I HAVE RE WROTE THIS A MILLION TIMES THIS CHAPTER JUST DROVE ME CRAZY.

Once the boys and Ethan got on the elevator and the doors had closed Beckett turned to Castle with the strangest look on her face and it made him kinda frighten. Beckett took a deep breath gathered all her messed up emotion put them in a box and sorted through her thoughts. She let the breath out in the form of a long sigh and started her lecture.

"Castle, what the hell was that i thought you and Slaughter were partners?"

Her word choice and the way she snarled out the work partner made castle cringe but he choose to sit quiet and continue listening.

" Why? would you beat him up?"

Castle attempted to answer with a snarky comment but Beckett just continued talking.

"Well i have an idea, but it can't be right as why the hell would you want to protect my honour when you've been acting like a complete jackass!"

Castle just couldn't rested commented with a stuck up smirk " Wiseass Beckett not jackass and every damsel in distress deserves a saviour."

Beckett felt like she wanted to scream so instead she closed her eyes calmed down.

"I am not a damsel in Distress and i thought you didn't want to be my prince any more. What happened? I thought we were on the same page?"

Castle didn't know what to feel so he kept the mask of indifference up.

"I don't know Beckett do you remember what could have made me change? Of course not it's all blank"

Castle said this with so much malice in his voice it made Beckett kinda frighten. His words sparked something in her mind and she thought about the timeline of his change and has it slowly came to her she gasped. When Castle heard the gasps he stood to leave as he didn't want to hear the verbal punch in the face but Beckett came to her sense and pushed him back down.

"Okay... you were in the box I lied... I get it you're angry...but why didn't you just confront me rather then becoming Mr Playboy?

What is with this women Castle thought. How long does she think she can string me along by playing this I'm hurt act.

" You don't feel the same way so I thought I'd make it easy for you Detective and just move on"

He'd jumped to conclusions that what he done and it was so off the mark that it made Beckett pissed.

"Why don't you get the facts right, the full story and stop stroking your ego"

Their voices were becoming raised and it was drawing the attention of passing officers but Beckett didn't seem to care or notice and Castle wasn't important to the 12th so why should he care?

"So what is the full story Kate and the truth please?"

Usually the way Castle would say her name would make her inside spin but this time it was filled with pure hate which had Beckett worried maybe she had lost him by being scared to lose him.

"I wanted to be worthy of your love, I didn't want to be broken and I most definitely didn't want to be the damsel you had to save from herself and her stupid P.T.S.D. I just wanted to be more than who I am for you. I've been in therapy and I'm ready I still have some problems but I'm ready. I love you. Do you still love me?

CLIFFY! WHAT DO YOU WANT THE NEXT CHAPTER TO BE A. SUPER FLUFFY B. SEMI ANGST C. SEMI FLUFF D. SUPER FLUFF TELL ME IN A REVIEW.