Chapter 2

warnings for: drug use,sex. Things are you going to get a whole lot darker,just a pre warning,Feedback is love :)

The chime of the bell filled up the psychology hall,causing Castiel to awaken from his slumber,it had been 2 weeks since he was released from the hospital,already he was feeling the pressure of normality. He slammed his notebook shut.

"Mr Novak could you stay behind please" requested his lectuerer.

Castiel sighed heavily stepping down the stairs to the front of the classroom watching as he wiped the blackboard clean.

"Whats wrong sir?"

Professor Singer turned himself away from the blackboard wiping the dirt from his specs with a handkerchief,clearing his throat "Is everything okay Castiel?"

Castiel pulled a puzzled look raising his eyebrows "I don't know what you mean sir."

"I've not seen you around my classroom for a while, and today you were more interested in what was going on outside than my lesson,I'd hate to see you failing this class,because you're doing so well."

Castiel rubbed his lips together "Everythings fine sir,I guess I just got alot on,i'll do better."he forced a smile.

"Alright,but you know my doors always open if you need it"

"Thank you sir,i'll keep that in mind."

"good now get out of my classroom,ya idjit."

Castiel pulled his bag over his shoulder and smiled giving him a nod heading out of the hall and smiled up at Dean who always greeted him after his lessons.

"Dude what the hell were you doing in there,thought you might of skipped it again."

Castiel took Deans' hand "Professor wanted to talk with me, you wanna go grab a coffee before our next class?"

"Sure,gives us a chance to have that talk."

Castiel rolled his eyes "Dean-" he groaned.

Dean gave him his bitchface "Don't Dean me Castiel,we need to talk weather you like it or not."

Castiel pulled himself away from him"I wish everyone would just get off my case,seriously nothing is wrong with me,it was one time,whats the big effin deal anyways?"

"The big deal Cas is you almost died" he stopped in the middle of the corridor about to break down in 'manly' tears,but no he wasn't going to go there not yet "I found you Cas,passed out surrounded by needles,I thought I'd lost you forever..I just...I can't do it again,I can't do this alone,I need you in my life."

"Are we done with this chickflick moment,Dean...i'm fine,okay?"he smiled taking his hand again walking with him down the corridor again, amused.

"Dean-o gonna cry?"he smirked.

Dean shoved him not impressed "Shut up."

Dean slammed up against the door to their room running his hands up Castiels perfectly toned back,his hands exploring up his shirt "Cas-"he moaned against his mouth,their tongues colliding in a perfectly symmetrical kiss.

Castiel grabbed the locks of his hair roughly letting his tongue explore his mouth,biting down slightly on his lovers lower lip "you sexy bastard...make me yours, I want you all, I want you inside me." he panted heavily forcing the door open quickly before slamming it shut when they were inside.

Dean smirked pulling his jeans down,getting down to business "I want you...more than anything."

Castiel laughed at how eager he was throwing himself at him "Well then,you better get yourself mentally prepared cause you're in the for the ride of your life."

Dean felt an errection erupting inside the cotton of his boxers "oh you tease."

Castiel smirked shoving him down to the bed he put a finger to his lips "silence"he commanded.

Dean tossed his head on the pillow delighted that tonight Castiel was in control "sir yes sir"he winked.

"Dean don't make me gag you."

Glancing up at the perfection of a man on top of him,he moaned knowing what Castiel loved so turned himself over crouching on his knees,reaching in the drawer for the lube and a condom.

He had already prepared himself wetting the entrance enough for him to slip inside Dean with ease.

Dean cried out,bucking his hips "oh god..Cas...yes."

Cas dug his fingernails along his hips,pounding hard and rough inside the Winchester, striking his prostate with each thrust.

Dean gasped trying so badly to keep it all in,it hurt,his cock completely erect now,he could barely hold on.

Leaning into him he wrapped his arms around him,slipping out of him now,but he wasn't finished yet,running a hand round towards Deans leaking cock,he carefully and gently rubbed his hands along the tip "Dean would you...would swim with me...would you trust me to let you join me?"

Dean opened his mouth no sound escaping his lips as Castiel pleasured him "Faster...Cas please."he begged,closing his eyes.

"Swim to me"

Dean breathed heavy "Swim? Cas what are you talking about?"

Castiel carried on the movements giving Dean what he wanted "you trust me don't you?"

"With my life."

Castiel smiled innocently pulling himself away from him.

Dean immediately pulled himself up as Castiel left mid arousal "Cas? What are you doing?"

"one more fix...please Dean,It makes it all better,one more and i'll stop."he pulled out his stash from the drawer,looking down sadly.

"Cas...no..stop it."

Castiel shook his head,smiling "Please Dean,it'll make all of this so much better,you give me so much but...I need this."

Dean crawled over to him,cupping his hands over his cheeks "we're in this together,if this is your chosen path then you're not doing it alone." He must be mad, he didn't know what possessed Cas to pull out of what was turning into amazing sex for this but if he was going to do it,he would go down with him.

"Really? You would do that?"

"You mean the world to me Castiel,you're my best friend,my soulmate, we'll sail together."

Since they were children they had spent every day in each others company,destined to be together it would seem.

"okay...not too much though."

Castiel prepared the substance,handing him a needle, and some elastic "make sure its injected into the vein,and it'll make you feel...well I'll let you see for yourself.

Dean felt his lips quiver,was he actually doing this,if they got caught,they would be in so much shit, he nodded at Castiels instructions. Injecting the substance into his bloodstream.

His pupils immedaitely dialated,already feeling the effects of the drug.

Squinting his eyes he reached out to Castiel "I'm...i'm swimming."he smiled.

Castiel grinned already pushing the syringe into his arm "feels good doesn't it?"he pulled Dean up so they were standing on top of the bed,their naked bodies pressed up against each other,they kissed,everything was perfect,both men in perfect harmony with each other.

"Do you hear that...that sound,isn't that the most beautiful sound you've ever heard?"

Dean closed his eyes letting out a soft moan "shes singing to us"he smiled running his fingertips along Castiels jawline.

"She's calling out to us."he smiled watching Dean as he tried to control what was happening to him,he had secretly used a few times so the effects weren't as bad, he wrapped himself around his lover.

Dean toook a deep breath trying to open his eyes "Cas."he smiled holding his arms out "jump with me."

Castiel smiled weakly stroking his face "your mad,you'll kill yourself."he turned his back thinking like he was somewhere different.

"come on be daring...jump."Dean smiled closing his eyes letting himself fall,feeling like he was moving in slow motion.

He suddenly jolted up,feeling like he had had one completely vivid dream,reality suddenly hit him,dazed and confused he turned round to find Castiel fast asleep beside him. The room now completely dark.

What the fuck just happened? he thought to himself. Rubbing his sunken eyes,he pulled himself out of bed,in need of shower.

Turning on the shower he stared into space climbing inside it pulling the shower curtain round,terrified,what was Castiel into? Whatever it was it scared him.