Chapter 4

Dean had held Castiel all night,not leaving him,letting him get it all out of his system,screw the party.

Looking towards him he noticed he was still awake.

"You wanna talk about happened last night?"

Castiel gripped Deans' hands tightly shaking his head his whole body shaking,he gripped Deans shirt tightly tears falling onto the fabric "Dean...I'm sorry."

Dean pulled himself away "Cas...stop...tell me whats going on."

Cas rubbed his teary eyes pulling himself away from Dean "I'm dropping out,end of the semester,i'm going to go back home."

"Like hell you are"

"I don't want to be here anymore,this place,it's just not for me."

Dean gritted his teeth "Your lying...Cas you've got a bright future ahead of you okay...whatever this is I can help you now what is it you're not telling me?"

Castiel turned himself away from him looking down "I have to,I can't be around you anymore."

"NO...DAMMIT,talk to me for the love of god."

Castiel stood there silently his back still turned away from him"you have to leave."

It felt as though someone had ripped his heart out of his chest,stood on it and then put it back in again.

It hurt.

"Cas...are you breaking up with me?"

Castiel put his head down,everything about his body language indictating that he didn't really want him to go.

"It's for the best"

Dean stared up at the man he loved every instinct telling him that something was wrong,what was so bad that felt compelled to keep it a secret?

Tears formed behind the teens eyes.

"It can't be over,Cas please it can't just end like this."

Castiel turned his back to him putting his head down "trust me Dean...you don't want to be around me anymore,please...don't make this harder for me."

Dean rang his hands through his hair stressfully not giving up that easily. He reached for hand pulling him round so he was facing him.

"Don't leave me,please." he whispered in his ear.

"Dean-"

Dean breathed heavily into his ear staring into his eyes, maybe if he blackmailed it out of him he would share whatever it was that he was hiding from him.

He nibbled at his ear letting out a soft moan as he pulled him close to him.

Castiel resisted pulling himself away slightly "Dean,don't please" he wanted Deans cock in his mouth so badly.

Dean let out a small smile stroking his cheek gently "shh it's okay,let me make it better for you,I'm not letting you go that easily Cas."

Dean reached a hand down towards Castiels trousers unbuckling his belt a small cheeky smile on his face as he pulled down the zipper,slowly pulling down his boxers revealing a slightly erect cock.

"I haven't even done anything yet and you're already hard,I know i'm good but come on."

Castiel let out a weak smile,rolling his eyes. He rolled his eyes back suddenly as the sensation of Dean sucking him off got the better of him,it was ecstasy.

"Fuck-"he gasped for breath tugging at Deans hair.

Dean picked up the pace feeling Cas pulling him away.

"No-"

Dean wiped his mouth glancing up at Cas confused "No?"

Castiel pushed Dean away from him "NO...I can't do this."

Dean quickly pulled himself up clearly pissed off as he went to grab his coat "you know what screw this Cas,i'm done."

Castiel stood there silently wrapping his arms around himself coyly looking down at the floor.

Dean was angered by his secrecy slipping his coat on "you know what I don't get you,we had something good,I mean I thought we were happy."

Still silence.

"Are you just going to stand there and say nothing,what the fuck has happened to you,your not the little nerdy kid I fell in love with?" he shot back in anger.

He grabbed the handle of the door ready to leave.

Castiel pulled his trousers up slowly looking down to his feet "I'm dying"he mumbled quietly.

"I'll come back for my stuff another day I just can't stand to be around you right no-" he cut himself off only just hearing what Cas had said. "Wait what?" he definately wasn't expecting that.

Castiel slowly looked up at his boyfriend "I'm dying."

I know this is short chapter but I kinda want to get right into the story now. I want to thank everyone who has reviewed so far,you guys are the best,shit is really going to start to hit the fan now, and more will be revealed etc in the next coming chapters,I hope you stick around and keep the reviews coming :)