Chapter 3

Ryuzaki P.O.V

I had found him in the bathroom. "He misspelled his name. But he will be in a coma for awhile." came a voice when I picked up Light's death note. Ryuk and Matsuda were like family to him as were Matt, Near and Mello. Ryuk was looking sad now. "You're his shinigami! Aren't you supposed to..." I began.

"Shinigami's cant interfere with life and death. If we do we die. Its how Rem died." Ryuk said. "She was protecting Misa then."

"Ryuk how long has Light been depressed?" I asked. "Since you died. He thought he would be happy and continue to write names and stuff at first but then..."

-Flashback- (what Ryuk tells L in L's P.O.V

"Are you ok" Ryuk asked. Light shook his head. "Dad came home drunk again." he said. Their parents were abusive and it was why Light picked up the notebook to begin with. "You should move out maybe. Be room mates with Misa and make a lie that you 2 are both getting married." suggested Ryuk.

Misa like Matsuda and Light was gay. "We can work with that but for how long?" Light whispered. "Long enough." Ryuk said. "Saw your dad's life. It's not long."

So they packed but Light was still unhappy even in the new place. Ryuk asked what was up and he sighed and said "I miss him and would rather it was me that died."

"Light-o" people die when it's their time. Why there is always consequences for humans who own death notes like going to Mu." Ryuk said. He was quite. "So please don't think too much on it. But he didn't say anything for a long time.

Ryuk asked Misa and Matsuda to get him out and about. The 2 did but nothing helped.

-End of Flashback-

"And that's is how we got to him bringing you back. I ended up telling him there was a way hoping he wouldn't focus so much on Mu or death. But it didn't work and obviously his therapist is..." Ryuk began.

Oh crap the therapist is an alpha and they sexually assualted several omega pateints. "I'll be Light's therapist myself when he wakes up." I said having had quite a bit of training in the feild from both Roger and Watari.

"Alright. L he might of misspelled it on purpose. He does care about you." Ryuk added. I sighed feeling religh at that.

-Later-

Light P.O.V

I woke up in the hospital. The doctor was a beta and smiled politely at me. "Don't worry. I won't hurt you son. Just checking to make sure you are ok and then you can be checked out of here. " he said. "Checked out but...?" I began.

I knew from my high IQ that suicide patients had to stay longer and usually go through theraputic procedures and after my therapist...I shuddered at that. "Your room mate said therapy was covered and fired your old therapist. Said you would be getting a new one." said the doctor.

The door opened and Ryuzaki and Near stood there. I smelled disappointment and worry from Ryuzaki and gentle concern from Near. I wanted to fall apart but years of being Kira taught me to mask everything. "Lets get home." I said.

"Light, Ryuzaki and I will be your therapists from now on. After the old one was fired we decided to do your therapy personally." Near said. I sighed. "I could NOT have it." I said. "You remember what the judge said right when you were arrested. You were asked to continue therapy. That's not an option." Near said.

I groaned at this. When I was caught as Kira, the judge was kind hearted.

-Flashback-

I gazed at him waiting for the death penalty or jail. "You are to live with a detective and go into therapy once a week. You had to be through hell haveing owned a notebook like that so I want you to open up to someone. Also start writing in a journal. Not something as violent. Your sister said you are quite the talented writer so go back to it." the judge said with a smile. She was an omega like me and I later found out a mother who had a kid close to my age.

-End of Flashback-

I owed the judge a lot. "Fine. I'll do the therapy." I said.

-A few days Later;first therapy session-with L-

Ryuzaki P.O.V

"What are you doing?" I asked when Light began to take off his clothes. "My session." he said. "Put them back on." I said having feared this happened. "Light-kun we are talking about anything that is hard for you or anything that you are upset about. We are not doing stuff like that and I won't force you to do that ever!" I said. "But we have a semi-something. Won't that ever..." he began.

I sighed. "That was to protect you and maybe...some day if you want to but I would rather ask first." I said. Light no longer looked upset. "I would like the real thing too some day." he said now a bright red.I smiled gently kissing his cheek.

We continued or session and soon it was done.