Chapter 14

MATURE CONTENT AHEAD,INC SEX and ALCOHOL ABUSE.

Dean returned back to the university getting looks as he strolled up the stone steps towards the main hall,he knew immediately what they were talking about,he kept his head down not letting it bother him.

He glanced up slightly catching a glimpse of Micheal in the distance messing around with his buddys,he quickly turned himself away,not wanting to be seen by him,but it was too late,he was already coming over.

"My my you don't look so hot Deano rough night?"

"Get the hell away from me Micheal."

Micheal smirked patting him on the back walking with him"now come on don't be like that,i'm sorry my boys get a little carried away when they're in the party mood."

"Get out of my face...NOW"he snapped clearly not in the mood for small talk.

Micheal raised his hands in the air stepping in front of him "make me."he teased.

Dean was this close to losing his temper"Please,i've had a shit night alright,just get out of my way,please."he begged not in the mood for him and his games.

"I'm sure we can make it all better for you,you and me we're made for each other."

Dean stopped in his tracks for a moment pushing him aside"fuck off."he stormed past him ready to pound on him if he pushed him any further.

"Oh come on stop denying it,we're perfect for each other,we're just alike you and I,you know it's true."

Dean stopped once more,turning to face tiredness and frustration causing him to lash out "let me get one thing straight asshat,I hate you,I can't stand to be around you,and yeah sure I can't deny that even as painful as it was the sex was amazing,but you disguist me,now stay the hell away from me,i'll pay you the money back and thats that,you got it."

Micheal pouted putting his head to the side attracting the attention of students passing them by "aww shush,you're going to hurt my feelings."

"Please just stop."

Micheal ran his fingers through Deans' hair seductively "shhh,no more talking...I'm offering you my services,if I were you, I would be a little nicer to me,or I will become difficult,you're mine remember" he tugged at his hair now wrapping his free arm round his waist pulling him closer to him so their bodies were touching"I'm the one who's helping save that pathetic waste of space you call a boyfriend,do not test me."

Deans eyes widened a little geniuely scared of what he might do "Please...I just want to go...I appreciate what you did,loaning me the money but you'll get it back,every penny I swear."

"I don't want it back,I just want you...every..part of you."he whispered in his ear,letting out sensual moan into his earlobes biting at them.

Dean immediately shifted himself away "Stop...just STOP IT,you can't keep doing this,I won't be manipulated by you,and you know what do what you must,but you can't have me because my heart belongs to someone else,and he's stuck in a coma fighting for his life,so have a fucking heart and leave me the hell alone." he found himself becoming tearful,letting his vunerable side shine through once more.

"As you wish" he let him go,his eyes animalistic and dark. "don't think you've been let off the hook,you'll be hearing from me again."he backed away winking at him and skipped back off to join his gang.

Dean clenched his fist feeling his blood boiling with anger,eventually walking up the steps he headed inside rubbing his tired eyes being stopped once again by Bobby.

"Dean..what the hell are you doing back here?"

"I needed to get out of that place...I need sleep."

Bobby gave him a nod "How's he doing,more importantly how are you doing?"

Dean bit his bottom lip,really not in the sharing caring mood"he's alive but I don't want to talk about it."

"Okay,well you look like you could do with some sleep,go get some sleep and we'll talk later,you know i'm here for you."

Where were you when I needed to hear that earlier? He thought to himself.

"Thanks,umm i'm gonna go." he waved and left instantly heading up the stairs towards the dorm rooms.

He threw himself on his bed,curling himself up into a ball,closing his eyes letting the tears flow freely.

"Dean...Dean,what are you doing?"

Dean spun round a small smile on his face "I'm sleeping."

Castiel slipped an arm around his stomach stroking his torso gently "hmm,did I tire you out that much,thats a first,usually I can't seem to stop you."he smirked, his hands exploring his chiseled chest,turning him onto his back.

Dean grinned holding his hands up to touch him,as Castiel wrapped his legs around round his body,molding himself in so perfectly."Gosh you will be the death of me one day."

Castiel bucked his hips so their semi naked bodies were touching,eyes meeting each other,both with inviting looks in their eyes,distracting Dean from Castiels' sudden and abrupt actions.

He traced a hand lower gripping Deans thighs,and judging by the look on Deans face he was about to explode.

"I want you inside me,please,again"he begged,desperately craving it. He let out a soft moan as Castiels hands escape down his boxers,caressing his now erect cock,sliding his hand up and down gingerly.

Castiel arched his back a tiny smile on his face as he turned Dean over spreading his legs wide so he was on his hands and knees,he didn't even bother to prepare his entrance knowing what Dean liked slipping right inside him like he wanted.

Dean cried out,"fuck."

Castiel thrusted hard and rough into him,digging his nails into Deans hips,the agression and passion into each movement causing Dean to fill the room with screams of pleasure.

"OH..GOD YES...Cas...holy fuck" he closed his eyes,getting completely lost in the moment,enjoying every second of this.

Cas lost control,letting his animalistic nature take over,he grabs a handful of Deans' hair pulling his head back as he continues to thrash into him.

"I love..you,don't ever leave me,promise me you'll never l-"

Dean snapped out of it his eyes wide as his eyes traced down to his hand down his pants .

His breath hitched not realising that he was crying again "I love you Cas",his quivering lips trembling like mad remembering the one true memory where they were happy and in love,something he was probably never going to get again.

