Chapter 10
MATURE CONTENT AHEAD.
The Dean was very understanding about Castiels' situation,out of good faith too she agreed to let Castiel finish off the semester in the clinc,he definately appreciated it. He sat staring into the unknown as Dean hurried off packing up a few things he would need.
"Okay I think I got everything"Dean muttered to himself as he came through dumping things on the bed.
Castiels eyes shifted towards the pile of rubbish on the bed,his eyes widened as he was drawn to something moving aside some clothing "Erm Dean...what the hell is your porn collection doing in the pile?"
Dean appeared back again and shrugged "How else are you going to entertain yourself in that place huh?" he winked.
"Dean i'm hardly going to jerk myself off in a freeking hospital,I can hardly freeking walk anymore how am I supposed to-"
Dean rolled his eyes "fine...i'll keep it then,get you something normal to read then shall I?"
Castiel drapped his arms over the arm rests of the chair"Dean i'm only there for 4 weeks,i'll survive."
Dean turned his back to him,clearing his throat "damn right you will"he grinned running his fingers through his soft brunette hair.
Castiel let out a small moan "hmm that feels good...real good."
Dean grinned turning him round to face him now,sitting on the bed so he was eye level with him"really?"
Castiel dazed into Deans beautiful,enchanting eyes and nodded placing his hands on his boyfriends perfectly toned thighs pulling himself closer to the bed "mhhmm,I wish I could have the energy to fuck your brains out but sadly no can do."
Dean smiled weakly feeling a slight tingling sensation,he ran his fingers along his cheekbone "don't worry,soon enough you'll get your strength back and we'll ride the waves together again."
Castiel reached up placing his hand upon his feeling his warmth "I love you."he let out a little chuckle pulling him into a kiss "don't you forget that."
Dean squinted sensing the fear in his voice "Cas...don't-"
Castiel smiled innocently pulling his lips away from his,breathing in "I just...I had to say,just incase."
"Come on man don't ruin the moment,we were fine,and you are going to be fine."
Castiel laughed a little "I know...i'm sorry,I'm just worried,I don't want to lose you."
"You won't"he pulled him into another kiss"now come on you big girl,lets get you packed up,your ride should be here soon."
Castiel groaned in disguist as he took his medication to help sooth the pain. He choked back pulling himself up out of the chair grabbing hold of Dean.
"Woaw..Cas you sure you want to do this?"
Cas nodded "I'm sure I wanna walk it...I can do it,just..just don't let go okay?"
Dean smiled softly,nodding back "alright."he threw his backpack over one shoulder and had Castiels's arm over the other one "you ready?"
Castiel turned his back,taking a look at his room,thinking back of all the lovely memories him and Dean had created together,it was surprisenly hard to let go.
"Yeah,I'm ready" he turned himself round stiffly walking out the room with his lover in his arms.
Dean gave Cas a supportive smile as they walked down the corridors having one of their roommates to wheel his chair out "don't you worry you'll back down these halls in no time."
Castiel rested his head on Deans's shoulder, gripping hold of his hand tightly "yeah-"he muttered hopeful,he reached over stroking his cheek proudly kissing him.
Dean helped him get into the mini bus that was escorting him to his temporary new home"I'll ride in the back with you."
Castiel smiled innocently reaching out to him wrapping his arms around his waist,resting his head against his chest. "hmm,your warm."he muttered quietly.
Dean smiled down at him,pulling him closer to him,it was the closest he was going to get to him for a while "I'll never let you go Cas,just so you know i'm always here."
"I know...and thank you."
Dean unlocked the door labelled 627 and gulped as he entered carry Castiels belongings as the nurse wheeled him in.
"Well its not exactly the Hilton but it'll do right?"
Castiel dazed off into his own little world and smiled "it's fine,I'm not here for long anyways."
Dean dumped his bags on the bed, turning to face Cas and smiled painfully,just seeing his boyfriend in such a fragile state broke his heart.
Castiel got himself familar with his new surroundings,it was small and dark with nothing but a single bed,minimal which is just what he needed.
"Alright well lets get you settled in then I guess we wait."
We wait.
We wait,what exactly were they waiting for,for the ocean to come and suck the soul out of him? No,they were not going on this journey together,Castiel had to take the plunge alone,it was something he was willing to sacrifice,his life for Deans happiness.
"I wait...I just need your support okay?"
Dean gave him a nod turning his attention to the nurse giving them all the details, Dean would only be allowed to visit during the afternoons right before his half hourly lectures,weekends,mornings and evenings were assessment time for the doctors, I guess it was fair,the weaker Cas got the harder it would be for them both.
Pulling himself out of the wheelchair Cas admired the garden outside drifting off into his own little world again.
The Nurse glanced up at Dean "right son i'm going to have to ask you to leave,but you are welcome to come back tomorrow afternoon at your convience."
Dean glanced over at Cas who looked terrified "yeah i'll be back tomorrow,no problem can I erm...just say a few words before I go."
