A/N: Amazing feedback for the last chapter. It made me feel all giddy inside and it made my wife aka MsBlaze laugh at me lol. So just a quick thanks. Simply put... you guys are amazing.
I hope this chapter makes up for how Ashley has been acting lately.
Enjoy.
"Can you not be so into this?" I ask Ashley as she stares at the television.
"Please. Jersey Shore is the shiz."
"You just lost major points with me, first for saying 'the shiz'" I say, air quotes and everything. "And for liking Jersey Shore." I mean, basically it's just a reality show about a bunch of people from the 'New Jersey Area' who like to tan, have t-shirt time and sleep with girls. Ooooh. Fun.
"How can you not like this Spence? It's hilarious."
"But is it meant to be though?" I ask, completely serious.
She shrugs and continues watching it. Sometimes I don't get why I love this girl, we are so totally different when it comes to T.V shows, music, food, you name it and we're probably the opposite of each other.
"I love you." She says randomly, giving me her best smile. I swear she knows me so well cause I was about to get my ass up and go upstairs, but now, how can I?
"I love you more." I kiss her, the kiss getting a little more heated then I planned. She broke the kiss to grab the remote of the table to turn the T.V off.
Reconnecting our lips with the same intensity as before.
"Fuck Jersey Shore." She mumbled into my lips, making me smile. Yeaaaah. Fuck it.
It's been a whole week since Ashley left and I feel like I'm going through withdrawals. Is it possible to go through withdrawals from missing someone so much?
"Why don't you just call her?" Madison asks me putting my MacBook down on the floor. Oops. Guess I was out of it again. We're laying on my bed in my room and I'm right back to my depressed ol' self.
"Cause, she said she was gonna call me when she wasn't busy." I say glancing over at my phone on the nightstand, willing it to ring.
"When is Ashley not busy these days?" I give Madison a look.
I mean, I know she's right but she doesn't have to remind me of it.
"She has a lot going on there, and I get that but ugh, I just feel like something else is going on."
"Something like what?" Madison asks, sitting up.
"I don't know. I just got this feeling."
You know what feeling I'm talking about. That one where you feel like your girlfriend is slowly drifting away from you cause other things or people are occupying her time.
"Why don't you just go visit her then, like this weekend or something?" Madison suggests. I mean it wouldn't be a bad idea if I had the money.
"How in the hell am I gonna pay for a plane ticket there?" Madison has this look on her face like she already has a plan.
"You leave that up to me." She smiles then whips out her phone and starts texting away.
"Okay. But you better not do anything illegal Madison." I joke but really I'm so serious cause Madison is known to break a law or two.
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I don't know what Madison did, or how she did it and at this point I really don't even care but I'm on the plane and on my way to South Carolina right now. More specifically I'm on a plane to SC with Madison. Can you say most awesomest best friend ever!
And I so totally know awesomest is not a word but that's the word I felt like using. OKAY?
Okay.
"I'm so gonna love you forever for doing this." I lean over and tell her.
"Oh, I know." She smiles and puts her headphones in her ear.
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Ashley is gonna be so freaking surprised. It's Friday, so she's still in school but we're gonna wait for her outside, so when she gets out it'll be total awesomeness.
The bell rings and kids start practically running out of the school.
I don't know how in the hell I'm gonna find Ashley in this cr- oh there she is... and with two other chicks...
"There's your girl Spence." Madison points out. Yeah thanks Madison. "Who are those girls she's with?" Good question.
Ashley is all buddy buddy and close with one of the girls when she looks up and sees me. It's like her whole demeanor changed. She practically pushed the girl away from her like she was doing something wrong.
Was she?
"Oh My God, Spencer. What are you doing here?" She asks as she reaches me in the parking lot, she looks less than thrilled. Not really the reaction I was looking for.
"Surprise!" I say matching her tone.
"I'm sorry baby." She says hugging me. "I'm just surprised to see you... here." She looks around, probably looking for her groupies who are now headed our way.
