does not! If he did he wouldn't agreed to marry you in the first place."

"He only did it because he thought you didn't love him anymore Logan!"

"He should of waited a little bite longer if he really did love me as you say that he still loves me" I said.

"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU LOGAN? HE WAITED FOR FOUR DAMN YEARS AND YOU DIDN'T COME BACK TILL NOW! HE WAITED AS LONG AS HE COULD AND IT WAS TIME FOR HIM TO MOVE ON AS IT SEEM YOU DID WHEN YOU LEFT!" Kendall said told me yelling.

"Kendall don't yell we are in a coffee shop! You are going to attract attention to us and we don't need that! And what is in the envelope that I cant know yet what its in it?" I asked.

" Well I wouldn't need to yell if I could make you understand that Carlos still loves you dumb ass! And as I told you we are still waiting for some one to get here to say what I have to say once and once only! You know I hate to repeat my self a lot!" Kendall said.

"Okay" I mumbled loud enough he could still hear me and nobody else.

While we were waiting for this mysterious person I was coming up with a list in my mind the possibilities on who this person could be:
James, Camille, Dak, Jett, Katie, Ms. Knight, or my parents but what do they have to with what is in the envelope. There is only one more person that I can think of that has to do something with what is in the big envelope Kendall has. Could it be what I think it could be ? No it couldn't be it I am just being selfless thinking that it could be it.

There was couple of more minutes of silence before I heard the door open. My jaw dropped on the person that walked on to the coffee shop and it was the last person I thought it could be… Carlos!

"Kendall what is Carlos doing here?"

"Well he is the other person that we have been waiting for and I didn't tell him that you were going to be here so he might be a little upset, but don't worry he will get over it."

"Kendall you should of told me he was going to be here."

"If I told you that Carlos was going to be here would have you should up here today?" Kendall asked.

I don't now if I would have shown up if I knew Carlos was going to be here. I wanted to say "no" but my heart wanted to say "yes" that I would shown up even if I knew Carlos would shown up. I really wanted to see him again thought he is more beautiful than I remember he was. So I answered Kendall's question truthfully.

"I don't know if I would of come if I knew he was going to come" I said, because honestly I did not know if I would come and see him with Kendall again.

"Exactly that's why I didn't tell either of you'll that you guys were going to be here."

By than Carlos had spotted me and Kendall and he went up to Kendall and he did not seem to happy at the moment.

"Kendall what the hell is Logan doing here I thought it was only going to be me and you only?" Carlos sad.

Kendall took a depth breath before he started to talk to Carlos. "Carlos please sit down and let me explain why I asked both of you to be here today."

Carlos was about to sit down next to Kendall before Kendall told him "go sit next to Logan I need you to tell you something and I need to say it face to face."

Carlos didn't expect Kendall to tell him to sit next to me and I was not expecting it either.

"So Kenny what's the matter? This last of couple of days you have not seem like your self?" Carlos asked.

"Carlitos you know that I love you and that I do anything to see you happy right?" he asked.

Carlos nodded with a confused look on his face wondering why Kendall was asking him this.

"Carlos I know you still are in love with Logan and that you will never love me as much as you love him so I Am Letting You Go Free" Kendall said.

Carlos was trying hard not to cry and he wanted to say something to Kendall but I bet him to it.

"Kendall what the hell are you talking about?" I asked him.

"Carlos deserves to be happy and so do you Logan and I have no right to take that away from you'll!" Kendall said.

"Kenny I am happy with you that's why I married you. I'm over Logan and I'm happy that I married to you know!" Carlos said.

It kind of stung to hear Carlos say that he was happy to be married with Kendall when he used to say he would be happy to be married to me one day.

"Carlos I know you are not happy to be with me. And this last couple of days I have not been acting like my self because I had to come up with a very hard decision" he said.

"What are you saying Kendall" Carlos said.

Kendall got the envelope of the table and took out the papers that were in the envelope and handed them to Carlos.

Carlos was looking at the papers with shock and tears coming to his eyes. I look over to the papers and saw what they were and on top of the stack of papers there was a stamp that said…..

DIVORCE CREED

"I Am Letting You GO Free, Carlos" Kendall said.

A?N: Should I continue this or keep like this and keep you guessing on what Carlos decides to do!