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After a long ass day of school it's finally over.
I can't wait to go home and call Spencer.
I don't think it needs to be said but I fucking miss her.
I miss everything and especially her voice
I'm at my locker right now putting all my shit away and deciding which books I'm gonna bring home so that I can do my homework.
Blah, I don't remember having this much homework in my other schools.
"Hello friend, I know you're not planning to be doing homework all weekend. You already have plans with us." Katie says randomly appearing next to me.
"Question, are you the only child?" I ask her closing my locker.
"Well, as a matter of fact I am and I don't like what you're implying here." She says laughing. "Let's go meet Emily. I saw her making out with some girl by the vending machines." And with that she grabbed my arm and led us to where Emily was.
Once we got there Katie let go of me and grabbed Emily who is still busy making out with some girl.
"Sorry but we gotta go!" Katie said with no care in the world while Emily yelled out an apology and that she'll call the poor girl as she's being dragged down the hall.
Me, well I just laughed at the whole thing it's pretty much comedy.
Plus, I really don't understand how those two work.
"So, I say we hit up this party tonight." Katie says, who now is in the middle with her arms linked with me and Emily's. "Don't even think about sitting this one out, Ash. Everyone is gonna be there!"
"Oh I'm sure Katie but I am gonna sit this one out." I say as we rounded the corner on our way to the parking lot.
"But why?" Katie whines
"Leave her alone." Emily just rolls her eyes at her friend. "What am I not good enough for you?"
"Uh yeah cause once we get there you'll ditch me for some chick. At least if Ashley there I have someone to dance and or hook up with." She jokes.
"No bitch I have a girlfriend." Once I say that I looked up and my eyes caught Spencer's eyes.
I quickly pushed Katie away feeling guilt wash over me all of a sudden.
"Oh My God, Spencer. What are you doing here?" I ask her as I reach her in the parking lot. My tone doesn't really scream happiness.
"Surprise!" She says matching my tone.
"I'm sorry baby." I hug her. "I'm just surprised to see you... here." I look around for Katie and Emily. I know Katie's gonna be pissed that I pushed her.
"That's the whole point. You can surprise me but I can't return the favor?" She smiles and I instantly remember how much I missed her.
"What the fuck, Ash? I know you didn't just push me." Katie says as her and Emily finally catch up to me.
This is not gonna be good. I can see how Spencer face changed when she called me Ash.
"Don't egg her on. You know to her hitting is like foreplay." Emily added.
Fuck.
The whole time me and Spencer just looked at each other.
I can't really read her right now which is never a good thing.
"Are you gonna introduce us to your friends, Ashley?" Madison asked. I guess trying to break the now awkward silence.
"Yeah, where the fuck are your manners, hoe!" That's Katie again.
She's killing me here. I still haven't said anything and I know it's making Spencer suspicious.
"Oh yeah, sorry."I finally chimed in. "Um, this is Emily and Katie." I continued, pointing to each of them as I introduced them. "..and this is my girlfriend Spencer and our friend Madison."
"Oh shit, Spencer!" Katie practically yelled.. "Ash told us a lot about you!"
Spencer just made a face.
That can't be good.
Madison and Spencer shared a look and I know they were speaking with their eyes. They've been best friends since they were two, they're really good at that.
"Nice to meet you guys. It's nice to see Ashley's made new friends." Spencer spoke up. I could feel the bitterness in her tone.
"Katie, we gotta go do that thing." Emily said all of a sudden.
Katie was about to say something but then looked at Emily and I guess figured out whatever message Katie was trying to send her.
"Oh yeah. Well, nice to meet you guys. Ash, call us later. Let's go hang out." She said and gave me a hug before leaving.
When they left I got a text and Spencer shot me a look. I wasn't gonna check it but I did anyway.
'Your girlfriend is fucking hot! ;-)' It was a message from Katie.
I'm inwardly shaking my head at this bitch.
"What? Your friends miss you already?" Spencer says in some typa way.
A way I don't like... might I add.
It wasn't really mean but I could tell she was pissed.
"…well isn't this awkward." Madison suddenly said trying to be funny and lighten up the mood.
