A/N: Hey guys! I hope you liked the last chapter! I will try to make this long as well! In this chapter a don't even know what will happen, I make it up on the spot so we will see….. enjoy!
Last chapter:
I sat down on the bed next to her "Bella, I need to tell you something…"
CHAPTER 8:
"What is it?" she asked
This would break her, I didn't know how to say it.
"Bella, I know you will be upset, but please just listen and wait till I have finished" I pleaded
She nodded
"Jacob cheated on you" I said
"Edward, I know that. I was there that night as well" she rolled her eyes
"No, I mean that night after you left, he got pissed and went back to his apartment with that girl" I explained
"WHAT?" she shouted
I winced slightly
"He went back with her? How could he?" she put her head in her hands, I could tell she was crying
"I'm sorry Bella, but that's not it" I said
"How could it get any worse?" she moaned
I breather in sharply "Jacob cheated on you in your relationship" I blurted out
She froze. She sat silently, tears running down her face like a statue. I so badly wanted to take her in my arms and tell her it would be okay. But that would only make things worse.
"How many times?" she whispered
"4" I told her slowly, repeating Jacob's words.
"Oh my god! I'm so stupid!" she screamed
"No, Bella you're not! He's the stupid one!" I told her seriously
Then she turned to look at me. She had a deathly glare in her eyes
"How long have you known about this?" she accused
"I-I. I only found out that he had been cheating on you throughout your relationship today, when I spoke to him" I said truthfully
She nodded "And what about the fact he went off with that girl on that night?" she asked, with emotion.
I looked down.
"Edward?"
"I had my suspicions, I mean I saw him leave with her. I thought maybe he was taking her home or telling her to leave him alone because he felt bad. But today, I guess I only knew for fact when we got off the coach" I said quickly
More tears ran down her face.
"Get out"
"what?" I asked
"HOW COULD YOU HAVE KEPT THIS FROM ME? ALL THIS TIME I'VE LOOKED LIKE IN IDIOT HE HAS CONVINCED! I WENT TO APOLOGIZE TO HIM, EDWARD! AND ALL THIS TIME HE HAS BEEN CHEATING ON ME!" she screamed at me.
"I didn't want to say anything until I knew for fact, I didn't want you to get hurt Bella" I told her, knowing right now I had lost her
"You should have told me when you had suspicions Edward, when you knew!" she shouted
I felt bad but knew I had done the right thing.
"Now get out!" she pointed at the door, looking away from me.
I nodded, silently standing up and shutting the door behind me. I went back to my room, looking down the whole time.
I went over to my bed and threw myself on it
I've lost her.
She's gone
I lost her
I kept saying in my head.
I knew why she was angry, she was right, I should have told her when I had suspicions. But then I didn't want her to have to go through something that wasn't even true.
I only realised I was crying when I felt a sob escape my mouth. I wiped my eyes and thought shamefully at myself in the mirror. I needed to punch something.
I kept looking in the mirror. I hated the person that was staring back at me. The vivid green eyes a bronze hair wasn't me anymore.
All of a sudden I punched the mirror, I heard a big crack and pieces of glass fell on the floor. I didn't even feel the pain at that moment, just felt like I should punch it again and again. But I had self-control and knew I should stop.
I looked down at my hand.
SHIT
It had pieces of glass sticking out of it and blood pouring down onto the floor.
Great, I started to feel the pain and it killed like a mofo.
I went into the bathroom and wrapped a towel around it. I went downstairs to the lobby to ask if I could call my agent to tell her I'm going to the nearest hospital.
I went up to the desk and the woman looked up, slightly shocked but smiling.
"Hello, sir. How can I help?" she asked
"Could you call up to room 205?" I asked
"Of course, Sir" she dialled some numbers and handed the phone over to me.
"Hello?"
"Hey Cordelia , its Edward"
"Edward, what's wrong?"
"I got into a bit of an…accident" I said looking down at my hand and wincing
"I'll be right down"
I started to protest but the line went blank. I gave the phone back to the woman and awkwardly smiled.
Cordelia ran out of the escalator over to me.
"What have you done?" she accused staring at my hand
"Punched a mirror" I mumbled
"You what?" she shouted
"Cordelia! I just need to get a cab down to the hospital" I told her
"Fine, I'll come with you"
She called a cab and we got into it, Cordelia saying the address of a local hospital.
"What were you doing punching mirrors, Edward?" she asked sternly
"I got into a fight with Bella" I said, looking down
"Oh, you two really have it going on. I've seen the looks you give each other. You'd have to be dumb not to notice" she told me
"Yeah, well that's all gone now" I mumbled, annoyed
"That bad, huh?" she asked
I nodded
We got to the hospital and because of my "celebrity status" we got straight into getting my hand done.
'Luckily' there was no serious damage, just some glass cuts and bruises. Or so the doctor said.