"That's the whole point. You can surprise me but I can't return the favor?" I smile. All bitterness aside. I really did miss her. I'll ask her about those girls later. Right now I just wanna spend time with my girlfriend... oh and Madison.
"What the fuck, Ash? I know you didn't just push me." The blonde said once she was next to Ashley.
Oh excuse me.
Once she was next to Ash.
"Don't egg her on. You know to her hitting is like foreplay." The brunette said.
The whole time me and Ashley just looked at each other.
I don't know what she's thinking and it has never been this hard to read her.
She just stood there silent.
Madison must of sensed my mood and spoke up.
"Are you gonna introduce us to your friends, Ashley?"
"Yeah, where the fuck are your manners, hoe!" The blonde said.
I wanted to laugh.
Really I did.
But I don't like this feeling I'm getting.
Especially since Ashley hasn't spoken a word.
"Oh yeah, sorry." Ashley said once she recovered from whatever it was that just happened. "Um, this is Emily and Katie." She continued and pointed to the two girls. "..and this is my girlfriend Spencer and our friend Madison."
"Oh shit, Spencer!" The blonde, who now I know is Katie, said. "Ash told us a lot about you!"
Funny.
Ashley didn't say shit about you.
Madison shot me a look.
You know the kinda look your best friend gives you.
Yeah, that one.
It's like she read my mind.
"Nice to meet you guys. It's nice to see Ashley's made new friends." I said in the most innocent way I could. Only Madison and Ashley can tell the underlining shade I was throwing Ashley's way.
"Katie, we gotta go do that thing." The other girl, Emily, spoke up all of a sudden.
I saw Katie was about to say something.
She looked confused for a second once she looked at her friend she caught on.
See, it's a best friend thing.
"Oh yeah. Well, nice to meet you guys. Ash, call us later. Let's go hang out." She said and gave Ashley a hug before leaving.
Once they were gone Ashley's phone went off telling her she had a text.
She hesitated before checking it but read the text anyway.
"What? Your friends miss you already?" I said in a tone.
Not mean or anything.
But it let her know I was pissed.
I mean I don't even know if I'm mad or not.
Blah.
This was supposed to be a fun trip to see my girlfriend.
"…well isn't this awkward." Madison said trying to be funny to lighten up the mood.
Me, on the other hand, my feelings are all over the place.
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"Spencer, Madison, is so good to see you both." Ashley mom says engulfing us in a hug. I gotta admit I missed her. And the little squirt too, Ashley's little brother Ashton.
"Yeah Spence, I guess I kinda missed you too. And you Madison." Ashton adds with a smile. "I had no one to pull my pranks on." He laughs then runs up stairs. He's 14, by the way.
Yeah. I know right?
But it's obvious he has a crush on Madison. It's so adorable.
"I really missed you guys too." I smile as I take a bite of the homemade chocolate chip cookies Ashley's mom just made.
"Sí, yo también." Madison added. I gave her a look. She smiled before saying, with a mouth full of cookie, might I add. "I mean, yeah, me too."
"So, how are you getting along back in California, Spencer?" Christine asks.
The truth or a lie?
"It sucks without Ashley." I say looking over at Ashley who gives me a weak smile. "But, I'm doing okay."
"Well, things will get better. It's good that you two are trying to visit each other when you can. That always helps ease some of the pains of a long distance relationship. I know I'm always missing Ashley's father when he goes overseas and things like that. But it gets better." Christine smiles and kisses me on the forehead.
Ashley's mom has always been super supportive of me and Ashley's relationship. She says, as long as her daughter is happy she's happy. Awesome mom right?
Madison phone buzzes and she looks down at it, she catches my eyes and flicks her head towards the door before excusing herself to make a call.
"Mom, can I have a twenty so Spence and I can go to the movies later?" Ashley asks, with a mouth full of cookie.
I smile at her cuteness.
"Of course sweetie." Christine says going into her purse, getting a 50 dollar bill out and handing it to Ashley. "Take her to dinner too." She smiles. "Are Emily and Katie going?" She asks putting her wallet back in her purse.
