OUTTAKES

This is set in the middle of Clockwork Orange after Edward killed Bryans and goes to Jim's house to find out Bella has disappeared. Shortly after he goes to the Clock Garage to meet the other gang members but before that he furfills Emmett's last request by going to visit Rosalie. It was cut because I felt like after the scene with Emmett and Bryans that this would slow down the pace and after finding out that Bella was missing too that Edward wouldn't be able to keep from exploding and he wouldn't find the patience to do this.

CHAPTER TWENTY TWO – CLOCKWORK ORANGE
EDWARD POV

"Snap out of it!" Jim growled and with that came a hard slap around the face.

That did the trick because I was on my feet quicker than a cheetah on speed. Jim was right I had no idea if Bella was dead or alive so I clung to the last thread of hope I have left inside of me. How more fucked up could my life possibly get?

"I have to go" I said point blank.

I must have sounded like a complete asshole considering the condition of Fern but she had Jim to look after her. Fern was not my responsible and that was a good thing because look at what's happened to the people I was supposed to be responsible for.

I had a little over thirty minutes before I had to meet up with the others at the clock garage which basically what it said it was. A gas station with a big clock on the top, obviously it was abandoned like everything else in this shitty town but it was the first building I thought about.

I walked back through the kitchen and through the house then outside. I picked my bike up off the floor and climbed on. I still had thirty minutes so I just enough time to furfill Emmett's last request. I revved the bike up and took off down the street and over the south side of Forks.

I knew it was a risk driving around this part of town but this was something I had to do. I drove around cautious and kept my eyes open for any booby traps set up from the Razor Heads. I was glad that Rose lived near the edge of the south side so I wouldn't have to drive all the way into the middle. This was the first time I had been over this side since I got out of prison but I could tell nothing had changed about this side. It was the exact same as our side but they had Razor Head graffiti on their houses.

I pulled up outside Rosalie's house and was surprised to see that the entire street was empty so I could only wonder where the gang was. I only knew where she lived because of her brother Felix was a Razor Head. I climbed off my bike and walked up the path then knock on the door. I waited a few minutes then I was greeted by my enemy.

"What the fuck do you want?" Felix spat.

My nostrils fared and my jaw locked. I couldn't handle this fucker right now so I prayed that Rosalie would be home otherwise she would come back to see her sibling split in half right down the fucking middle.

"Fuck off Felix I'm not here for you" I snarled back.

"Big mistake bringing your sorry ass over here and especially to my front door" He glared.

"Fuck sake Felix take your shit elsewhere" I heard Rose shout.

"Glad she's in, do you mind?" I smirked.

"Yes I fucking mind, you're not talking to my sister fuck bag"

"Edward!" Rose beamed coming down the stairs.

"How the fuck do you know this piss worm?" Felix hissed.

"Fuck off Felix" Rose spat coming to the door.

"James is going to hear about this" He hissed walking off.

"Oh fuck off and stick your dick in the vacuum cleaner" Rose spat as he disappeared out of sight.

I took a deep breath in and out then began to speak.

"Who is it Rose?" another girl shouted from upstairs.

"I'll be up in a minuet Joanne" She shouted back. "What's up?" She asked.

"Um, Emmett gave me a message to give to you" I whispered.

Just saying his name was hard enough and seeing her eyes light up to the mention of his name made this even worse for me.

"He wanted me to tell you that he loved you and his sorry"

"Sorry for what?"

"Sorry that he couldn't be here to tell you that himself"

I didn't know how long I stood there but it was long enough to watch the colour drain from her face. Her eyes swelled up and it was heartbreaking to see her crumble before me.

"I'm sorry" I whispered.

I knew my words meant nothing but I hoped that they would comfort her in some way.

"How?" She paused and choked as tears slid down her face.

"He put up a good fight" I whispered back not wanted to tell her how he died.

"Was he in" She paused again.

I knew she was trying so hard to not crumble in front of me but I could already see her walls collapsing around her so maybe bending the truth a little will help her in some way because I knew as soon as this front door was closed she would collapse into nothing as I did earlier in Jims back garden.

"It was quick" I whispered the answer to her silent question.

"Thank you" She whimpered "And I'm sorry too"

I did the only thing I could and pulled her into a hug. I heard and felt her weep into my shoulder and I fought the urge to copy her actions. I pulled away from her and was glad that she had female company upstairs to console her. She nodded and gave me a weak smile before closing the front door. I didn't want to stick around to hear her sobs because I would have started up for sure so I climbed on my bike and took off back over the north side of Forks to the clock garage.