XXX
"Spencer, Madison, is so good to see you both." My mom says engulfing them both in a hug. She missed them as much as I did, I would know cause she hasn't stopped asking me about Spence since we got here.
"Yeah Spence, I guess I kinda missed you too. And you Madison." My little brother adds with a smile. "I had no one to pull my pranks on." He laughs then runs up stairs. He's such a geek.
"I really missed you guys too." Spencer says smiling then taking a big bite of the Chocolate Chip Cookies my mom just made.
"Sí, yo también." Madison added. Spencer and I both look at her. I've only ever heard Madison speak Spanish twice since I've known her, when her and Jade got it on in the back seat of her car and the drive in while me and Spencer were in the front mind you, and when she's cursing Jade out. "I mean, yeah, me too." She corrects herself with a mouth full of cookie.
"So, how are you getting along back in California, Spencer?" My mom asks Spencer.
I'm so over this small talk I'm ready to have her in my room on my bed already.
"It sucks without Ashley." Spencer speaks up. Aw, it sucks here without her too. I smile. "But, I'm doing okay."
"Well, things will get better. It's good that you two are trying to visit each other when you can. That always helps ease some of the pains of a long distance relationship. I know I'm always missing Ashley's father when he goes overseas and things like that. But it gets better." My mom smiles then kisses Spencer on the forehead.
"Mom, can I have a twenty so Spence and I can go to the movies later?" I ask, not bothering to swallow the cookie that was in my mouth first.
"Of course sweetie." Mom says going into her purse, getting a 50 dollar bill out and handing it to me. "Take her to dinner too." She smiles. "Are Emily and Katie going?" She asks putting her wallet back in her purse.
Oh, yeah. I forgot about them.
"Um," I start, glancing over at Spencer before answering. She's not looking at me though. Ugh... No is probably the right answer to this question but. "I don't know." I say finally.
I'm guessing that's probably the wrong answer from the way Spence is looking at me.
"Well okay then. I'll see you girls later. Spencer, you and Madison are staying here this weekend right?"
"Yes ma'am. If that's okay with you and Mr. Davies?"
"Don't be silly. Of course it's okay. You can bunk with Ashley and I'll make up a bed down here on the couch for Madison." Aw. My mom is gonna let her stay in my room with me. See that's the best part about being a lesbian, you can't get your girlfriend pregnant so your parents are less hesitant to allow you to sleep in the same bed with them.
Ha! Little do they know. I got skillz.
Yup. Skillz with a Z cause that's how good I am.
"Thanks Mrs. D." My mom smiles then leaves the kitchen, leaving Spencer and I alone. She's looking at the door, I guess shes praying Madison will hurry and come back so we wont have this dreaded talk about my "friends."
"You wanna come see my room?" I ask, really just trying to break up some of this tension.
"Yeah." Spencer says nonchalantly and follows me as I lead her up to my room.
"I missed you so much." I admit once we get in my room and shut the door. I lean in to give her a kiss and gets straight rejected. Yup. Spencer Carlin rejected me.
She turns her face so my lips land on her cheek.
"Spence-" I start but Spencer stops me.
"Why didn't you tell me about those girls Ash. I feel like you were trying to hide them from me or something. And why would you feel the need to have to hide your 'friends' from me?" She's mad I can tell but I think shes more hurt than anything.
"I'm sorry Spencer. I didn't mean to make you feel like I'm hiding shit from you, cause I'm not. Honestly, I didn't tell you about Emily and Katie cause I wanted to avoid this conversation. Which makes no sense now that I think about it. I should have just told you and I'm sorry."I say trying to look her directly in the eyes so she knows I'm not lying but she's looking every which way but at me.
"I just hurt my feelings. I feel like this whole time, you've been lying to me." She says finally looking at me. "Is that who was calling you when you came to see me?"
"Yeah, Emily." I bite my bottom lip. I feel like I've been doing something wrong by hanging out with them and I can't figure out why cause they're just my friends.
"I just don't get it, Ash." She shrugs and shakes her head at me or maybe just at this whole situation.