Oh, yeah. I forgot about them.
"Um," Ashley starts, glancing over at me before answering. I'm looking away. Not giving her any type of vibes so she can read me to answer this question right. "I don't know." She says finally.
Wrong answer.
"Well okay then. I'll see you girls later. Spencer, you and Madison are staying here this weekend right?"
"Yes ma'am. If that's okay with you and Mr. Davies?" I say putting down my glass of milk.
"Don't be silly. Of course it's okay. You can bunk with Ashley and I'll make up a bed down here on the couch for Madison." Christine smiles.
"Thanks Mrs. D." She smiles then leaves the kitchen, leaving me and Ashley alone. I really don't know what to say to her right now. Ugh, where are you Madison?
"You wanna come see my room?" Ashley asks in the most timid voice I've ever heard her use.
It's like she knows she fucked up but I mean I don't even get why she did it. Like it makes no sense to me.
"Yeah." I say nonchalantly and follow her up to her room.
"I missed you so much." Ashley admits when we get to her room and tries to kiss me.
I don't mean to, but I turn my head so her lips land on me cheek.
"Spence-" She starts but I've already heard enough. I can't keep quiet about this any longer.
"Why didn't you tell me about those girls Ash. I feel like you were trying to hide them from me or something. And why would you feel the need to have to hide your 'friends' from me?" I'm mad, but at the same time I know Ashley can sense the disappointment and hurt in my voice.
"I'm sorry Spencer. I didn't mean to make you feel like I'm hiding shit from you, cause I'm not. Honestly, I didn't tell you about Emily and Katie cause I wanted to avoid this conversation. Which makes no sense now that I think about it. I should have just told you and I'm sorry." She says trying to connect with my eyes. I'm looking every which way but at her.
"I just hurt my feelings. I feel like this whole time, you've been lying to me." This time I glance her to read her face. She looks shameful. "Is that who was calling you when you came to see me?" I ask already the knowing the answer cause if it had been family, what reason would she have had to ignore it?
"Yeah, Emily." She bites her bottom lip.
"I just don't get it, Ash." I shrug and shake my head cause I'm genuinely confused.
"I don't know Spencer, I'm sorry. I met them like the second week of school or something and they're cool. They help me take my mind off missing you so much. That's all baby, I promise." She says, this time making my eyes connect with hers.
I know she's sorry and I know she's telling the truth, but it still sucks that she didn't tell me sooner.
"Next time, don't feel like you have to hide things from me. What did you think, I was gonna get mad at you for making new friends?"
"Yeah. Kinda." She says, looking down at the ground.
"I wouldn't have. I woulda asked for social security numbers though. Just to check the bitches out and make sure they don't look better than me." I smile, trying to show her I'm upset with her, anymore.
I get a smile in return. "They got nothing on you baby." She says kissing me.
"Oh I know." I joke.
But not really.
"I love you." She kisses me again.
"I love you more." I say, deepening our kiss.
Mmm. How I've missed these lips.
Ashley starts backing up towards her bed. I smile into her lips knowing where she wants to take this.
"Mmm." She moans into my lips as she falls gently onto her bed. "I've missed these lips."
I sit up to take off my shirt then reposition myself back on top of her.
"Spencer, Jade is mad as fu-" Ashley and I both jump up when her bedroom door swings open. We turn to see a smiling Madison in the doorway.
"Madison, what the hell?" I say picking up my shirt off the floor and throwing it back on.
"Speaking of fucking," she smiles harder. "What cha dooooing?" Madison asks in a sing song voice.
This bitch! Ashley is amused. I don't think it's funny at all.
"Seriously?" I give her the most evil look my innocent looking ass could muster. I'm so pissed at her right now.
"Oh my God. Keep your panties on. You guys have all weekend for this."
"She's right baby. No worries." Ashley smiles and instantly my mood changes. See the affect she has on me?
"Ugh. Fine! What were you saying about Jade?"
"Oh, she's super mad that we didn't tell her we were coming here."
