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If i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose
If i'm not that arrow to the heart of you
If you don't get drunk on my kiss
If you think you can do better than this then i guess we're done
Let's not drag this on
Consider me gone

~ Consider me Gone Reba McEntire


I sat on the log resting beside Paul's chest as I watched the fire crackle before me. I was wrapped up in Paul's jacket even though I wasn't that cold, I used it more as a comfort than anything. Sitting across from me was Bella and Leah, they both sat there talking quietly to their selves while they stared at me every now and then. Feeling my discomfort Paul moved closer to me pulling me further into his chest as he stared Leah down. Feeling eyes on me I looked up to see Bella glaring at me, I just smirked in her direction. I hated her, I know I'm not suppose to hate anyone but for her I would make an exception.

Standing up I walked away from the bonfire over to where Emily stood at the grill with Sam and the boys.

"Hey, what can I help with?" I asked pulling Paul's jacket closer, I was getting cold now… Sam looked at me with a smile.

"Mm, cut up some onions?" Ems asked hopefully, she hated cutting up onions and well I didn't blame her. I hated it too. I just shrugged walking over grabbing a knife and got busy. I was busy cutting up the darned onion in front of me I didn't notice someone had walked over to me that was until I heard the voice.

"Amelia." I looked up and smirked seeing Bella standing there. I could feel eyes on us but I didn't care, I wasn't going to get in a fight right now.

"Yes Bella?"

"Are you almost finished? I want onions on my hot dog." She had that fake smile on her face I just wanted to reach out and smack off, instead I just smiled taking a step back handing her the knife.

"If you want em now then cut the onion yourself." With that I turned away wiping my hands of the onions I looked at Em who smiled at me, she knew how hard it was for me not to go crazy on Bella's scrawny ass. I started to make my way over to Paul when I heard Leah calling my name, I sighed turning to face her. Paul was now standing up, he knew this wasn't going to end well.

"What do you want Leah?" Paul was now standing beside me, his arm wrapped protectively around my arms as he looked at Leah.

"I was just wondering if you knew where Jacob was?" Man, could she be any more fake? I mean come on! I just smiled about to reply when Billy wheeled by looking at Leah.

"Leah, don't forget your raising. Now go sit down and leave my daughter alone." Billy said his eyes flashing anger at Leah, she turned on her heel and left. Billy didn't anger easy but when he did it was bad, I looked down at him he was smiling up at me as he grabbed my hand giving it a soft squeeze, I blinked the tears away. He had called me his daughter. He gently tugged on my hand I bent down giving him a hug as he gave me a soft squeeze.

"You are you know, you are my daughter." I smiled turning my head into his neck, I loved this man so much.

"I love you Billy."

"As I love you Amelia." Moving back I kissed his forehead before standing up, Paul once again put a protective arm over my shoulders. Billy looked at Paul then to me. I knew he hated how Jacob was acting but I couldn't help but feel like something had to be wrong with me if my imprint didn't want to be around me. I moved away starting to help Billy to the fire, Jacob seemed to appear out of no where taking Billy from me.

"Here, let me." He said softly taking the wheel chair I nodded stepping back I turned going back to my seat beside Paul, I could feel Jacob's eyes on me. Sam stood up getting ready to make his speech as Jacob moved to take a seat beside his precious Bella.

"Alright, I'm sure you all have found out the reason we are here. It seems that a vampire has taken a liking to Amelia, we are going to have to increase our patrols especially around Ami's house." I heard Leah let out a sigh as Sam shot her an evil look.

"She's not my responsibility Samuel." Leah growled looking at Sam, he just looked at her staring her down daring her to say another word.

"Amelia is part of our pack Leah, therefore we are going to protect her to the end understood?" Sam said quietly, glaring at her. She just rolled her eyes.

"Really? Because I'm pretty sure her own imprint doesn't give a rat's ass about her." This time it was Paul's turn to growl.

"Shut your fuckin' mouth Leah. Jealousy doesn't suit you."

"Really Paul? What does Amelia do for you? Suck you off on a nightly basis? She must be damn good to keep you tied to her like a damn anchor!" This time Jacob stood up growling as he started to shake. "Don't like the mental picture Jacob? You know something is going on between them, hell look how close they are…" Paul stood up shielding me as Jacob shot me a death glare. I just sat there stunned. I was a lot of things but a whore wasn't one of them. Jacob and Paul stood across the fire glaring at each other as I stood up I placed a hand on Paul's arm but he didn't seem to notice, his eyes were on Jacob.

"Paul…"

"Amelia…" I heard Jacob's voice from across the fire, it sounded like a warning I still wasn't looking at him.

"Come on Paul… I wanna go home." I said softly Paul glanced down at me and nodded grabbing my hand he started to lead me away from the fire when Jacob stepped forward standing in our way. He looked at Paul giving him a sadistic smirk as I stepped back, that look actually scared me.

"Where do you think you're going with my imprint Paul?"

"Home." Paul replied moving to walk away from Jacob who seemed to have lost it, he stepped forward making a grab for me but Paul was faster he had Jacob pinned against a tree before I knew what was happening.

"Keep your fucking hands off of her Jacob. You've hurt her enough." Paul said keeping Jacob pinned to the tree I looked over to Sam who just shook his head before walking over to where they stood. Jacob was fighting against Paul's grip. I hadn't noticed Bella and Leah walking over to me that was until I felt Bella's hand on my shoulder. I turned around to face her arching a brow.