We came out of the surgery room, my hand wrapped in plaster and I turned round the corner.
Oh my God! Bella was sitting in one of the chairs looking like hell had frozen over.
Her head snapped in my direction.
"Edward!" she shouted
The look on my face must have been priceless
She ran over to me and wrapped her arms round me clinging onto me.
"sorry, sorry sorry ,sorry ,sorry!" she mumbled into my chest
"What are you doing here Bella?" I asked, surprised
"Cordelia rung me, saying you were in the hospital with your hand in a cast and I came down here as fast as I could" she told me
"But-" I started
"I'm so sorry Edward; I should be thanking you, not shouting at you. I'm so sorry. I over reacted and it wasn't at you. I was mad at Jacob and I killed the messenger because you were the one that told me. I didn't know and I couldn't believe he did that" she sobbed
"Hey, hey, hey" I comforted, stroking her hair "It's fine. I didn't want you to get hurt and thought it was the best way. I guess I was wrong. I just wanted to protect you" I said truthfully
"No, Edward. Thank you for telling me. If you hadn't I would never of found out. And I'm glad I know why he was always out late on those nights." she sighed.
I understood "It was more than 4 times, wasn't it" I said
She nodded. "Pretty much every other weekend, sometimes more."
Oh my god
"I always thought something might have been wrong, I just thought he went out with his mates drinking, well that's what he said. Then after he came back he was fine." She told me
I'm going to kill him.
"No don't" I guess I said that out loud
I looked at her questioningly
"I'm going to get him back so good, he won't know what's hit him" she smirked deviously
"I'm never getting on you bad side" I admitted, scared
She swatted my shoulder then looked down at my hand
She took it in hers and I winced slightly. She started to kiss around it.
"I should get injured more often" I joked
"you will if you carry on with that attitude" she laughed
We got in the cab on the way back home.
We sat in a peaceful silence on the way back.
Cordelia was a great agent, she was always there for me in times of my need. She was tall, blonde, skinny , her hair was slightly curled and always looked perfect with her pearly white teeth and a sassy but soft smile. She was a great friend but that is all she will be to me, she was a bit of a player and at red carpet events with a different guy all as handsome as the next. She deserved someone good, to always be there for her though. Not to hang onto her arm just for the 15 minutes of fame. She deserved something like what me and Bella had, not some scum. I know she was just enjoying her age right now, 27, where she could have any guy she wanted. She always strutted round in those high heels, I cringed at how girls could do that. Or how Cordelia could do that.
We got to the hotel and Bella helped me inside while Cordelia strutted in front wiggling her hips, trying to get as much male attention as possible. She had her white, pristine Chanel sunglasses on eyeing up the male population behind the shade. She almost walked into the glass door whilst checking out the window cleaner.
I laughed and Cordelia turned round and stuck her tongue out at me. I couldn't help but notice as she did turn back round she lowered her sunglasses to catch another glimpse of the window cleaner.
We got inside and I had my arm around Bella. I needed to take some pain killers soon, it was hurting like hell.
"Edward, take these. You've given me enough trouble already. How are we going to film when you have a cast around your hand? For God's sake Edward! Now I'm going to have to call the producer and get an arrangement and-" she rattle on
"Cordelia! Calm it! Its fine, this comes off tomorrow afternoon, besides I'm not even acting tomorrow, just gotta be on set. My stunt double is going on." I assured her.
She breathed deeply. Then something caught her attention out of the corner of her eye. I turned to look. It was a hotel staff luggage boy. I chuckled internally
She got out her breath spray out of her bag and applied it.
"If you will excuse me, I have some business to attend to" she told us, heading off in the direction of the guy
I heard in the distance "Look, your one lucky guy, coz I don't usually hook up with luggage boys, but your pretty fine looking" she chatted him up
Oh God
I moved Bella along before she had to witness something nobody should have to see in public.
It was about 10:00 in the evening now, I don't know where the time had gone.
Bella and I decided we would stay in the same room tonight.
I got changed while she was in the bathroom and she came out in her cute PJ's, I smiled.
We got into the bed and she dozed off quickly. I stayed awake just watching her peaceful face. She sleep talks, I find it quite amusing. But this time, she said something that shocked me
"Edward, I love you"
Wow! I feel the same way! I love you too!" I wanted to say, but I know she didn't mean to say it, because she was asleep. But that mean she was dreaming of me…I smirked.
At least I knew she loved me. At least I could return the love. And I really, really did.
I loved Bella swan too.
BPOV:
I was furious when I found out about Jacob. But to be honest, it wasn't that much of a surprise. I knew he must have been up to something, but to actually confirm my thoughts. Oh God!
I was still planning my revenge against him, I'm not sure what to do yet. You can't really top being cheated on every other weekend in your relationship.
And then it hit me.
Cordelia!
