Thanks for all the reviews I love it! Anyways I was in a 'writing mood' so here it is! Starting next Wed I might not be able to update as much as I like... Nursing school starts up... *throws confetti... ANYWAYYYYSSS...

Tonight your memory burns like a fire
With every one it grows higher and higher
And I can't get over it, I just can't put out this love
I just sit in these flames and pray that you'll come back
Close my eyes tightly, hold on and hope that I'm dreaming
Come wake me up

~Come Wake Me Up by Rascal Flatts

I sat in the doctor's office up on the lovely examining table, I sighed looking off to the side as my feet swung back and forth. I hated doctor's offices… almost as much as I hated hospitals...when I wasn't working of course. I hated waiting, doctors act like we have nothing better than to sit around and wait on them, well I have better things to do than this! I once again sighed getting frustrated as I leaned back into the wall looking up at the tv watching as another news broad cast came on talking about the attacks… scary stuff. I shivered knowing it was worse than a serial killer… it was a vampire. Hearing the door open my eyes went to the door before back to the tv as the middle aged man smiled making his way into the room.

"Hello Miss Young, my name is Dr. Yoder, pleasure to meet you. Will your spouse be joining us later?" I looked at the doctor and smirked, if the poor man only knew.

"No… just me and the baby." I said a protective hand resting on my abdomen, he just smiled and nodded.

"Alright, so lets talk about prenatal care and all that fun stuff…" this is going to be a long ass hour.. I thought to myself as I listened intently as the doctor explained the need of good nutrition, stressing the need of a multivitamin for the baby's health, remembering to avoid stress, fighting all that fun stuff… man if the doc only knew my life! He would probably have me locked away in a hospital room somewhere.

"So, you will need another appointment in two weeks, we will be doing some tests to see how you and the baby are progressing." I nodded getting off the table after the 'examination' and stood up.

"Ok thank you Doctor, I appreciate it."

"No problem Miss Young, be careful going home, it's getting late out." I nodded looking up at the clock, he was right. It was close to 7 almost dusk and I had traveled close to Port Angeles to get a doctor, I didn't want word spreading around the small town of Forks. I hurried out of the office and down to my car not looking at anyone as I passed them in the parking lot. I was getting ready to open my door when I heard a rather deep and husky voice speak from across the top of my car.

"Hey…" I looked up and breath caught in my throat.

"Hi…" I said softly staring at the man, he was completely and utterly gorgeous. He was tall, shorter than Jacob but tall none the less, he had broad shoulders, beautiful blue eyes… there was something about his eyes I couldn't seem to look away from him. He smiled flashing his perfect white teeth at me.

"I haven't see you around before." He said moving to lean against my car I looked at him and smiled before looking around the parking lot.

"Um, yea I don't usually hang out in hospital parking lots." I noticed the smirk forming on his face as he nodded.

"Fair enough, would you like to come get a drink with me?" I looked at Mr. Gorgeous taken aback for a minute. I thought about it for a minute entraining the thought before I shook my head no.

"No thank you, I have to get home." Something flashed in the man's eyes before he composed himself giving me a soft smile.

"I would really love for you to come with me… I don't bite." I looked at the man and licked my lips before shaking my head no. Something about him didn't sit well with me.

"No, I'm sorry but I have to get home." I said moving quickly to get into my car pressing the lock button. The man stood there and smirked, evilly I might add, as I backed my car out and quickly left the parking lot, I shivered. Something about that man just wasn't right. I didn't stop one time until I entered La Push, I had a sinking feeling someone was watching me the entire time…

Pulling into my drive way I got out of the car carefully looking around making sure nothing seemed out of place I let out the deep breath I had been holding but jumped when I felt a hot hand on my shoulder I was turned around to face an angry looking Jacob and Paul. I looked at the pair arching a brow, Jacob was shaking… well hell the only damned thing I did was get out of the car! I looked at Jacob arching a brow.

"What's your problem?"

"What's my problem? My problem is that my mate is out flirting it up with some damned leech!" I looked over to Paul giving him a what the hell look Paul just hardened his gaze on me.

"What the hell are you talking about Jacob?" I asked starting to get angry, he looked down at me taking a step closer.

"You smell of leech Amelia." Jacob hissed looking me over.

"So that means I Must have been all over him… I'm not fucking Bella Jacob! I don't have a damned death wish! I don't play you then run back to Fangs alright? I don't like cold dead things touching me now if you don't mind I'm hungry." I said trying to push his hands away from me, but he wasn't letting go.