"And why exactly didn't we?" I see no reason why Jade couldn't have come.
"Cause I could only get enough money for me and you a plane ticket and us some spending money. I was trying to explain that to her but she was too mad to listen." Madison finishes with a shrug and sits down on Ashley's bed.
"She'll get over it once we get back." I assure her.
"Oh, I know. So what are we doing tonight?" Madison asks.
"We're going out." I point between me and Ashley.
"Seriously?" Madison asks?
What?
Ashley looks back between the both of us.
"You're not leaving me here alone. And I'm not gonna be the third wheel, Ashley invite your friends. That Emily girl was pretty cute." I give Madison a look.
One because she just called another girl cute that ISN'T Jade and two because this bitch just told Ashley to invite two other bitches that Ashley and I just almost fought over.
"Um." Ashley looks at me. "I don't know Madison, that's up to Spencer."
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As you might have guessed... said yes to the other bitches coming. I probably should start calling them by their names huh?
Eh... maybe one day.
But for now let's just call them bitches.
Some bitches that don't deserve names.
They have to prove it to me.
Then I can call them by their government.
They totally changed our plans by suggesting we go to some party by the way.
Rude.
Now let me set the scene, none of what I'm about to say is a lie.
You ready?
Ok.
So we were walking down this path to get to the house like were some bootleg version of Wizard of Oz when I saw this scene with my very eyes.
A couple, two girls might I add were getting it in on the hammock.
I sent a silent prayer that they don't fall the fuck off.
Then on my left I saw a girl throwing up everything that she ate that day and when she was done she washed her mouth out with water, well I'm assuming it's water, then grabbed the drink that her friend was kindly holding for her, drank it and they both laughed back into the party.
When we reached the door I saw another couple this time on the patio couch going at it.
I knew this was gonna be a good night.
From that point on all the fuckery between me and Ashley flew away.
I already know how this party is gonna turn out.
I mean it could either be two things; me and Ashley having sex or me and Ashley having sex.
I love a good party as much if not more than the next bitch.
We walked into the house and Nicki Minaj's Moment for Life was playing.
Wait let me be specific, Nicki Minaj's Moment for Life the Dubstep version was playing.
Everywhere you look you see a bunch of people dancing or should I say having sex to the music.
There was no furniture around except for the couches and chairs that were all pushed back against the wall.
The blonde one led us into the packed house and I think she's leading us to the Wizard.
"Let's do some shots bitches!" She yells out to us.
Ok so apparently were going to take shots.
Ashley's walking in front of me holding on to my hand like I'm gonna get lost or something not that I mind or anything.
She's already swaying to the song playing.
She's so ready to dance.
Yay!
One thing I love about Ashley is the way she dances.
I'm getting wet just thinking about that.
Too much info?
Yeah, I didn't think so.
I pulled Ashley towards me and kissed her neck, just cause that's my bitch and I can do that.
The way she looked at me with that damn smirk almost made me change my mind about this party and beg for us to go home.
The next thing the stranger bitch Katie handed me a red cup of what I'm assuming is vodka.
I looked in my cup and in it was a big and I mean a big shot.
Hopefully this trick didn't put the date rape drug in this.
Hey, you never know.
We all took our extra big shot except for Ashley.
She doesn't really drink.
"Ok, this was fun. I'm off to do work." Emily said and disappears into the crowd.
I saw Katie roll her eyes watching her friend leave.
"So what do you guys wanna drink?" She asks us.
"Crown and Coke." Me and Madison say at the same time.
"Nothing. I'm good." My girlfriend says when Katie looked at her.
"It's a party! I'm making you a drink." Katie says baffled as to why Ashley doesn't want another drink.
"She's not much of a drinker. She likes to babysit." I tell her friend laughing a little.
"Fuck you baby." Ashley says pushing me back a little.
I smiled at my girlfriend and wrapped my arm around her waist giving it a squeeze.
Ashley looked at me and gave me one of those nose crinkling smiles that I love and moved in to give me a quick kiss.