"I don't know Spencer, I'm sorry. I met them like the second week of school or something and they're cool. They help me take my mind off missing you so much. That's all baby, I promise." I tell her, this time making her eyes connect with mines.
"Next time, don't feel like you have to hide things from me. What did you think, I was gonna get mad at you for making new friends?"
"Yeah. Kinda." I say looking down at the ground.
"I wouldn't have. I woulda asked for social security numbers though. Just to check the bitches out and make sure they don't look better than me." She smiles and I know this would be fight is over. Ugh, do I have the best girlfriend in the world or what?
I know. You don't have to tell me.
I smile in return. "They got nothing on you baby." I say kissing me.
"Oh I know." She half jokes.
"I love you." I say kissing her again.
"I love you more." She says deepening our kiss.
Mmm. How I've missed these lips.
I start backing up towards her bed. She smiles into my lips knowing where I wanna take this.
Yup. I'm horny and I wanna get it on with my girlfriend.
Sue me.
"Mmm." I moan into her lips as I fall gently onto the bed. "I've missed these lips."
Spencer sits up and takes off her shirt then repositions herself on top of me.
"Spencer, Jade is mad as fu-" Spencer and I both jump up when my bedroom door swings open. We turn to see a smiling Madison in the doorway.
"Madison, what the hell?" Spencer says picking up her shirt off the floor and throwing it back on.
"Speaking of fucking," she smiles harder. "What cha dooooing?" Madison asks in a sing song voice.
Spencer looks mad but I think it's funny.
"Seriously?" Spencer gives Madison a look.
"Oh my God. Keep your panties on. You guys have all weekend for this."
"She's right baby. No worries." I smile at her and instantly I can see her mood change.
"Ugh. Fine! What were you saying about Jade?"
"Oh, she's super mad that we didn't tell her we were coming here."
"And why exactly didn't we?" Spencer asks.
"Cause I could only get enough money for me and you a plane ticket and us some spending money. I was trying to explain that to her but she was too mad to listen." Madison finishes with a shrug and sits down on my bed.
"She'll get over it once we get back." Spencer tells Madison.
"Oh, I know. So what are we doing tonight?" Madison asks.
"We're going out." Spencer says pointing between the two of us.
Madison gives her a look.
"Seriously?" Madison asks.
I look back between the Spencer and Madison.
I am so not getting in the middle of that.
"You're not leaving me here alone. And I'm not gonna be the third wheel, Ashley invite your friends.
"That Emily girl was pretty cute." Madison tells me and Spencer gives her a really evil look.
"Um." I say looking at Spencer. "I don't know Madison, that's up to Spencer..."
XXX
After getting dressed and stuff we're now walking into the party.
I know Spencer still seemed a little upset that the plans totally changed but Spencer can never say no to party.
As much as she loves drinking and dancing I know for a fact that her mood will change.
I just want this night to be over with so I can have Spencer to myself.
It's been way too long and I feel like I'm gonna go crazy if I don't have sex with her soon.
Soon as in yesterday.
But anyways, once we walked in to the house the music was so loud that I couldn't help but sway to the beat.
I'm so ready to dance!
"Let's do some shots bitches!" Katie yells out.
She really is fun to be around and I hope Spencer can just give her a chance.
I held on to Spencer's hand as we walked through the crowd following Katie.
I felt myself being pulled back and felt a soft kiss on my neck.
Mmm.
I turn around and give Spencer a smirk that held so many promises for the night.
I get lost in Spencer's eyes and next thing I know I'm being handed a shot.
If you can even call this a shot.
I mean it's half way full.
At the same time we all drank the shot.
Everyone except me finished it.
Damn alcoholics.
I took a respectable sip and forced myself to swallow it.
I hate drinking.
Yuck.
I took another sip and heard Emily saying that she's leaving to do work.
Now I see why Katie wanted me here.
"So, what do you guys wanna drink?" Katie asks after rolling her eyes at Emily.
Of course without hesitating Madison and Spencer both said they wanted Crown and Coke.
"Nothing. I'm good." I tell Katie when she looked at me waiting for my answer.