"Jacob." Came Paul's voice, seems like he was suppose to be the 'voice of reason' so to speak, yep I'm doomed. Paul stepped forward when Jacob still hadn't let me go. Jacob turned to face Paul as I snuck out from behind him.

"Don't touch me. I need a minute alone with Amelia." I felt like my breath had been knocked out of me, No no no! I silently screamed in my head, don't leave me a lone with the big bad wolf! Paul looked at Jacob then to me then back.

"I'm going to be in the woods, you try anything Black and I'll be in here a second flat." Paul said turning around and walking away, I have such amazing friends… I really do.

Jacob turned to look at me his head tilting to the side as he studied me he stepped closer leaning in to sniff my neck, what is it with these guys and smelling me? I'll never know. He took a step back looking me over once again.

"You smell different." I looked at him and shrugged, hoping he wouldn't be able to tell I was pregnant. I didn't want him finding out… not now not ever.

"New perfume."

"That's not it…"

"New body wash."

"Amelia…"

"What?"

"Stop being an idiot, you know that's not what I'm talking about." I looked up at Jacob crossing my arms over my chest.

"A little bit hypocritical don't ya think?" I asked tilting my head.

"What the hell is that suppose to mean?" I knew I had to make him angry so he would leave me alone, I smirked my eyes locked on his.

"You calling me the idiot when you are the one letting yourself get used… that sounds more idiotic than me saying I changed perfumes or soap. Don't you agree?" I asked knowing by the look on his face I had pissed him off. He growled grabbing my arms slamming me back against my car. I still held that smirk on my face as I looked up at him. "Cat got your tounge Jacob?" Yep, I had a death wish. He started to shake, and I mean shake, so much he had to let go of me as he backed away from me letting out a growl Paul was there in between us in seconds he grabbed Jacob pulling him off toward the forest as he sent me a look saying I was in for it. I just shrugged and turned around walking into the house. I had to keep everyone away from me… I couldn't let my secret get out. I had to protect my baby…

The next morning I woke up, I had fallen asleep on the couch and I was paying the price for it. I arched my back a little quickly wishing I hadn't later when I was throwing up into the waste basket cussing the world. I really never understood what I did to the world to make karma hate me so bad… I was a good girl, a loving girl… for the most part. I never did anything to intentionally hurt anyone and yet here I was, pregnant with a man's child who clearly didn't love or want me, miserable, throwing up my guts, I needed someone to tell me it would be alright, someone to hold my hand… and yet there was no one there. I am a strong woman but even us strong women need someone to be strong for us while we take a little time… I needed someone who would help me get through this, but I had no one. Oh well, so goes life… in a matter of 8 short months I would have my baby, I would have the love of my life in my arms and none of this would matter. I had to think of the bigger picture here, I had to stop thinking about my wants and needs and start thinking of my baby. He or she would need me to be strong for them, I needed to suck it up and get over it. This baby deserved a happy, loving mother and damn it that is what I am going to be!

After my stomach decided to play nice I sat back on the couch sighing before slowly standing up walking over to the bathroom rinsing out my mouth knowing better than to try and brush my teeth at the moment. I looked at my reflection and winced. My face was pale under my tan complexion, I had black circles under my eyes and well lets just say I looked like hell. Running a hand through my messy hair and sighed. This is going to be a long 8 months… turning around I walked back into the living room moving over to take my place on the couch. I needed some sleep… my body was on empty. I looked over to the calendar hanging on the wall and sighed 4 more weeks… 4 more long weeks and then I would be free to leave and take my baby with me. We didn't need the pack, Paul, Jacob or Emily… we had each other that would be enough.

I sighed hiding my face in the pillow, my baby deserved to have a daddy… he or she shouldn't pay for my mistakes. I rolled onto my back looking up at the ceiling I didn't know if I wanted to tell Jacob, I thought about the idea for a few minutes before quickly tossing it to the side. Jacob didn't want a baby… at least not my baby I should say. I wasn't anything special to him. I thought about Billy and felt the tear stinging my eyes. Billy, he was such a good man, a caring man. He would love to be a grandfather. Could I take that happiness away from him? I knew Billy would treat my baby right, hell he'd spoil him or her rotten… too rotten I was sure. Chewing on my bottom lip I rested a hand on my stomach, maybe once I left I could call him… tell him, no that was the coward's way of doing things and we all knew, Amelia Young is now coward! I closed my eyes willing myself to sleep. I had to start taking better care of myself…

I fell asleep with my hand resting on stomach cuddled up under a blanket on the couch… and I slept like a baby.

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