Here's another one :D This one is mostly in Jacob's PoV :) hope you enjoy!

Be warned it is sad... just sayin hehe

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Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
Don't worry, I'll be fine
I'm gonna be alright
While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I'll be over you
And on with my life

So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories, I don't need'em
And take your cap and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me

~ "You'll Think of Me" by Keith Urban

2 am and I'm still up, my bags were packed sitting beside the door, that night I heard nothing but pained howls as I packed. I knew the guys knew what I was doing. I almost jumped out of my skin when I heard a howl that sounded like it came right outside my kitchen window, as I spun around I gasped seeing Jacob in wolf form standing there a pained look in his eyes. Looking at Jacob I sighed, I never understood how he could hurt me so badly. I stood there staring into Jacob's eyes sighing I turned away from him. I couldn't look at him anymore. I heard his soft whine as I turned away, he would have to get over it, I was tired of being hurt. I was done being Second Best, I was done with… I was done with everything. I sighed as a tear slipped down my cheek before I made my way over to the couch laying down, I felt Jacob following me moving to lay in front of the window keeping an eye on me. I fell asleep for the first time in months, feeling at peace knowing Jacob was with me.

Jacob's P.O.V.

I laid there watching Ami as she tossed and turned on the couch I winced every time she yelled or whimpered. I didn't know how Paul had done it… I had found out this wasn't anything new for Amelia. She had been having horrible nightmares for a while now… and I was the cause. Me and my stubbornness had driven our mate to this. I had never seen anyone in so much pain, pain that I was the cause of.

I whined as Ami held onto her stomach letting out a soft sob, all I wanted to do was run inside and hold her. Tell her everything was going to be alright and love her like I should have from the beginning. I've always loved Amelia, she's my soul mate. The woman I am suppose to be with… but I wanted to prove to everyone, myself included, that I didn't believe in the imprint shit, I wanted to break it… instead I just broke Amelia and my hearts… I was such a dunce.

Yes, yes you are. Look what you've done to her! All for some leech loving whore who never has loved you! Are you fuckin stupid? My wolf taunted, I sighed. I hated when he was right.

'Maybe… I never meant to hurt her like this'

Well asshole, you did. You hurt her, and now you've lost her. She's leaving us and there's nothing you can do to change that. Come morning we will be alone… and its all your fuckin fault you pathetic mutt! I whined knowing my wolf spoke the truth. Come morning, when Amelia woke up she would be gone. I would be alone, and it was all my fault. I had made her chose this, I had pushed her so much until she had finally given up… I had been a total ass to her for too long. She no longer loved me, she no longer wanted or needed me… my heart broke into a million little pieces. I sighed taking in the pain, I deserved it. I deserved the pain that was going to come when she left, her leaving was going to kill me but I couldn't do anything to stop her.

When Amelia's nightmares seemed to stop I slowly stood up I was going to have a little talk with Edward and Bella. I started to run toward the border knowing they wouldn't be far off I didn't stop when Embry and Quil figured out what I was doing. I just plowed through the pack when they tried to stop me. My wolf had taken over, it's time for someone to pay for hurting My Amelia like this… I would take my anger out on someone then I would go home and take my anger out on myself. I deserved to hurt like no one had before. Amelia was right, it was my fault she no longer held our child inside of her. A child I had no idea existed, because she didn't want me too. Ami was too afraid of my reaction to tell me she was pregnant. A moment that should have been full of happiness and celebration… that hit hard. Amelia was afraid of me, she was protecting the baby from me. I stopped running, I knew the pack was right behind me. I stood there staring off into the dark woods before I collapsed to the cold earth.

My beautiful Amelia, my loving mate, was afraid of me. Not that I would hurt her physically, she was too strong for that, she was terrified I would hurt her emotionally. And god help me I have. I have hurt her in a way no woman deserved to be hurt, especially from a man who is suppose to love, honor, and protect her. My pack brothers sat close by giving me time to drown in my self induced pain before Paul stepped forward nudging my back with his snout. He was right it was time to get up.

'She'll be leaving soon Man. Come on.' Paul's voice sounded in my head, I stood up looking at Paul. He had been a better mate to my imprint that I had, he always stuck by her, always there to protect her… protect her from me.

'She doesn't want to see me Paul, I'm the enemy remember?'