He removed his hand cleaning it up making one final decision,just one. It was a tough one but he knew he had to make a choice.

He pulled himself undressing himself and put on some fresh clothes. Heading right back out the door making sure his wallet was in his pocket.

He pushed past Chuck who was about to speak to Dean,ignoring him.

Chuck frowned as Dean rushed past,surprised to even see him here.

"Umm okay."

Dean headed towards the other end of campus to where most of the seniors hung out. The one person he needed wasn't there,he was probably in a lecture,he sighed.

"Gabriel...wheres Micheal?"

Gabriel laughed along with his classmates sitting forward,cigarette in hand "Aren't you on the wrong side of the tracks Deano?" he asked taking a long drag of his cigarette.

"Where the hell is he?"

Gabriel smirked pulling himself up ditching his pals for a moment "Dean...I warned you not to come back here,you don't want to get caught up in his web,and honestly bucko,you don't look like your in any fit state to make any rash decisions."

"I don't give a rats ass what you think,he can give me what I need now where is he?"

Gabriel rolled his eyes "he's not here,he's off doing some business,but hey maybe I can offer you some assistance,exactly what is it that you need?"

He stared off into space for a moment glancing down at his feet "I just want to escape."

Gabriel let out a small sigh"you shouldn't be here,if Mike knows you came here,he'll come looking for you."

"I don't care,it's too late,he's gone and he's never coming back."

Dean had completely given up all hope that his one true love would ever wake up or atleast wake up like he was before,the pit of despair and deceit becoming bigger,darker and definately more inviting.

"Lets go for a drink,I think you need it."

Gabe and Dean had been drinking for a good few hours Dean having way more than Gabriel judging by the way he was acting.

"Alrighty come on just one more step."

Dean stumbled falling into Gabriels arms slurring his words "S-Sorry..but...you're wr-rong."

Gabriel put his arm round him helping him to stand up right "I'm not wrong,now come on i'm getting you back,you need to sober up."

"Fuck that...cooooome on,we had fun didn't we,just like old times."he raised a finger unsteadily "hmmm Perfect...Cas...my Cas." he let out a little giggle holding his arms out to him now.

Gabriel took hold of his hand "Dean,no, i'm not who you think I am."

"No...you hurt me,you watched as they hurt me,you didn't even stop them". He nuzzled his head into his neck"and it was all for nothing.

The broken tone in his voice made Gabriel want to cry "I'm sorry Dean,I truely am,but please don't give up."

"I don't want to live in a world where he doesn't exist...he's my...he's my world and you are stupid."

Gabriel raised an eyebrow"I'm stupid?"

Dean nodded"yes..you're stupid and short"he burst out laughing at that,his expression quickly changing,from amusement to pain in only a matter of seconds. "I'm stupid too."

Gabriel shook his head"Will you stop feeling sorry for yourself,jeez you're like a bad episode of days of our lives,and you are not stupid...I knew this was a bad idea bringing you here."

Gabriel rolled his eyes as Dean slurred catching Dean as he collapsed "I swear if you throw up all over me i'm ditching you."he found his car shoving Dean in the backseat.

Dean moaned wrapping his arms around himself tightly "he promised he wouldn't leave me..he promi-"he drifted off before he could finish his sentence.

He pulled up at the nearest drive in ordering the strongest coffee possibly "Ugh Micheals going to kill me"he muttered to himself looking in the backseat as Dean lay uncomfortably asleep.

Grabbing the coffees he paid then pulled into a parking space,motion Dean to wake up "YO...wake up."

Dean groaned "No...sleep,I want to sleep and never wake up."

Gabriel rolled his eyes "you don't mean that,now drink up we gotta get you back to that hospital so you can be there when loverboy wakes up."

Dean groaned his vision blurred as he reached for the cup,he shakily put his mouth to the tip of it taking a small sip.

His head began to spiral,feeling like there was a hurricane erupting inside his mind,the inevitably hangover taking its hold on the Winchester already.

"Why are you even helping me huh? You don't even like me that much and won't this ruin your precious reputation?"

Gabriel turned resting his elbow on the leather seat giving him a shrug" Can I be honest with you...I'm just like you,I dont care too much about being cool or fitting in,I got caught in his web when I got desperate,made some bad choices and now I can't get out of it."he shrugged "no biggie."he smiled weakly "I envy you Dean,you actually have someone who would bend over backwards to love and care for you unconditionally,I wish I had someone like that" he paused taking another sip of his coffee "when I heard what happened to him,it broke my heart."

Dean didn't know what to say,he stared confused about what he was trying to tell him,everything coming across muddled "but you could of left them,why didn't you?"

"Because it's not that easy,I made a pact."he shrugged his shoulders.

Dean simply nodded,thats what he hated about sororitys,its why he was glad he never joined one. "Sorry."

"Thanks"

Hours had past,the rest of night consisted of the pair sitting in silence finally feeling himself sobering up,ready to face Cas again.

"Gabe..Gabe you awake?"

"Yeah i'm awake,whats up?" he asked resting his head up against the headrest.

"I'm ready,you can take me back now,if you don't mind."

Gabriel glanced down and nodded starting the engine,seeing the sunrising in the horizon. "Sure thing."

Well there you have it the penultimate chapter,just one more to go. Again thanks to those who have been leaving me comments,it makes it all worthwhile. :D