A/N: Updating again. Hope you guys are not losing interest. If you are I think this chapter might draw you back in. Just ONE thing before you read this chapter I am looking for a BETA or anyone who is willing to help me with fight scenes/adult theme scenes in this story and other stories. I would be happy and appreciate it if anyone could help. All you'll have to do is read it and tell me what I could add, take out and whatever to make it better. You will also be the first and ONLY person to read it before I post it to the public. Send me a private message if you are willing to help me. If you can please don't take days to reply. I can be impatient and want the help as soon as possible.

CHAPTER FIVE

The Past

Jane and Ethan had gone to follow the targets right hand man once the surveillance cameras had been hacked into by Benji. They had seen the guy leave just as the images had just come up. Emma and Will had to stay behind and watch the screens with Benji. Emma was getting annoyed by getting left with Will. She knew Ethan was doing on purpose and even though she was annoyed at being stuck with her former lover she was thankful that he was with her and knew he was safe.

She was watching the cameras with Benji when her phone rang. She had been watching the screen intently so it made her jump. She pulled it out of her pocket as she stood up. She checked the caller ID and didn't recognize the number. She had a feeling who it could be. She answered her phone as she walked into the bathroom and locked the door behind her.

"How far away are you?" the voice asked. She could tell it was the man who had threatened her almost a week ago.

"Two doors down and there is two tails on your brother's BFF," she told him.

"I'm guessing you aren't one of the people who are tailing him," he said. This man seemed to be emotionless. He had the same monotone voice every time he spoke.

'No shit' Emma thought to herself as she rolled her eyes. "I answered my phone didn't I, couldn't do that if I was tailing someone," she said.

"Is Ethan one of the tails?" she heard him ask as a knock came at the bathroom door.

"Yes," she whispered as the knocking got louder.

"Who's with him?" he asked ignoring the change in her tone.

"A woman, Agent Jane Carter and she's a real bitch," she answered still whispering making her feelings towards Jane known.

"I'll let you go for now," he said then hung up on her.

Emma let out a frustrated sigh. She was hoping to get the man's name this time. You'd think it would be easy to work it out but the target had three brothers. It could have been anyone of the three. Or it could even be a brother no one knew about.

She slipped her phone back into her pocket and unlocked the bathroom door. She swung it open and came face to face with Will.

"Has anyone ever told you you're impatient?" she asked him frowning.

Will ignored her question and frowned back at her. "I need to use the bathroom."

Emma stepped out of the door way and walked past him. She went back to where she was sitting with Benji a few moments ago, watching the screen.

"Anything new happen?" she asked the technician turned field agent.

"Nothing, Rodgers hasn't even moved," Benji told her.

"He gets everyone else to do his work so he doesn't have to move his fat lazy ass," she sighed slouching down in her seat.

"So... What's with you and Brandt?" Benji asked her changing the subject and making small talk as a silence came over them.

"Nothing," Emma said simply.

"It's obvious you two had a past and it's eating at the both of you," he stated the obvious.

Emma sighed. She knew she was eventually going to get questioned about her relationship with Will. She went on to explain to Benji what happened not knowing Will was listening to her every word.

"Will and I had met on a mission we had to do together. We became close and eventually things started to get physical between us. Our commander found out and told us if we can't keep our hands to ourselves the mission would become compromised and we'd both be on desk duty for as long as we worked in IMF. After that I really started thinking about my relationship with Brandt and if it was really worth throwing my job as a field agent away for it..." she paused. She continued to watch the screen.

"You decided your job was more important than the man you could possibly love?" Benji asked her. He hadn't been in love before but he had seen Ethan with his wife. He knew it was hard for them but he couldn't imagine how hard it could be for two agents in love.

"I knew I loved Brandt but I was scared of where it would eventually lead us. He told me he loved me but I didn't want to believe it. Love wasn't something I planned on ever feeling," she sighed.

"But you did love him?" Benji asked.

She nodded her head yes. "I just didn't know how in love I was with him until after I broke my promise to him."

"What was the promise?" Benji asked, curiosity getting the better of him.

"I promised I'd keep in contact with him when I got home," she said. "But I didn't. I called him saying I got to my apartment safely and that was it. I couldn't bring myself to call him. I couldn't bring myself to tell I was pregnant. I just couldn't do it."

"Why not?" Will's voice came from the door way making Emma and Benji jump.

Emma turned to look at him. She opened her mouth to say something but nothing came out.

"Why couldn't you tell me?" he asked her. He was glaring at her. He couldn't believe she would keep something like this from him.

"I... I...," she stammered trying to find the right words.

Will rolled his eyes and went to walk away when she called his name. "What?" he spat glaring at her even more.

She looked into his eyes and could see more than just anger. He looked hurt and betrayed.

"I did want to tell you Will, I really did but I didn't want to hold you back. You were one of IMF's top agents and I didn't want that taken away from you. I didn't want to hold you back from doing the job you love," she told him. "I didn't want to be a burden to you."

"When I told you I loved you, I meant it. I was in love with you and I was going to give up everything for you. Hell, when you wouldn't call me back or anything I was about to quit and come and find you," Will told her, his voice starting to raise a little.

Emma could feel the tears start to form. Her eyes were starting to sting.

"Emaleigh," Will said using her full name. "You have no idea how disappointed in you I am. You could have told me. Why are you still working for IMF?"

"Because I was stupid and didn't tell anyone about the pregnancy. I was sent on another mission and got into a fight, I lost the baby right there and then," she told him.

"I thought you were smart. How wrong was I?" Will said. Emma watched as he turned around and walked towards the bedroom. She jumped and cringed when the door slammed shut.

Emma burst into tears realizing how wrong she had been to keep everything from him.