"What do you want Isabella?"

"Why so formal Ami? We both share a common love." I glared at Bella as Leah chuckled. The guys who wasn't over at Paul and Jacob turned to watch me and Bella. I arched a brow looking at Bella.

"We don't 'share' anything Bella."

"Oh yea, that's right. I already have Jacob, it's hard to share something when he doesn't want anything to do with you." I just smirked at Bella, I couldn't fight… I had to think of my baby.

"I'm not doing this Bella, I have better things to do than sit here and argue with the an idiot like yourself."

"Like Paul?" Leah finally joined the conversation, I looked at her and smiled.

"Oh yes Leah, unlike you I don't have to worry about going home to a cold bed." I could hear Jacob growl at that as Leah gave me a death glare.

"Bitch." Leah said taking a step closer to me, I stood my ground as Bella followed Leah's lead. Emily moved over trying to get Sam's attention.

"Go away Leah." I said turning to walk away but Leah grabbed a hold of my hair I turned around the best I could only to have Bella cheap shot me. I held my face looking at Bella arching a brow.

"Really Bella? Do you have no back bone in your body?" I asked as Seth came over getting Leah off of me before Sam had her pinned cussing as he slammed her down into the sand.

Not having her back up Bella licked her lips staring at me.

"Shut up Amelia." I held my hands up.

"Don't start something you can't finish sweet Bella." I said turning to walk away before she grabbed my spinning me around and slamming her fist into my stomach. I let out a yelp as I doubled over holding onto my stomach, Paul had let Jacob go as he rushed over to me. I glared up at Bella as Paul reached my side. Jacob ran over after Paul as I walked over to Bella.

"You fucking, no good, low down piece of shit! You really wanna go there-…" I was cut off by Jacob.

"Amelia, that's enough." Jacob said placing a protective arm over Bella's shoulders. I looked at Jacob then to Bella.

"No Jacob, its not. I'm about to beat your little sex toy's ass and I'm going to take a great deal of pleasure from it."

"You'll have to get through me first." Jacob said moving to stand in front of Bella. I looked at him and smirked.

"Fine." I took a step toward Jacob when Paul caught my wrist.

"Amelia…" He said, sounding pained as I looked at over at him. "Don't, you can't…" I looked down seeing a small trickle of blood on the inside of my pant leg I looked back up at Paul.

"There's no more baby Paul…" I said softly he dropped my hand as I turned to face Jacob's who eyes were huge at my confession. He looked like the world was crashing down on him, I heard the pack gasp before I jumped on Bella.

I grabbed her head slamming it into a near by tree before giving her a hard punch to the face.

"Get the hell out of her Bella, before I really fuck you up." I said quietly taking a step away from her as Emily rushed over to me, I had no fight left. When I felt Emily's arms around me I just collapsed. My stomach felt like it was on fire, I held a protective hand over my stomach staring off into space as Emily held me in her arms. I heard Jacob try to come over to me but Paul caught him and pulled Jacob away cussing him the entire time.


The night of the bonfire had been a week ago. I had locked myself in my house, I wouldn't let anyone near me not even Emily or Paul. Hell I barely got out of bed. My stomach had slowly stopped hurting, and I was no longer bleeding but that didn't' help the pain I felt on the inside. I laid curled on my side as I stared off into oblivion, I could handle the pain of not seeing Jacob but I couldn't handle this pain. This pain was like no other. I had lost my baby… I had lost the only thing that ever meant anything to me. I sighed flopping onto my back as I placed a hand on my stomach, I started to cry. I had been doing way to much of this lately.

The day of Emily's wedding, I stood in the corner silently getting dressed, I had finally came out of the house I barely spoke now but I wouldn't miss this day for anything. Emily needed me, she needed me to act like the happy sister. I would smile and pretend to be happy for a day, then when she was gone I was leaving. To hell with this town. To hell with Jacob Black and to hell with this imprinting shit. As I finished my make up I looked up to see Emily standing beside me.

"Amelia…" I stopped her, holding up a hand,

"Don't Emily, this is your day. I'm here to be the sister you need ok? Today is a major day for you and I'm going to get you through it." I said soflty moving to give her a hug as she smiled a tear rolling down her cheek.

"Alright, none of this now. Your going to mess up your pretty makeup." I said softly wiping at her eyes as she smiled. I heard the music start up and my smile widened.

"Here we go sis, it's show time." I said handing her the bouquet before I picked up my own. We walked up the stairs arm in arm with a smile on her faces. I left her in the corridor away from knowing eyes as I walked over making sure everyone was lined up just right before I took my place beside Jacob. I looked at him and tsked before reaching over and fixing his tie his big hands moved up catching my wrists as he willed me to look at him.

"Amelia… please look at me." I made it a point to look away as the door opened as Kim and Jared went to make their way down the isle.

"Not now Jacob." I said softly as we moved up.

"When then?"

"I don't know." I said Embry walked down the isle with Claire in his arms, I couldn't look at small children right now, I couldn't handle it. Instead I looked at my shoes.

Next up was Paul and one of Emily's friends Monica's turn to walk down. Paul had given me a soft encouraging smile before he walked down the isle, as the doors opened up the last time I looked at Jacob slipping my arm through his he was looking down at me with some emotion in his eyes I had never seen before. It took my breath away but I just pushed it to the side as the doors opened once again and we walked through.

Here's to nothing!


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