Castiel turned to face Dean now,a blank canvas look on his face as he dazed into Deans beaming green eyes"Don't...don't say anything,i'll be fine,just promise to get your sexy ass back here tomorrow okay?"
"Deal" Dean smirked,slowly approaching him. He stopped dead in his tracks running his fingers through his soft brown hair "I'll see you tomorrow."
"Yeah"he replied in a small voice tracing a fingertip delicately along Deans' lower lip "I love you."
Dean placed a hand on his mans hip and grinned planting a soft tender kiss in return "I love you too,see you tomorrow." It took all his strength to pull himself from Castiel,he didn't want to leave him alone here,it scared him to know that he had spend this time alone here.
Letting his hand slip away from Dean Cas gave him a small smile turning back to the window,staring into space.
Dean sighed exhaling sharply"look after him."he told the Nurse and left.
So the waiting began,these two weeks seemed to last forever,the struggle for the one he loved was starting to take its toll on Dean,he hadn't slept in days,he was so behind in his school work and too make matters worse he could no longer afford to pay Castiels' medical bills. Without this final bill the chances of him actually having the surgery was slim and without the surgery Castiel would die.
Zipping his bag shut,he packed all his belongings that he would need for his next class stress levels to the max,he just wanted to get through this day so he could check up on Cas.
He slammed the door shut and darted out the door like a lightening bolt,he was on a mission thats for certain. He sped down the hallways when he finally approached his classroom colliding into someone SHIT he thought as he crashed on the floor.
"OH my god i'm such a clutz,i'm so sorry are you ok?"
Dean quickly gathered up his stuff "yeah, I-I'm okay"he glanced up at the boy standing before him. He was tall,slim, preppy in style with very defined features,attractive to say the least.
He was quick to avoid eye contact with the boy,not wanting to be late.
"You're Dean right?" asked the brunette.
Dean frowned holding his books to his chest "erm...do I know you?"
The boy smiled sweetly"doubt it,i'm a senior,I've seen you around though and well erm I've just heard things about you."
"Yeah well whatever you've heard its probably bullshit."
He smirked flashing his best charming smile "oh I don't think so,i'm sure all the dirty rumors are true"he leaned in towards him,"heres my number call me if you get lonely,I'll rock your world to the moon and back."he winked slipping him his cheesiest pick up line,he slipped his card into his jacket pocket walking past him with a satisfied look on his face.
"The names Micheal by the way,see you around Dean."he winked past him a little skip in his step as he walked in the opposite direction to which ever class he had.
Dean turned back looking back to him watching as he walked away.
Deciding to forget about the fact that Micheal was practically drooling all over him,he made his way to class,finding a seat right at the got his notebook out and listened in as his lecture began.
Castiel lay with a blanket draped over him listening to whatever his lectureur was trying to tell him,none of it sinking in.
"I don't get it...I can't"
His professer looked up at him sitting on the edge of the bed turning the page in his textbook "Yes you can,just take your time."
Castiel rubbed his lips together trying to focus on the words on the page,he frowned it all coming out gibberish. Out of frustration Castiel threw the book to the floor "I CAN'T DO IT,Whats the point,not like any of this is going to do any good."
There was a long pause after Castiels' outburst his professer sat quietly looking up awkwardly at her student.
"I'm sorry" he apologized through gritted teeth "I shouldn't of done that."
"Hey you don't have to apologize Cas, I understand."she reached down retrieving the book from the floor "lets just take it slow okay,you can do this."
Castiel sighed heavily and relucantly nodded "kay-"he forced a smile the glistening of tears as the pain became suddenly apparent. He groaned as he tried to sit up.
The professor smiled sympathetically"you know what why don't we leave it at that for today,i'll come back same time tomorrow,besides isn't Dean coming soon."she grinned.
"Yeah,he should be here any minute,he usually comes by around this time,just seeing his face brightens up my day"he told the professor with a tearful smile.
"You love him alot don't you,both of you,i've seen the way you look at each other."
"I'd be lost without him."
Dean yawned exiting the lecture hall,checking his watch already late for his usual meeting time with Cas,putting his books away in his bag he headed outside being greeted by Micheal.
"Well fancy seeing you here."he grinned.
"Are you stalking me or something?"
Micheal let out a little chuckled,perching himself up against the steps "would it matter if I did,I mean your hot can you blame a guy?"he shrugged with a smirk.
Dean rolled his eyes,he shook his head "Well I appreciate your enhusiasm,but I have a b-,I'm with someone."
"so-"
"So...you and me,not happening kay?"
This unfortuantely happened all too often,any chance when he was alone all the single hotties followed him around like lost sheep,it was irritating but out of his control. They all knew he was with Castiel but because of his past reputation of screwing anything that moves,men and woman alike thought it would be easy for them to get a quickie.
"Whats the harm in one night out,you deserve to let things loose,forget about all your worries and enjoy yourself...come on,one night thats all i'm asking?"