"It's a party! I'm making you a drink." Katie says completely ignoring what I just said.
"She's not much of a drinker. She likes to babysit." Spencer says grabbing me closer to her body.
"Fuck you baby." I say laughing as I pushed her away.
Spencer gave me one of those smiles that will forever give me butterflies and pulled me back closer to her.
I smiled back and she kissed me before I can do anything else.
One small kiss ended up with us making out.
Of course.
Like is there any other way?
"Ok.. ok.. stop that shit right now!" I hear Madison yelling at us.
I reluctantly break the kiss but not before bit and pull Spencer's bottom lip with my teeth.
I fucking love doing that to her!
"Fuck! You guys are fucking hot together! Shit!" Katie says as she hands my girlfriend her drink.
"Heavy on the Crown. I like that" She said after taking a sip and approved it with a head nod.
I still have my arm around Spencer and watched Madison go off glaring at her.
"Let's say this once, if I'm not getting pussy no one else is." Madison finishes that sentence by sipping on her own drink.
"Oh shut up. You get pussy anytime you want. I haven't seen my baby in forever." Spencer says with a scowl.
And all I can think about is aww she called me her baby!
I am sucha girl!
"Baby, be nice." I tell her leaning over and kissing her neck.
I can feel Spencer relaxing more.
She's clearly over the conversation with Madison.
But just like Madison she decided to push it by telling Spencer to be nice, making fun of her friend.
It's rather amusing.
I finished off this nasty drink and before Spencer can say anything back to Madison I cut her off cause they can go on forever.
"Are we gonna talk all night? Let's go fucking dance!" I tell them when I heard the DJ play another dubstep song.
"You're mine tonight." Katie says all of sudden walking up Madison.
"Oh is that right?" Madison says raising an eye brow flirting back.
That is nothing but trouble but I'm not one bit concerned.
People know the difference from right and wrong.
All I wanna do is spend this time with my girlfriend.
I see Spencer rolling her eyes watching our friends disappear in the crowd.
"Ready baby?" I ask her interrupting whatever she has going on in her head.
She nodded her head and we made our way into the crowd.
Spencer is way too busy looking for a perfect spot but I didn't care anymore.
Another song is playing and I refuse to let it go to waste.
I took the lead and pushed her against the wall.
Even though it's dark in here I can see Spencer biting her lip.
Mmm!
We started dancing and she grabbed me by the waist and pulled me closer to her.
I made my way down Spencer body and I see her finishing off her drink and throwing the empty cup on the floor.
See, she's not one to waste liquor.
Ugh!
Spencer moved her leg between mine and she took control of my waist as she gripped it.
I couldn't do anything else but grind on her leg.
I can feel my pussy getting so excited.
Excited meaning wet.
Fuck!
I want her so fucking bad!
I ran my hand through Spencer's blonde hair and pulled it to the side and attacked her neck as we kept dancing to Pony By Ginuwine.
"I fucking want you." I whisper in my girlfriends ear after I was satisfied with licking and biting my her neck.
I heard Spencer moan and if I wasn't wet before then well, you know the rest.
I can feel Spencer's hand leaving my waist and making its way up to my neck purposely passing my boob making my nipples hard.
Spencer guided my lips towards hers and we kissed.
I couldn't take it anymore.
I am way too horny to think straight.
In an instant I spun Spencer around so she was facing the wall, her hands are up on the wall supporting her body.
My hand snaked its way to the front of her body and made its journey up where I've been dying to touch since we started dancing.
I felt Spencer parting her legs as my hand made its way up.
I don't know why but my hand was moving extra slow and it is doing nothing but teasing us both.
My hand is almost by her pussy and I can feel the heat radiating off her.
I stopped near her pussy and kissed my girlfriend.
"Baby.. Please.." Spencer moaned out looking at me with so much lust in her eyes.
I fucking love when she begs for me to touch her.
I licked my lips and I was about to move my hand where we both wanted it to be when all of a sudden I can hear Madison talking about she's hungry!
What the fuck!
I moved my hand away and hoped to the unicorn that Spencer won't kill her tonight.