She could help us! There was no way Jacob could resist her natural beauty and flirtatious words! Then, she could set him up in lots of embarrassing situations and dump him publicly and screw with his head!
It's not amazing, but it will work. If only she will agree….
COPOV:
After the night with that luggage boy I lay in my room filling my nails. Let's just say his bark was better than his bite…
I had nearly finished my nails then there was a knock at the door. I sighed. God, they had to interrupt at the worst of times I thought.
I went over to the door and opened it. It was Bella. I raised an eyebrow.
"Um, Cordelia, I was wondering if I could have a favour?" she asked shyly
I then saw Edward was nodding vigorously behind her.
"Come in" I sighed
Edward's like my best friend, I would do anything for him. But like EW, I would never go with him. He's alright looking, in my opinion. Just I look at him like a brother.
"what's the favour?" I asked suspiciously
They go on to tell me about how Jacob cheated on Bella and I was furious! Then they told me their scheming plan. I said
"Sure! It will be great to get that dirt bag back!"
"Thank you so much Cordelia" she smiled
"No problem, now get out! I don't get this perfect face with no sleep!" I ordered
They chuckled and left probably to go make out with each other.
Life was great
I had met this Jacob scum before, but didn't think much of him. I bet he remembered me though. For a fact I know he remembers me!Get my acting skills on because this Jacob dude would get so low down not even the sewer drain will be low enough for him!
I was walking back up to my room when I saw the devil himself, Jacob. I guess I should get the plan into action ASAP!
"Jacob" I called flirtatiously over to him
His head snapped up, surprised in my direction.
"y-yes?" he stuttered
I smirked "Well, Jacob" I emphasized his name "I was wondering if maybe me and you could…get together sometime for diner.."
His face looked shocked "Yes!" he paused "Err, I miss yeah sure" he corrected himself
"Great, call me with the details" I winked at him, handing him my card.
I know Jacob knew I was Edward's manager but nothing was holding him back, he was all too eager.
I took out my blackberry and texted Edward
(Cordelia , Edward)
Plan is in action –C x
He accepted? I knew he would! Thanks C! – E
Yup, he couldn't resists my charms, he's calling me for details l8er x –C
Haha! Now he will be texting you all the time! –E
Crap! I hope not! –C
Tell me when you find out the details so we can start planning the prank ;) –E
Sure- C
I chuckled to myself, I wasn't even modest about it, I was one evil bitch.
I wondered what Jacob would pick as the date! Hopefully it's not too public, I don't want to be seen dead going out with him…although he is pretty buff…we will see.
I'm exhausted, after all this time scheming! I got into my tank top and boy shorts and got into bed. Dreaming of clothes, makeup and guys.
Things I'll never say lyrics
I'm tugging at my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head
[Pre-Chorus]
(Cause) I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it
Yeah
[Chorus]
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Guess, I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
It don't do me any good
It's just a waste of time
What use is it to you
What's on my mind
If it ain't coming out
We're not going anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care
[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus]
What's wrong with my tongue
These words keep slipping away
I stutter, I stumble
Like I've got nothing to say
[Pre-Chorus]
Guess I'm wishing my life away with these things I'll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I wanna blow you...away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down
On one knee
Marry me today
Guess, I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
These things I'll never say
Things I'll never say
-Avril Lavigne
EPOV:
Yes! Cordelia had agreed! She had just texted me that she had bagged a "date" with Jacob.
I was over the moon about the fact Bella was getting the revenge she deserved! I wish I could punch Jacobs face off, but Bella didn't want violence involved, well at least not physically. In my opinion he had done enough physical stuff lately.
This was going to be great, I had to check with Bella what we were actually going to do. I didn't know yet, she wouldn't tell me, saying it was a 'surprise'. I'm sure her mind had something evil going on in though. I was all too happy to go along with it.
After all this Jacob stuff was out of the way, I think I'm going to tell Bella that I love her. I know it's a bit soon, but I think it's the right time. I think she feels the same way, otherwise she wouldn't have rushed to the hospital to be with me, would she?
I really am in love with Bella, I know it's sounds cheesy and weird but I don't think I could live without her. I had a breakdown when I thought she broke-up with me. I was so thankful she forgave me; I just wanted her to know the truth.
I would do anything for her, I hope she felt the same way, but nothing would change the way I felt about her.
She had been through so much lately, that's why I decided to wait to tell her. But I don't know if I can. I also know she loves me because I heard her say it in her sleep! Every time I see her, I just want to shout "Bella I love you!" but I know she doesn't need another big thing going on right now, I wanted it to be special when I told her, so I would wait till things cleared up a bit.
I couldn't wait to see her again.
A/N: Ooooo What did you guys think? Atleast Bella apologized for getting mad, I wonder what the revenge on Jacob will be! What was your thoughts on what Jake did? Awful, right? Comment reactions and questions and thoughts below, also I have made a facebook site for this story now as I cant always access this site so check it out:
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