Dean turned his face in disguist beginning to walk away "I have to go."
Micheal reached out taking his hand "come on Dean,don't be like that...please I have a free period spend it with me,I know you want it...you've not had a good fuck for months,I know that look."
Dean pulled his hand away "get your hands off me,take the hint,i'm not interested."
Micheal just laughed not giving up without a fight,he knew his reputation,and god dammit he was going to experience a night with him if it killed him. Without hesistation,he pulled him back towards him,digging his fingers through the Winchesters hair roughly kissing him.
Dean let out a little whimper trying to resist but boy it felt incredible. He returned the kiss stepping down the steps with Micheal as he lead them towards the carpark.
Micheal grinned satisfied once more as he triumphed.
Micheal threw the door open pushing Dean forcefully into his bedroom "take off your clothes."he instructed already removing his own finding it absolutely adorable how hesistant Dean had become.
"I...I can't..this is wrong."
Micheal placed a fingerover his lips"shh...don'tfight it,we both want this,besides it's not cheating if he doesn't find out"he grinned "NOW strip."he shoved him to the double bed.
Dean gulped suddenly feeling powerless against him,stumbling on the mattress he unwillingly undressed himself "Micheal please,I-"he looked into his eyes trying to resist the urge,but he had the hunger for it,he knew it was wrong but now that he caught sight of Micheals magnificent body he couldn't help himself. He stripped until he was down to his boxers and smiled nervously.
"There..see now that wasn't so hard was it?"
Dean gulped laying there,actually terrified which was unlike him.
"So come on the rockstar show us what you got,show us the real Dean Winchester,the one i've heard so much about" his cheeky smile widening as he joined him on the bed.
Dean licked his lips going right for it"well I don't mess about...lay on your back"he ordered,prepping him slipping two spit soaked fingers into his hole.
Micheal moaned out "oh god yes,just fuck me...just do it."
Dean closed his eyes slipping his boxers down,electrical charges of pleasure ran through him as he slipped into Micheals' hole pounding hard and faster,picking up the pace with each thrust.
This was escasty.
"Oh god..Dean,don't stop...please"he begged desperately gripping his hands on the sheets letting out a hungry growl.
Dean paused pulling himself out when he realised what he was doing.
"No-"
Micheal spun round now so he was gazing into Deans' eyes raising an eyebrow "No?"he questioned. "I thought this is what you wanted."
Dean slipped completely out of Micheal spilling allover the place,quick to pull his boxers up simply shaking his head.
"You want to get paid don't you,you want to save his life?"
Dean pulled himself up suddenly turning to face the senior puzzled.
"What?"
"I can help you,I can give you what you desire,but you have to help me in return."
Dean gulped standing there silently"I am not a whore."
Micheal burst out laughing posing himself seductively on his bed spreading out in an inviting manor "yes you are,besides I know exactly what you would be willing to do to save his life...sex is your drug Dean,just like heroine is Castiels' I should know I sold it to him."
"You son of a bitch-"
"Now theres no need to be rude...come on let me help you" he patted the bed a twinkle in his eye as he winked.
Dean gritted his teeth turning his face away from grabbing his jeans slipping them back up "forget it."
Micheal sighed hoping it didn't have to come to this, he shook his head coming up behind Dean grabbing hold of him putting a hand to his mouth until he was out cold.
When Dean finally woke he was face down on the mattress both arms and feet were restrained to the bed. "Ugh Micheal...stop let me go please."
Micheal stood at the edge of the bed admiring his prey,hungry predator eyes fixed on the sophmores tight and firm ass.
"How much do you love him?" he leaned down to the side of the bed so Dean could see him trailing fingertips along his cheeks smiling as Dean resisted loving how much he was struggling to break free.
"Don't bother,you're not getting out of there until i'm satisfied,now answer me,how much do you love him?"
Dean whimpered closing his eyes for a moment wishing he was by his bedside right this second instead of this "I would die for him,I would take his place in a second."he answered tugging at his restraints bound to his wrists feeling them digging into his skin.
The senior grinned giving him a nod "okay then...then lets get started,it's probably better you don't fight this,besides...it's not like you don't want this,I see it in your eyes you want to be taken advantage of,trash like you,it's all you know."he lightly chuckled unable to resist the urge now brutally burying himself into Deans fine ass plowing into it roughly until he was happy with the amount of abuse he was giving it.
Dean remained still,unable to fight it off all he could do was lay there and enjoy the ride and to his disgust,he couldn't deny that he did.
When it was over,Micheal released him from his restrainsts tossing not nearly enough cash to cover Castiels's medical bills but that was his plan.
"Thank you Dean,until next time." he left him alone to fend for himself.
Dean sat there shaking,sobbing uncontrollably as he looked down at the wad of Cash beside him,he took a deep breath manning up so to speak and got himself dressed.
The only thing that was going to make this day better was seeing Castiel.