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Spencer's POV

I'm at school now.

The day has been dragging.

And I mean dragging.

It's only the fourth period and I feel like I've been here for a year.

Classes and school in general used to go by quickly but that was when Ashley was here.

Madison is sleeping across from me.

I don't even have it in me to wake her up the only way I know how.

Not when I see an empty seat next to Madison.

Yeah, it's Ashley chair.

I tapped my pen on the desk to try to get my girlfriend's attention but it's not working.

She's actually paying attention in class.

How boring.

She's missing out on all the fun!

I look across from me and I see Madison's head falling once more.

Her hand can't support her big head.

I try to clear my throat and call out Ashley's name through a cough.

Didn't work.

She's too busy writing notes but I do see a hint of a smile like she's trying her hardest not to look my way.

"Ms. Carlin, is your throat ok or shall I tell Ms. Davis to stop writing notes and to talk to you?"

That was the teacher.

What a fucking smart ass.

"I didn't think so. Pay attention." He says not even letting me answer.

I roll my eyes.

I mean why ask a question.

I already forgot about the teacher and giggled when I see Madison's head fall once more.

And yay!

Ashley's looking at me.

She's smiling pointing at her book.

I think that's her signal to take notes.

I took it the other way.

Ashley saw me closing my text book and picking up.

From the corner of my eye I see her shaking her head from left to right.

She knows what I'm about to do.

Without even thinking twice I threw my heavy text book on the floor right next to where Madison was sitting.

"FUCK!" My now fully awake best friend yelled out loud.

Ashley and I just burst out laughing.

We can't help it she's cursing at us now.

"The three of you, detention." The teacher says.

I'm still laughing while Madison and my girlfriend just glared at me.

Booo!

But so worth it.

The bell rang and snapped me back to reality.

I grab my books and walk out with Madison.

"Baaaaby!" Madison yells and gives her girlfriend a hug and a quick kiss on the lips.

I look away.

See, shit like that just gets me sad.

And plus they just saw each other forty minutes ago.

Come the fuck on!

Sorry, I'm clearly bitter.

We make our way down the hall and sent a quick text to Ashley.

I really fucking miss her.

I mean knew being away from her is hard but fuck, I didn't know it was gonna be this hard.

Like a part of me is actually missing.

Ugh.

Let me get out of my feelings.

School's done now and I feel like I actually aged ten years being in there.

We're all at Jade's house.

Her parents are never home.

Not that it matters.

It's not like we're gonna go and do hoodrat things or anything.

We're actually watching TV.

Ashley didn't text me back when I texted her in school.

I remember when she used to text me right away.

Damn her for spoiling me like that.

Now I have to wait.

Ugh.

I hate waiting.

I'm not known for my patience.

I mean anyone can tell you that fun fact about me.

"Spence!"

I jumped at my name being called and both Madison and Jade laugh.

HA-FUCKING-HA.

"Yeah?" I say, complete with a glare.

"Nothing just making sure you're still with us." Madison says with a smirk.

"Shut up baby." Jade tells her girlfriend. "I wanted to know if you're staying for dinner. I'm about to cook." She tells me as she got up from Madison's hold.

I checked my phone for the time.

Ok, no I checked my phone to see if Ashley texted.

She didn't by the way.

"Sure. What are you making?" I ask her putting a smile on my face.

I'm trying out this thing where I act like I'm not depressed 24/7.

I hope it's working.

"Pasta. That's all she knows how to make." Madison answers for her girlfriend.

"Uh huh I don't see you stepping up whore." Jade says jokingly as she puts up her middle finger.

"Yeah, but I make up for it in other ways." Madison says wiggling her eyebrows.

Jade rolls her eyes laughing and disappears into the kitchen

"Ok, ew!" I tell Madison. "I didn't need to hear any of that."

Seriously.

I don't.

"So how are things with you and Ash?

"I miss her. It's only been a month? And I fucking miss her."

"Yeah I know that really sucks Spence. I'm sorry." Madison says.

But you know what, she doesn't know.

She's been with Jade forever and I doubt either of them are moving.

"You know what?" Madison says her voice rising a little. "You and Ash should make plans on seeing each other. It'll give you guys something to look forward to you know what I'm saying."

Now why didn't I think of that?

Oh yeah, I'm way too busy being depressed.

Dinner was good.

I'm home now doing my homework.

Oh and waiting for Ashley to call which should be any minute.

I hate how we barely talk now.

I mean I know she moved and she' trying to settle in the new place but hello, ignored girlfriend here.

I wanna complain and throw a fit.

But I don't wanna ruin our conversations on the phone when it's the only time we can actually talk to each other.

Oh here she is now.

"Hey baby!" Ashley said before I could say it first.

"Hey!" I said equally excited. "Baby, when are we gonna see each other?"

Yup.

I'm straight to the motherfucking point.

"Um, I don't know baby."

Silence.

Blah.

Here I go ruining it.

"Sorry." I said closing my eyes.

I don't know why but tears started to form in my eyes.

"No don't be. I hate this as much as you." Ashley said and took a deep breath. "Ok, so how about when things finally settle down we figure something out."

"Ok, I would love that."

"It'll only be a weekend though cause of school. You know that right baby?"

Boo.

"Yeah, I know."

"I love you." She breathes into the phone. She sounds so exhausted.

"I love you too." I fight back the tears.

"I gotta go. I call you tomorrow."

"OK." We hang up and now I'm sadder than I was before.

I'm so over missing her!