Before she can move away I pulled her back into me and kissed her some more.
Mmm.
I miss Ashley's kisses.
"Ok.. ok.. stop that shit right now!"
I can hear Madison saying but I'm kinda busy right now so I chose to ignore her.
But I guess Ashley heard since she's slowly pulling back taking my bottom lip between her teeth.
Fuck!
She's so playing dirty.
The way she looked at me, I can tell she knows exactly what she's doing to me.
"Fuck! You guys are fucking hot together! Shit!" Katie says as she hands me my drink
I took a sip right away "Heavy on the Crown. I like that." I say with an appreciated nod.
"Lets say this once.." Madison says looking straight at me. "…if I'm not getting pussy no one else is." She finishes her sentence by sipping on her own drink.
"Oh shut up. You get pussy anytime you want. I haven't seen my baby in forever." I say to my best friend who is scowling at me at the moment.
"Baby, be nice." Ashley says and kisses me on my neck.
Aww ok.
Call me whipped I don't care.
I love her and besides, have you seen my baby?
"Yeah, Spencer. Be nice." Madison says knowing that Ashley has that affect on me.
Ashley finished off her drink and placed the red cup on the table.
"Are we gonna talk all night? Let's go fucking dance!" Ashley says to us.
My baby is so cute.
By this time another dubstep song is playing.
"You're mine tonight." Katie says sauntering up to Madison.
"Oh is that right?" Madison says raising an eye brow.
Oh I know this bitch is not flirting with her.
"Mhm…" Katie says grabbing Madison's hand and guiding them into the crowd.
I rolled my eyes at the two of them as they disappeared into the crowd of people.
"Ready baby?" Ashley asks me, bobbing her head to the beat.
I nodded grabbing my girlfriend's hand and looked for a place we can dance.
More specifically a dark corner somewhere.
I mean we can't let this good music go to waste.
Oh look there's Emily tonguing down some chick.
We didn't make it far.
The Weeknd's High for This started playing and Ashley took charge and led us by the wall.
You can't really move in this house.
There are people everywhere!
Ashley pushed me against the wall and started dancing in front of me.
With one hand I grabbed her waist pushing her closer to me as we both moved to the music.
Then Ashley made her way down my body.
One word, fucking hot.
Ok maybe two words.
I finished off my drink and let the empty cup fall on the dirty floor.
Ashley made her way back up and I maneuvered my leg between hers.
My hands automatically found her waist and gripped it taking control of her hips as she grinds down on my leg.
The song switched to Ginuwine's Pony and the party's energy changed.
I can feel everyone losing their damn minds, me and Ashley included.
But I'm not worried about them.
Because right at this second Ashley ran her hand through my hair and with enough force she tugged it to the right and then licked up my neck, not once missing a beat.
I closed my eyes biting my lip as my girlfriend sucked licked and placed small bites on my neck.
"I fucking want you." Ashley whispered in my ear.
I couldn't help the moan that fell out of my lips.
Fuck.
Me.
One of my hands left her waist and snaked its way up her body grazing her breast on my way up to her neck.
I have to feel her lips on mine.
But Ashley had other plans.
She spun me around so that I'm facing the wall.
I placed both hands in front of me and I felt Ashley hands on my waist taking control of me.
Her right moved to my inner thigh and started making its way up.
Slowly.
Like painfully slow.
But thank god I packed a skirt!
I parted my legs as I felt her hand moving closer and closer to my pussy.
I angled my head to the left and caught Ashley's lips.
Finally.
We kissed deeply as our tongues swirled around each other.
"Baby.." I moaned out breaking our kiss as I felt her fingers right near my pussy. "Please.." I begged my girlfriend to stop this teasing.
Me saying I'm wet right now would be a fucking understatement.
"Finally we found you guys!" Madison says unaware of what she's interrupting.
I could fucking kill her right now!
"Me and Katie are hungry as fuck! Let's go get something to eat." She says with a drunken slur. "What?"She asks confused when she sees notices the glare that I'm giving her.
I'm so gonna get her back for this!