'You're right. You did this to yourself Black, You never gave Amelia a chance. You missed out on what an amazing person she really is… you missed out on true love Jacob. Amelia loved you so much it hurt me. She only wanted you to be happy… why do you think she stayed for so long? She knew her leaving La Push would hurt you, so she stayed. She suffered. And now she's leaving your ass. She's leaving and you are too coward to try and stop her.' I looked at Paul knowing he was right. Seth, Embry, Quil and Brady had phased out leaving Paul and I to our private conversation. Paul took a step toward me.

'Don't let her get away man, if she leaves it will be too late. Teddy is a strong woman, Black. A lot stronger than we give her credit for… strong and hard headed. Once she's gone she ain't coming back.' Knowing Paul was right I took off, I had to stop her. I had to stop My Amelia from leaving… I loved her. I loved her more than life itself. I had just realized this, and it might be too late. Reaching the trees at the back of her house I stopped going cold as I listened for Ami's footsteps, the tv her voice as she cussed the early morning but no. I heard nothing. I quickly phased pulling on my shorts I walked into the house, my heart fell into my stomach as I realized she was gone. Amelia had left me. She was gone and she was never coming back.

I walked around the house hoping against all odds that she hadn't really left, when I walked into the kitchen my throat went dry when I found a note sitting on the table I carefully picked it up tears building up in my eyes as I started to read.

"Paul,

I hope you're the one who finds this note, you were always so kind to me, like the brother I always wanted. I love you so much, you made these past few months bearable. You were always there for me when I wanted to fall apart, you held me together. You will never know how much that means to me to know someone really did care about me. I love you Paul, you are an amazing man and I will never forget you.

Make sure to keep a good eye on Billy for me. He doesn't seem to be as healthy as he was a couple weeks ago. And Jacob… look after Jacob. He's lost, he doesn't know if he's coming or going. This is going to sound crazy Paul, I know it is, but last night he sat by my window watching me. I had never felt so safe and loved, don't get me wrong I knew you would never let anything hurt me but it's different with Jacob. I felt like he actually cared about me… its silly I know. He loves Bella, I get it but one fond memory for the road never killed anyone.

I know this is the coward's way out Paul, but please do me one more favor. Tell Jacob I love him. Tell him I don't hate him, let me see that from our memories? I know its asking a lot, especially when you have kept that locked away fro so long but he'll need it. He was a prick, but he was my prick. Well you know what I mean. I will always love him Paul, but I have to do this for me. I can't stay and watch him run after Bella any more… I can't handle it.

Thank you for being there for me Paul. I love you so very much, you will make one hell of a husband for some lucky girl one day. Don't forget to breath through it Pauly, and remember I'm always a phone call away.

I love you dear brother.

~ Ami"

I couldn't take no more, I broke down. Sitting on the floor I bawled like a baby the paper in my hand as Ami's words replayed over and over in my mind. She loved me, but she left me. She left me because she thought I was in love with Bella. Granted, I did nothing to prove her wrong in that, and for a time I could of sworn I was in love with Bella but I wasn't. I just didn't want her end up like Cullen. But as I sat there thinking, and crying my damned eyes out, I realized that all of this wasn't worth it. I had lost the only good thing in my life. I had lost my Ami and it was all my fuckin' fault! Even now she was being strong, she was one of the strongest women I knew. She put up with my dumb ass for months, she was carrying a child around with her, and now she was leaving me, she was finally doing something that was right for her. She was doing something she needed to do for herself.

I sat in the kitchen my head in my free hand as I closed my eyes just breathing in Ami's scent. I wasn't sure how long I had sat there but Paul walked through the door looking at me. I held up the note to him which he read taking in every word he sat down on the floor next to me his head resting against the wall.

"You really do love her don't you?" Paul asked looking up at the ceiling.

"More than I ever thought was possible."

"Then why are you just sitting here? Let's go get your girl!" Paul said standing up reaching down for my hand I looked at Paul, we had never really got a long and when Ami seemed to be drawn to him I wasn't sure I could ever hate anyone more. I let him help me up as Paul slapped a hand on my back.

"We're gonna get her back Jacob." I looked at Paul not sure if I really believed him or not. Paul looked at me before folding up the note slipping it in his back pocket.

"Anything worth having is worth fighting for Jacob… and trust me you are gonna have to do a lot of fighting, are you up to that?" I looked at Paul and smirked.

"I'm up for anything if it will get my Amelia back." Paul smiled at my answer before he walked out of the door.

"Lets go, I think I know where she's going."

Dun dun dunnnn will Jacob and Paul get Ami before it's too late? Tune in to find out :D